'Fatal Attraction' by Andy C. Lee

I've been watchin' ya from far away
So you wouldn't think I'm gay
Always listenin' when ya talk
Always lookin' when ya walk
Damn, your eyes! What a cute pair!
I've also been admiring your hair
I wanna be more than your friend
But tellin' you, my life might end.
Y'see, ya might be a 'phobe,
There's a lot on this globe.
They put me in constant fear,
Just cuz I'm queer
You may be friendly towards me,
But once I'm out, what'll your reaction be?
That's a chance I just can't take,
My true feelings I gotta fake.
Oh, Jesus, it hurts so much
Lovin' a guy I can't touch,
Why'd you make me this way?
It's so hard being gay
But despite what I say here,
I'm proud of bein' queer.

"Sounded like rap when I recited it to myself.. I should change my nickname to Notorious F.A.G... (Oh so I ripped that off Jack in Will & Grace.. sue me. grin)"

"This doesn't stand for any particular guy, but several I've had my eye on the past several years. I think I can stand rejection, but not trying just kills me. Though I'm sure, trying might too."