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So this is a story I have been working on. Might have some spelling and grammar mistakes. Sorry. Any good input is awesome. I'll post more if people like it. And yeah... Hope you guys like it.
Sam's P.O.V.
"Get up Sam!" my mom called from downstairs.
"Shut the fuck up," I said into my pillow. I did but also didn't want to go to school. I didn't because I hated school and because I got like 2 hours of sleep the night before. Today was friday so it wouldn't be to bad. I did because that meant that I got to see them. My two best friends and loves.
Were we friends? Yes. Were we pals? Yes. But we were mostly buddies and buddies fuck. Ok so we didn't fuck but I wanted to fuck her so bad. I just loved him. Yes I that's right I said HIM!!!!!! I just wanted to hold his hand. Hug him and stay there forever. And many other things to.
I hated my life. Period.
He was straight, he didn't even know I wasn't. She did and those two things were the only things we kept from him. Other then that we had no secrets... Or so I thought...
No matter how bad I wanted to fall back asleep I made myself get up. I hopped in the shower and washed my hair. I dryer off then looked at myself in the mirror. Most girls at school called me hot. While others drooled over me.
I went to my closet and pulled out one of my many Doctor Who t-shirts. I set it on the bed and put on my black jeans. I put the t-shirt on (not before looking at my abbs for the third time). I looked around for a hoodie before grabbing the one at the bottom of the closet. It was blue with white earbud strings. I looked around my room before I found my iPod in my jeans pocket from the day before. I plugged it in and set it up as high as it would go so I couldn't hear the moaning coming from my brothers room.
I grabbed my back pack from beside my bed. I looked inside to see my lunch money and gym clothes in there already. I put my book that I had trying to read the night before in my backpack and went downstairs.
There were so many empty bottles and baggies down there. And I hated the smell of my house. Drugs and beer that's all it ever smelled like. No matter how hard I tried to make it better...
I sighed then grabbed an apple from the fridge and headed out the door. I pretty much half slept the whole way to Sydney's house. And when I finally got there I was hugged from behind by non other than Mr. HotPants himself.
He was wearing blue jeans with a baseball t-shirt on. His dark green hoodie, which brought out the green in his hazel eyes, was open showing me his shirt. His perfect brown hair was gelled up like it always was on school days. And he was wearing the necklace I got him for his fifteenth birthday. The key was hung loosely around his neck. It was blue and yellow. His and my favorite color. I smiled when I saw it. And he smiled back.
"I love the shirt man" I said.
"I knew you would after all you love baseball... and Doctor Who," he added quickly when I raised my eye brows about me loving baseball. Not that it wasn't true. Baseball was one of the only things that made me smile anymore. But if I could I would watch Doctor Who all day long.
"Hello Sweetie!" Sydney said as she walked out of her door.
"Hello River," Ryan said back.
"Thats not fair you guys know that I love those quotes," I said pouting.
Sydney just rolled her eyes and fought back a laugh. But even as much as he tried to stop he couldn't fight back the giggle that came from his mouth. I cuckled at the sound and tried not to blush because it was so cute.
I looked at my watch and cried, "Oh shit we should start walking or else we will be late."
"Not like we aren't always late anyway," Ryan muttered.
"Well sorry it takes forever to do my hair," Sydney said flipping her hair and stomping away like a prissy school girl. She was wearing shorts and a black blouse with earbuds in one ear and her book bag swung over her shoulder. She had light brown - red curly hair and neon blue eyes.
We started after her talking about the light load of homework we had had over the weekend.
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"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #605807  , Sat 21 Jan 12, 7:42PM |
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 Me gusta.  You should keep writing. *nod* Because this is really good. 
"It's not about who you are attracted to ultimately, it's about who you fall in love with." ~ Holly Holiday, Glee
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." ~ Moulin Rouge
"When you can't run, you crawl. And when you can't crawl, you find someone to carry you." ~ Firefly
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Post: #606009 , Sat 21 Jan 12, 11:17PM |
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My first class of the day was S.S. Which luckily Ryan or Sydney weren't in that class. If they were the my grade would be much poorer than what it is right now. Which was a B-. Not that anyone in my family but me cared what my grades were.
S.S. passes by so fast I didn't notice that it was time for class to end until the bell had rung. We were writing notes about the presidents election and how the voting worked.
I was happy because my next class was art with Ryan. We were working on photograph right now. We were in partners and had to take photos of our partner while they did things they loved. Then we had to make them into a book and draw what our greatest fear was on the opposite page. We had already taken the photos so we were working on the fear parts. The class passed by to quick for me, I was having to much fun with Ryan.
The rest of the day was slow and boring. My last class of the day was band. I grabbed my trumpet from the back of the room and went to my seat. As I waited for class to start I fell asleep.
My heart raced as the drums sounded. I had fallen asleep in class! I had woken up when the drums (which started the song) started pounding. I was scared to see how Mr. Wells had reacted, but I guess he wasn't paying attention because his head was focused on the drummers and not staring me down. I looked over at Sydney who played flute and our eyes met. My heart raced for the second time in class. This time for a different reason, and that reason was love.
Her eyes were filled with emotions of caring and worrying. I knew she was worrying about me. She always is. Of corse she had a right to worry. She had always been there for me too lean on when I needed to. I had helped her out with some problems she had had in middle school and since then we had been the best friends the world would ever know. The three of us, Ryan, Sydney, and I all got each other. And would always be there for each other.
It was time for the trumpets to start playing so I got ready to play. As soon as we finished the song the bell rung. The school day was over and we had to go home.
I put my trumpet away and walked out with Sydney. Both of us not bothered by the silence. It was our friend. As we waited for Ryan to come put of the orchestra room after putting away his cello. He was first chair and only 16. His cello was his life. I don't think he could live without it. He already got a scholarship for some fancy college.
As I got hugged from behind again (not like I cared I loved it). He said, "Sorry guys I have things to do this afternoon can't come over".
I tried not to make my face fall. But not seeing him stabbed a hole in my heart. "Okay, what are you going to do? Go see your girlfriend?" I joked.
I was really surprised when I fist was swung at my face. I stopped it just before it collided with my jaw. "What the he'll dude, can't you take a joke?" I asked taking a step away from him. Just in case he decided to try and punch me again.
"Just leave me alone," was his response as he walked away.
"Okay gosh," I muttered under my breath. I turned to Sydney and asked, "What do you want to do today?"
She responded with, "let's go to the park and do some homework."
I shrugged and started walking towards the park. I was wondering why Ryan had acted that way. Maybe he did get a girlfriend and didn't want to tell us? Or maybe so something was wrong at home? No he would usually tell us these things. But now that I remember he was doing this before. For about two months now.Saying he had to do something and couldn't hang out with us. I usually brushed it off, but not this time.
Just then I got a text saying 'sorry bout that <3 you, Ryan'. He always said he loved me and the time I asked him about it he just said 'like you know cause your my best bud,'. So like every weird thing he says I brushed it off.
When we got to the park Sydney asked me, "On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you like Ryan?"
I smiled and responded with, "50."
She rolled her eyes and tried again, "On a scale of 1 to 10 , how much do you love Ryan?"
This time I responded with, "100."
She giggled and started to do her homework. I copied her and took out my S.S. homework hoping it wouldn't take me to long and I could stop by Ryan's house and see if I could spend the night.
Then I thought of something, "On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you love Alex?" Alex was Sydney's girlfriend/boyfriend. Alex was born a girl but preferred to not be any gender at all.
"1,000,000" she giggled. I rolled my eyes and finished my math homework.
I got another text saying 'i have something to tell you, come to my house, bring Sydney 2, Ryan'. we both picked up our stuff and set of in the direction of his house.
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"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #610200 , Fri 27 Jan 12, 1:33AM |
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I greatly enjoy it. keep going
-The newly named Austin
I'm a man in a woman's body. I'm confused as to what I am Yet I'm proud! Though only in the closet. Be true to yourself, that is all that matters!
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Post: #610218 , Fri 27 Jan 12, 2:08AM |
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WTF I WANT MORE PLEASE
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Post: #610250 , Fri 27 Jan 12, 3:29AM |
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Lol. Thanks for reading it guys! I might post more tomorrow.
"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #610253 , Fri 27 Jan 12, 3:33AM |
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I'm hooked! Looking forward to next chapter!
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Post: #611690 , Sun 29 Jan 12, 3:35PM |
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Sam!!!!!! You must post more I swear I'll send Lucas after you!!!!!! *Evil Smirk*
"Are you ok?" "Yeah... I'm just tired." T orn apart, I nsecure, R eally faking a smile, E xtremely sad, D rowning in my tears "...yeah just tired."
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Post: #611712 , Sun 29 Jan 12, 6:38PM |
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Oh god. Not Lucas.  I guess I can post the next part. This is more friendship drama. Hope you enjoy!
As soon as I saw his house I knew something was worse then it seemed. The light to his bed room was on but there was not music coming from it. There was always either his iPod on or he was playing his cello when he was in his room. That boy could do pre-cal while listening to music. Sydney knocked on the door and his mom opened it.
"Sam, Sydney. Hi! They're upstairs waiting for you," she said. His mom was the nicest person I knew. She wasn't a homophobe and she never said no to me spending the night. Although Sydney's mom was the same way.
"Thanks Mrs. L." I called as Sydney and I went up the stairs into the non-music room. I was about to open the door when Sydney's hand pulled mine away. She glared at me and knocked. I was really shocked we always just went straight in.
"Come in," Ryan's voice called from inside the room. Now she pushed open the door.
I was really shocked to see this really hot boy sitting on Ryan's bed. And I mean he was so hot that not even Ryan was hotter than this boy. His face was bright red and if you asked me his lips were swollen. He was wearing a mellow yellow hoodie and blue skinny jeans. His hair was brown like mine. But it was styled just a little differently. His clear brown eyes stared into mine and my heart ripped in to. But for multiple reasons. Ryan didn't need to explain, I knew who this kid was. And I guess he knew who I was.
We were both gay and in love with one person... Ryan.
"Sam. Sydney. This is Kyle. My boyfriend." Ryan said very slowly and dramatically.
"Nice to meet you, Sam and Sydney," Kyle said as he reached for my hand so he could shake it.
I stood there with my mouth open in shock. I knew Sydney was staring at me. So was Ryan. Kyle put down his hand and looked at Ryan.
"What's wrong baby? I thought you said your friends would be ok with you being gay?" Kyle asked him.
"I thought they would be to Hun. I guess not. That's very homophobic guys." Ryan said pouting.
"How long have you guys been dating?" Sydney asked.
"Six months!" Ryan said with a smile on his face. SIX MONTHS!!!!!!!!!
"How long have you been gay?" I asked him.
"Since seventh grade," he replied.
"And you didn't tell me I mean us!" my voice raising with each word.
"Sorry I didn't know how you guys would have reacted," he said calmly.
I felt the tears start forming. So I ran out of the room and didn't stop running till I was at my house. I very bad place to be during the week when my dad was home. But at the moment that didn't matter. It didn't matter that they would be screaming at each other again. Or that they would have heavy hard core make up sex. Or that my brother would be high and drunk at the same time, and fuck whatever whore he had picked up at the bar. I ran to the fridge and grabbed clothes, money, three baggies, a first aid kit, a knife, and a six pack of beer. I kept this stuff in the cabinet and fridge.
I started walking in the opposite direction of Ryan's and Sydney's house. I didn't want them to come looking for me. Even though I knew they would. Why couldn't they leave me alone? Why couldn't they have just let me die that day? I hated my life.
My parents were once famous writers and actors. Then they found something that ruined them: drugs. My parents loved those things. I'm guessing you could figure out what was in the baggies now. My parents were loaded with money. They still are. Everyone loves their books and movies.
I hated my family. They hurt me, beat me up. I had started cutting my self in sixth grade. I stopped in eighth when Ryan and Sydney forced me to tell them. They were so worried about me that I stopped. Looks like I'll do it again today.
Of course there was always that time when I had tried to kill myself. They stopped me at the last second. Similar things had happened to Sydney before she met Alex. Of course she only had suicidal thoughts. I stopped her from doing drugs in seventh grade and ever since se has been my best friend. Ryan and I have just been best friends since kindergarten. We played on the same t-ball team.
I got to the motel I was going to stay at. I checked how much money I had. Thirteen thousand dollars. I think I could stay there a while. It cost sixty dollars per day. Of course there was the food problem but I would be good for awhile.
I checked in and the man gave me a key to a room on the second floor. I went up there and put the beer in the mini fridge. I put the baggies in the bathroom cabinet. Then I took a shower. After I grabbed a beer from the fridge and turned on my iPod. I drank it slowly. I could feel the slug sluggines take over my mind.
I woke up the next day with a massive headache. My arms were weak and it hurt to move them. They were cut up badly. There were one and a half empty beer bottles on the side of the bed. It was my first time drinking, so it made sense that my head was throbbing. I slowly walked out the door to the vending machine. I bought some aspirin and the went back into the room. I took two of the five that were in there. I put bandages on my cuts. Then I laid back and passed out.
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"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #611714 , Sun 29 Jan 12, 6:43PM |
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I know this isn't nice but... I DEMAND MORE.
I'm always looking for a nice dramatic love story. and i found one.
I'm a man in a woman's body. I'm confused as to what I am Yet I'm proud! Though only in the closet. Be true to yourself, that is all that matters!
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Post: #611747 , Sun 29 Jan 12, 7:27PM |
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BWAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!
I'll post more tonight. Lol. I have actually finished most of the story. I'm just posting at random times.
"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #611826 , Sun 29 Jan 12, 9:45PM |
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Ok here is the next part. Sorry it took a while. In case I missed any Autumn=Alex. And yeah...
I heard a huge pounding on my door and I knew they had found me. My head still hurt but it was minor and I could still do math problems so I figured I'd be alright.
"Sam, if you don't open this door right now... I'll knock it down," A girlish yet deeper voice called. Great it was Sydney with Alex.
"I have a headache. Leave me alone," I called back. I didn't want to talk to anyone right now. Alex was the last one of the three, no four now I had to include Kyle, that I wanted to talk to. It wasn't that she was mean or anything. It was the opposite, she is probably the only person in the world I would go straight for.
Her brown hair went to her shoulders and she had the most amazing brown eyes I ever saw. She was very pretty, no she was hot. Even when she binded and wore dudes clothes she was hot. Even though I preferred her in-between. That's how she liked herself to. Neither girl nor boy. She had helped Sydney in more ways then just steal her heart for all time. She helped her more than I did.
"Do you think I care? Open the damn door," she yelled. I winced at the noise. I heard giggles that could only belong to Sydney coming from the other side of the door. So I got up and opened the door. I shouldn't have done that. I ended up running into the bathroom and puking.
"Eh, gross," Sydney said. Alex just smiled and kissed her cheek.
"You guys are the ones that wanted to come in," I said making my voice go as loud as it could without hurting my head. It failed because I had to sit down in order to stop the pounding.
"Well what type of best friends would we be if we didn't to after you. Ryan was really worried about you when you ran out of there yesterday. Kyle had to stop his from chasing after you. They both think that your some homophobe or something. It's so odd." Sydney said.
"Sydney wanted to go looking for you last night. But I told her that you just needed sometime. Looks like I was wrong. You did it again. The bad thing," Alex said pointing to my arms.
Just then I noticed that they were starting to bleed through the bandage again. Sydney just sighed and dragged me to the bathroom. All of us here had scars on arms. So Sydney knew just the right amount of pressure to put on my arms to let them heal with out bleeding through.
"So are you going to go to Ryan or his he going to have to come here?" Alex asked.
After I didn't respond Sydney's phone buzzed. "Well looks like neither will be happening." She said. The look on her face was masked and she refused to let me see the text. The only thing she told me was that it was from Ryan and that he said he couldn't make it. They left after that promising me that they would stop by later that day with more clothes and cash.
Ryan's P.O.V. (The day before)
I hugged him from behind, just like I did every day. I love the feeling of my arms around him. It made me smile. He turned around and I don't think my heart could have beaten any faster. He was wearing the Doctor Who shirt I had gotten him for his birthday this year, black skinny jeans, and a blue jacket that brought out his eyes. He was usually only sexier than this if he was topless and sweating. Oh god don't think about that. Your jeans might turn out to be to tight. Plus what about Kyle, your boyfriend!
Just then Sydney came out of her house. "Hello sweetie," she said. I guess she wanted to piss Ryan off. Two can play at that game.
"Hello River," I responded with. Sam threw a fit. It was his favorite quote from his favorite show. It was really funny. I couldn't stop a giggle from escaping my mouth. Sam cuckled and tried not to blush. I did. I was only half listening to the rest of the conversation. I was more worries about how I was going to tell my friends about my boyfriend.
The first class of the day went by slowly. My next class was art. I really injoyed art. But Sam was in the class so it made sense. Then after that every thing went by like someone has snapped their fingers and we had gone to the last period of the day. Which was orchestra for me and band for Sydney, Sam, and even Kyle. Even though they didn't know him yet, they would by the end of the day, not the school day just the day.
I though about how I had liked Sam since seventh grade. But I knew he was straight. So this year I stopped wasting my time with him and decided to get a boyfriend. I loved Kyle but not in the way I loved Sam. Sam was forever he wasn't just a summer boy like Kyle was/is.
I got my school cello from the back room and started tuning it. I had done it so many times I didn't even need a tuner now. After all music was my life. I was first chair and it was still to easy for me. We went through our songs for the winter concert. I barely had to think about playing. I was concentrating on trying to find a way to tell them about Kyle. I almost missed a note. As soon as we finish the last piece the bell rang. So quickly put my cello away, knowing Sam, Sydney, and Kyle would be waiting.
I saw them Sydney was turned toward me while Sam had his back to me. I knew Kyle was waiting by my car. I put my arms around Sam just like this morning and held it there for an extra second. Never forgetting this feeling if he so happened to hate me after tonight.
"Sorry guys. I have things to do this afternoon can't come over," I said.
Sam's face fell a little. "Okay, what are you going to do? Go see your girlfriend?" He joked. That's when I swung my first. I don't know why I did l, I just did. He stopped it just before it collided with his jaw. "What the he'll dude, can't you take a joke?" he asked.
"Just leave me alone," I said as I walked away. I went to my car and Kyle was there. Playing on his iPod as he waited for me. "Ready to go home?" I asked. He smiled and nodded. I had no idea if he nodded to the music or at me.
"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #612756 , Wed 1 Feb 12, 1:36AM |
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MORE MORE MORE
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Post: #613325 , Fri 3 Feb 12, 3:14AM |
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Ok! Here is MORE MORE MORE. Sorry it took so long. Writers block. XD
Kyle had been living at my house since his parents had died in a car crash seven months ago. My parents had decided to take him in until he was eighteen. We had hit it off right away. He told me he was gay a month into him staying with us. I told him back and we ended up making out. I had asked him out the next day, to which he had said yes to. We have been dating ever since. I loved being able to cuddle and do other things. It was amazing.
I drove home. All the way to the house I held his hand. "So how was your day Hunny?"
"It just got even better now that your here baby. How was your day?" he asked smiling the whole time.
"It was ok, but now it's amazing." I responded with. Even though that wasn't true and I just wanted to be with Sam. We got home and did our homework and other fun stuff that we could do until my mom got home.
"You promised you would tell them today," he said.
"I know, I just haven't had time." I responded with.
"Bullshit, your just scared how they will react." he said starting to raise his voice.
"Fine, I'll tell them to come over now." I sighed and reached for my phone. Earlier I had sent a text saying 'sorry bout that <3 you, Ryan'. Now I texts him saying, 'i have something to tell you, come to my house, bring Sydney 2, Ryan'. "There are you happy now?" I asked as I straddled his hips and kissed him deeply.
We stayed like that for awhile just making out on my bed. Soon the song we were listening to ended, but for once music wasn't on my mind. I was getting hard and it started to bother me. So I flipped up, now I was on the bottom and he was on the top. Just then I heard footsteps coming up the stairs.
I pushed him off of me and fixed my hair. I told him to be quiet by bringing my finger to my mouth. There was a knock on my door and I said, "Come in,".
There was shock on both of their faces. I mean who could blame them. It looked like we had just gotten back from the gym with bruised lips or we were making out. I noticed Sam was starring at Kyle. "Sam. Sydney. This is Kyle. My boyfriend." I said very slowly and dramatically.
"Nice to meet you, Sam and Sydney," Kyle said as he reached for Sam's hand so he could shake it.
I was starring at Sam. So was Sydney. Sam was just standing there with his mouth open in shock. Kyle turned and looked at me.
"What's wrong baby? I thought you said your friends would be ok with you being gay?" Kyle asked me.
"I thought they would be to Hun. I guess not. That's very homophobic guys." I said pouting.
"How long have you guys been dating?" Sydney asked.
"Six months!" I said putting a smile on my face.
"How long have you been gay?" Sam asked me.
"Since seventh grade," I replied.
"And you didn't tell me I mean us!" Sam said his voice raising with each word.
"Sorry I didn't know how you guys would have reacted," I said calmly.
Than Sam started looking like he was about to cry. that's when he ran out of the room. I started to go after him, but Kyle pulled me back. "My friend hates me because I'm gay!" I screamed.
"No. He just is having a hard time understanding why you didn't tell us. I am to. Why didn't you tell us?" Sydney said calmly.
"I didn't want this to happen," I said sitting on the bed and putting my hands on my face.
"Sydney I think it's best that you leave. We will see you tomorrow." Kyle said not looking away from Ryan.
"Ok, see you tomorrow guys. I'll bring Alex," she said.
"Ok, bye Sydney," Kyle called.
We stayed like that for a while. Him standing looking at my and me with my hands over my face trying not to cry. The he took my hands off my face and kissed me. Slowly, passionately. It felt so good. I never wanted it to stop. It slowly built from that. Soon we were where we were before Sam and Sydney had came. And I wanted more. So I tugged off his shirt and started kissing his neck. I bit him and sucked his blood tasted amazing. I moved back to his lips. He flipped us over and started to help me tug my shirt off.
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Bwahahahahahahah that's a good clif hanger!
"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #615925 , Fri 10 Feb 12, 4:39AM |
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moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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Post: #616113 , Fri 10 Feb 12, 8:54PM |
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I like this : )
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Post: #616129 , Fri 10 Feb 12, 10:00PM |
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Here is more. I shod be writing more this comeig week. Ira mid-winter break at our school.
We didn't stop here like we usually did. I started kissing him in places I had never had before. Every where I could I get my mouth. He started to pull away, probably thinking this was enough. But I wasn't done yet. I wanted him, I f I couldn't have Sam I wanted Kyle. And I guess he got that because he started pulling down my jeans. Which were getting very uncomfortable. Though that pain was soon gone. And we didn't stop there.
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I woke up the next day to a very awkward situation. I had JUST realized that I had sex with my boyfriend. Of six months. SIX MONTHS! I knew I loved him but I had wanted my first time to have been with Sam. Just then I remembered that I couldn't have it with him. He was a homophobe and would never understand. I just hoped that we could still be friends.
I saw that Kyle was still sleeping next to me. I felt all dirty , so as quietly as I could I got up and took a shower. I knew my parents had been gone last night. Is that why he slept with me last night? Had Kyle been planing this the whole time? It seemed so like his, so I didn't rule out this fact. I never said I didn't enjoy myself I did. It was amazing. I even hoped we could do it more often.
I dried off and looked at him. He was still sleeping and I have to admit he looked so much like Sam, it hurt sometimes. Maybe that's why I asked him out? Who knows. I then looked at the clock and my mouth dropped. I was supposed to have called Sydney three hours ago. I texted her saying, 'can't come c u soon. Kyle and I slept together last night. Don't tell Sam, Ryan'. I knew this was going to be a short day. I was so tired I fell back asleep not noticing the pair of eyes that opened when mine closed.
Sam's P.O.V.
I heard a knock on the door and figured it was Sydney and Autumn back with the clothes and cash. "Come in," I called. I had put ice on my head and it was helping with the headache. I didn't think I would be drinking again anytime soon. Boy, it was a huge mistake telling them to come in. And by them I meant him. And by him I meant Kyle. The hot boy opened the door and just stood at the end of my bed starring at me.
"What do you want?" I asked trying to not look down to his jeans. Knowing that if I did I would be in big trouble down there.
"I want to talk," he said. "I know your gay. You set my gaydar off the moment you walked in the room,"
"So? Why does it matter if I'm gay or not? Plus I'm bisexual. I like this one girl to," I said.
"It matters because Ryan thinks your a homophobe. Not a homosexual. He thinks you will never be his friend again. But you would hate that. You love him, that would really suck for you to not be friends. Don't you think?" he asked mockingly. Kyle then sat on the bed and faced me. I was forced to look into his beautiful eyes.
Soon I was caught in his trap. We stayed like that for about ten minutes. I saw everything about him. The goodness in his heart and the blackness. He was a jerk to people he didn't care about but loved the ones he did. He showed people who deserved it respect. He was the best friend a person could have. And I loved him. Just for all of that and more. Not like I loved Ryan, no this was a different type of love. This was passion. And passion was what I got.
I leaned forwards and touched my lips to his as gently as I could. He crushed his lips on mine. My first real kiss with a boy. Ryan and I had brushed lips before. Always on accident though. We started making out, it was amazing. No words could describe his lips on mine.
As soon as it had started it stopped. Kyle sighed, "That was amazing. Better than kissing Ryan!" he exclaimed. Then his lips were back on mine. I couldn't think. Only when we had broken the kiss did I realize what I was doing. I was kissing my best friend's boyfriend. And guess what? I didn't care.
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I'm evil. I know.
"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #619041 , Fri 17 Feb 12, 5:44AM |
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Omg!!! The suspense and drama!!!! You need to tell me the rest now!!!! PS I kinda hate Kyle becuase he knows that the two guys like each other and he's ruining their possible relationship T.T
"Are you ok?" "Yeah... I'm just tired." T orn apart, I nsecure, R eally faking a smile, E xtremely sad, D rowning in my tears "...yeah just tired."
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Post: #619047 , Fri 17 Feb 12, 6:01AM |
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Well Kyle kind of has some problems. Which you'll see later.
"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #619115 , Fri 17 Feb 12, 3:14PM |
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Story time! Here is Kyle's evil personal side. But it's not in himself POV sorry.
"Do you have any beer or weed? I haven't smoked in months. It's killing me" he said.
"Yeah. Which one?" I asked.
"What do you mean?" he asked.
"Coke or weed?" I asked.
"Coke." he replied.
"Okay," I said as I went into the bathroom and pulled out enough for three people. Next I grabbed a beer. I handed him the drugs and I opened the beer. I took a sip and my head started to feel better after a few minutes. I drank the rest as he smoked. I knew it was safe to smoke in here, so I let him.
"Want a drag?" he asked. I shook my head. I had promised I would never do drugs. I would drink but not smoke or do drugs.
We were either drunk or high by the end of the day. There was a LOT of making out. Luckily we were smart enough to not have sex. Although I did get a good look at his abbs. He was really hot. He ended up leaving. Before he left i told him, "If you want to do this again and be with me break up with Ryan,". He started walking home just as he was getting off his high.
Sydney's P.O.V.
She was so hot. Her shoulder length brown hair was messy in a perfect way. Like she was trying to make strands go here and there. Maybe it was the bobby pins? Who knows. We were in her room after seeing Sam at the motel. Her brown eyes were muddy yet they fit her personality well. She was dark and hid things. She didn't like to open up and spill her guts.
Right now she was texting away. Probably to some friend she used to go to school with before she had moved to go to school with me. I swear that girl did everything for me. But we had been together for almost three years now. So it made sense.
I was surprised when she out of the blue kissed me. Even after three years it sent sparks around my body like I had just touched the power outlet. I could kiss her forever, if we had forever that was. After a few minutes she pulled away.
"I have to go to the bathroom. I'll be back," she said. Then she touched her lips to mine and left. I noticed she had taken her phone with her. That was really weird. She was always texting but I always came first. Or at least that's what it always looked like.
I thought about this the whole time she was in the bathroom. "Who are you texting?" I asked.
"Kalie, she decided to put her music off and text me for once," she said.
"That's awesome! Tell her I said hi," I said.
"Sure, no problem," she responded with. She giggles at what ever Kalie has texted her back with. I wanted to know what was going on.
So I went behind her and started to give her a neck massage. She yelped in pain and I stopped. "What the hell? I never asked for a neck message," she snapped at me.
"Sorry, you look really tired. I was trying to be a good girlfriend," I snapped back.
"Well ask first next time. How about we just lay on the bed cuddling? I'm tired," she asked.
"Ok," I said. I was pretty tired to. It had been a long day of looking for Sam.
She shifted her hair to one side of her shoulders and laid down. That when I saw it. A big red bruised dot. I hadn't done that to her. So who had? I was very very very pissed. She was cheating on me! We had been together for three years!
I got off the bed and stormed out of the room. "Where are you going?" she called. I didn't answer and left the house. I decided to go and stay with Sam. I was done with Autumn. I never wanted to see her again.
I ran into Kyle on my way over to Sam's. It looked like he was coming off a high. He noticed me but didn't say anything. He just waves at me. I waved back and kept walking. I would tell Ryan later. Ryan hadn't needed to tell me that Kyle had problems. I could see it. So it made sense that he was coming back from a high.
I knocked on Sam's door. I heard someone get up from the bed. There was a lot of stumbling and cursing. Finally Sam opened the door. His hair was really messy and his lips were purple and bruised. He had either just had sex or had been making out a lot. His shirt was off and he was only in his boxers and socks.
"Dude, you look like you just had sex," I said.
"Nah, we were just making out a lot," Sam said. His words were slow and slurry. I could smell beer and smoke on him. He was drunk! Wow what happened to him.
"Who were you kissing?" I asked
"Don't tell anyone. It was Kyle," he said. He then started laughing and whipped out his phone. He started texting someone. I'm guessing it was Kyle. But I couldn't tell. I didn't say anything. I was so shocked. He had been making out with the love of his life's boyfriend. He was drunk and i guess i know why Kyle had looked like he was high. He was. Sam must have brought some baggies with him. I knew Sam didn't do drugs. But maybe I could steal a baggie or two. Then I remembered why I was here. Tears streamed down my face.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"Autumn is cheating on me. I found hickies on her neck. We have never had sex so I know I didn't do it," I cried. He kissed the tears on my face. Then he took my hand He led me to his bed and laid us down. I cried into his shoulder. We cuddled and I fell asleep in his arms.
***
PS Alex is Autumn I like the name Autumn better.
"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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