so...
today...
this morning appently...
one of my families close friends died.
they don't know why yet.
but i don't really know how to feel about it.
its like i don't really get it...
i don't know.
okay...i'm done.
sorry for this crap.
If you're not living life on the edge....
you're taking up too much space!!!
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Post: #58561  , Tue 18 Apr 06, 3:31AM |
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When my grandma, and when my grandad died it was much a relief as it was losst because each day I would hear of they were suffering in their state. I had time to prepare for the news they were dead of course because of this. But I was relieved they weren't suffering any more. In the case of my grandma I felt guilty because i didn't feel bad enough, I was almost happy for her, though selfishly unhappy for myself, it was a complicated emotion. I felt bad for feeling bd about the wrong things.
I think you're maybe just shocked, it took me a while to realise they were actually gone when I heard they'd died. It hit me quite a while after I had heard the news and for no apparent reason i found myself in a very dark place dealing with things everyone else was otherwise over.
I am the egg man, you are the egg men, I AM THE WALRUS GOO GOO GA JOOB
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Post: #58570 , Tue 18 Apr 06, 4:09AM |
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i don't know...thatnkyou for that though.
I have just had so many people around me
die, that i guess its just normal now ...
or something, i dunno.
thanks though.
i completely understand, and i am
sorry about your grandparents.
<3
If you're not living life on the edge....
you're taking up too much space!!!
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Post: #58596 , Tue 18 Apr 06, 2:08PM |
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