:: Xeffy
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The lack of Eternal Youth is the bane of my existence. When I turned 15 I realized how much I missed being 14 and the older I get the more I realise the past was so much better.
Everything was better when I was young.
I promised I would kill myself when I turn 18 because im so repulsed by the adult world. Obviously i'm not gonna do that since im already 18.
I miss pretending.
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Post: #672357  , Sat 4 Aug 12, 8:00PM |
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I completely understand what you mean. Like if i could turn back time, i would because i only really realised how important, fulfilling and just generally enjoyable the past is when it's already gone. If that makes sense.
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Post: #672379 , Sat 4 Aug 12, 10:01PM |
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Yeah, I get that too. I was one of those kids everyone says is "13 going on thirty", pretty serious, and I wish I'd spent more of my childhood acting like a child. Everything is so much easier with the security of just being a kid.
In my experience, it helps to just pretend once in a while. Have a picnic in your living room or watch a disney movie and let yourself just react. Somersault a little. It doesn't fix everything, but it's worth trying 
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Post: #672404 , Sun 5 Aug 12, 1:22AM |
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It's always strange for me to hear of people feeling that way. I'm the complete opposite, I could never imagine going back to being so young, I'd hate it. I do have times where I tend to freak out a bit about my age, mostly before birthdays, but on the whole I prefer being an adult. I've got freedom that I never had before, and yeah, there's a lot of responsibility that comes along with it, but I couldn't imagine going back.
I'm a ratfish trying to practice doing back flips on your mattress.
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Post: #672449 , Sun 5 Aug 12, 9:45AM |
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I'm the same... I'm really feeling it now because I've been doing my GCSE's for a year now and they are SO stressful and then when I think of it the exams from now on never let up. I have A levels after them I may have to try and get into uni and of course getting a degree takes a lot of work and then it doesn't even let up when you finish school there's job interviews and the thought of them makes me want to curl up into a small ball :')
I just miss when I didn't have to worry about any exams that mattered :') Now i'm stuck here doing what seems like millions of GCSE's :') (I'm just doing one extra one so that might be an exaduration)
and then I have to decide exactly what I want to be and I have absolutely no clue! xD Growing up sucks. I'm just hoping it'll get better but the prospect of whats coming up scares the life out of me!
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Post: #672460 , Sun 5 Aug 12, 11:03AM |
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Not much of a Blogger
That one life-long scar...
Three's A Crowd... or is it?
Lily Helena Knight
Things that grow
Just so.
My new life
Trip to the zoo!
