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:: ahoycamry
:: QA4 A spot of tea please, Alfred! | |
i pick up on everything, you mean that much to me.
i feel the hurt you try to hide in those words on my screen.
i see the worried look you get if i smile a little too much in your company,
i'd like to call us close but you're keeping your distance.
i wish you'd let me comfort you like you've let all those boys in the past.
i tell you how beautiful and important you are, i get maybe a thanks, you too girl.
but if he so much as looks in your direction or sends you a random "hey" text,
i get to hear all the giggles and excitement and gushing over how sweet and cute he is, how amazing and beautiful he makes you feel...
i get to miss a night's sleep, crying to myself.
i look to a faith that scorns me and condemns me to hell for who i am,
just to feel a little less lonely.
this is my rant about a simple story. i'm still best friends with my bisexual ex girlfriend turned straight, so i get to be tortured everytime she meets a "cute guy."
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Post: #396519  , Mon 7 Jun 10, 4:02AM |
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Ahh that is so sad  I know how you feel, everytime the guy I really fancy goes with a girl, a little bit of me dies inside.
I have to say it's one of the most beautiful rants I have every read! 
Nobody said it was easy, no-one ever said it would be this hard
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Edit: rainbow_kid, Mon 7 Jun 10, 2:56PM
Post: #396663 , Mon 7 Jun 10, 2:56PM |
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:: ahoycamry
:: QA4 A spot of tea please, Alfred! | |
thanks i guess. 
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Post: #397404 , Wed 9 Jun 10, 3:39AM |
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Dying my hair!
Lily Helena Knight
Things that grow
My new life
Trip to the zoo!
As the Sakura Fall #1
Alone
How to know when you like a guy.
