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Yes, i went there & quoted John Meyer...
Anywho, for those that are willing to participate, this post works like this; write about anything in your life,you or another person or even write about nonexistent things,
but
here's the catch; you have to write from another perspective than your own; create a character or simply use another character(fictional or nonfictional). Basically, try to let another facet of yourself express itself through your writing & whatever character you create.
Ex)
He is a fool, & I even told him so...I've grown so tired of giving him the precious advice he so desperately seeks from me only to have it tossed aside when the most crucial moment is at hand!
He calls me bitter, irrationally pessimistic even! But, of the two of us, I am the more focused one, I am the realistic one! He spends so much time with his head in the clouds, as they say, dreaming of love...Love doesn't exist...
Perhaps, if he were more like myself, he would not suffer through so much pain, if only I could properly convey my message to him...I could save my dear Kevin the trouble of trying...
But, why would he listen?
-Sorrow
they dont have to be long...
Your turn.
*Ea lacrimavit semper quod dormivit sola, nunc dormit apud mortuos...*
*Chiagneva sempe ca durmeva sola, mo dorme co'li muorte accompagnata...*
*Elle a pleuré toujours parce que elle a dormi tout seure...maintenant elle dort avec les morts...
It means: She always wept because she slept alone, now she sleeps among the dead...
"There's a zombie on your lawn...
We don't want zombies on the lawn..." Plants Vs. Zombies
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Post: #323666  , Wed 13 Jan 10, 9:06PM |
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I wonder if she really believes things will be okay...or if she's just ignoring some hidden fear?
Perhaps even some hidden knowledge?
Is she truly out of danger?
Probably not.
Normal people don't usually pray for someone to beat them.
She is happy though, I'll give her that much.
I'm just worried...because for her...these things don't ever last...
I'm worried she's going to do something...
Ruin her own happiness.
And why?
The usual reason.
She feels guilty. She doesn't deserve it.
But of course, all I can do is watch. That's all she ever let's me do.
She won't let me help her.
I hope that she will break her out of that habit.
-Silver
Quod licet Iovi, non licet bovi
That is not dead which can eternal lie.
And with strange aeons even death may die.
98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like muffins.
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Edit: DarkBlaze13, Wed 13 Jan 10, 9:35PM
Post: #323680 , Wed 13 Jan 10, 9:33PM |
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:: xxLolaxx
:: QA5 Having the neighbours round | |
Hey, this girl needs to leave me alone. Seriously, get away, we spend all our time together and I'm frickin sick of her. She's got her head so high in the clouds the nitrogen is making her sound like a chipmunk. She keeps trying to comvince herself that it's more important to live in the present than worry about the future or some fantasy world, but she still...won't. leave. me ALONE. God, I'm sick of these teenagers...
~Dreams
The geography of my heart has hills of desire and valleys and meadows of love - for both men and women - a single day's trek passes through it all. ~Agavé Powers
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Post: #323826 , Thu 14 Jan 10, 12:25AM |
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:: drky
:: QA8 High Householder | |
@Lola
The nitrogen? Nitrogen is roughly the same density as air, so there really wouldn't be much more at higher elevations. It's helium that makes people sound like chipmunks. 
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Edit: drky, Thu 14 Jan 10, 12:30AM
Post: #323830 , Thu 14 Jan 10, 12:30AM |
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:: xxLolaxx
:: QA5 Having the neighbours round | |
I actually knew that, momentary blonde moment. I just wrote down an atmospheric gas without thinking.
The geography of my heart has hills of desire and valleys and meadows of love - for both men and women - a single day's trek passes through it all. ~Agavé Powers
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Post: #323838 , Thu 14 Jan 10, 12:38AM |
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:: Rainer
:: QA4 A spot of tea please, Alfred! | |
To Whom It Doesn't Concern,
I realize that we have never been on the best terms with one another, but lately I feel like you've been drifting away and acting especially resentful towards me. You've heard it all before - the lectures, the scolding, the admonishing, the ever present nagging. I know things feel like they're getting worse, like you're losing control more and more. I just want you to take a step out of your head, out of your world of figments and fabrications, of isolation and internalization. I know that you try, but this in-between business isn't protecting you from one side or the other - it's tearing you apart. You're stuck in safe mode, but the virus has seeped through. I don't have all of the answers, but maybe it's time for us to come together, somehow. I really hope we can make peace - soon.
Sincerely,
Reality
"For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror which we are barely able to endure, and it amazes us so, because it serenely disdains to destroy us." — Rainer Maria Rilke
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Post: #324058 , Thu 14 Jan 10, 8:29PM |
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Let me out god dammit!
Let me take control.
Just be me. Let the malice take hold.
You know you want to.
You want that power.
And if you tell me otherwise, if you tell me that you're a good person...
Well, you know as well as I do that that is complete and utter bullshit.
You're not a good person.
Look at yourself.
At least with me you wouldn't feel that hopelessness, you know, the one you feel when you can't help someone or fix their problems or whatever.
With me, all you'd care about is yourself.
Who needs other people right?
What? Love is important?
You need other people?
You're happy?
Hmph. Fine.
Whatever.
Fuck you too.
I know the truth.
-The Dark
Quod licet Iovi, non licet bovi
That is not dead which can eternal lie.
And with strange aeons even death may die.
98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like muffins.
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Post: #324081 , Thu 14 Jan 10, 9:50PM |
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& so the Caesar has decided to drag us into the midst of this her most crucial dilemma...
Tell me, my love, what shall come of this?
Do you know, do I?
Very close we are now to "getting in to deep", as they say...We must be careful, remain detached; suspicious & weary of all those involved; that final page, that final bit of knowledge that our dear Caesar has given proves one thing:
Not all is as it seems; it seems that those who may not be trusted are on both sides of this devious spectrum...
It seems many have lied to us, & now our safety has been compromised, in this struggle for vengeance, due to our naivety...
Never again; No longer shall we trust the others; only her, understand?
If we are to survive this unscathed, then that is what must be done...sacrifices must be made & equivalence must be upheld;
we are no ones tool...
We must proceed with caution if we are to remain on everyone's good side...
We cannot afford to lose in this gamble...
We must choose a side & sabotage the other,
equivalence shall be maintained;
such is the way of things...
-Sorrow
*Ea lacrimavit semper quod dormivit sola, nunc dormit apud mortuos...*
*Chiagneva sempe ca durmeva sola, mo dorme co'li muorte accompagnata...*
*Elle a pleuré toujours parce que elle a dormi tout seure...maintenant elle dort avec les morts...
It means: She always wept because she slept alone, now she sleeps among the dead...
"There's a zombie on your lawn...
We don't want zombies on the lawn..." Plants Vs. Zombies
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Post: #324168 , Fri 15 Jan 10, 1:22AM |
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I can't believe how angry I am at you, still.
Every time I hear her say your name, I want to rip her throat out.
I love her, but I'm still afraid.
I still feel like she'll leave me, which is my biggest fear. Worse even, if she left me for you.
I can't even stand to look at you some days. I don't know why I thought being "friends" again would ever work itself out. You betrayed me, and that feeling will live with me as long as you're in my life.
I want you out of my life but I have yet to find the courage to tell you everything I've kept inside.
I'm still angry with her at times. I keep wishing this whole thing had never happened. Some days I feel like it never did, but then even a slight memory, a small comment, or your face in particular will bring it rushing back.
That's why I hate your face, mainly.
Because of the memories.
I hope you end up alone.
- Bitter
(wow, it was fun trying to be someone else)
You're stubborn, hard headed, sheltered, impatient, angry, and altogether you irritate and frustrate me more than anyone else on the planet. I love you.
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Post: #324178 , Fri 15 Jan 10, 1:40AM |
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:: rarah
:: QA8 High Householder | |
You know it really doesn't make sense...
Such calm, such complete and total bliss.
It wasn't what you were hoping for at all...
Yet you found it. You finally found a way to get it.
But you can't reach it.
This is what you would probably call karma.
Silly girl.
Why aren't you afraid of destroying it again?
You know happiness never lasts.
Yet you still let yourself fall harder than usual... tore down walls you'll never be able to build back up while it's there.
You're so afraid of losing it you'll scare it away again if you aren't careful.
You'll break again...but this time you'll shatter completely.
Yet you're willing to risk that...
Why?
For true love?
Two years ago you would have said that was a fairy tale. That it existed only in fairytales...then that idea was broken..rebuilt stronger than before...then completely shattered?
What will you do if you're wrong?
You'll be left broken...raw...destroyed.
Unfixable.
Shouldn't you be afraid?
What? No?
Why not?
Because you think this time it'll work? Because this time it's different?
Stupid kid.
You should be afraid of me.
Yet you keep getting stronger...
-Rejection
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Post: #324236 , Fri 15 Jan 10, 3:31AM |
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:: Rainer
:: QA4 A spot of tea please, Alfred! | |
Darling,
I miss you. I loved you, or at least felt the closest thing to love that I've ever known - just for you. I know I wasn't perfect, and I won't pretend to be the victim any longer. I'm sorry that I was so confused, and that I didn't understand that you were too. I was a child and a fool - I still am. But I'd like to think that I've changed, become a better person. And that is partly because of you. I'm still not sure what I ultimately want, but I know what I feel. I miss you, and not just the thought of you. I love the way you laugh, your smile, your scent, your beauty. I love your vulnerability, your fear, your tears. I love your touch, your embrace, your kiss. I love the way you cooed, the way you played the piano, the sound and lilt of your voice. I love all of these things and more, and yet I've been avoiding them for so long. Every time I see or hear something you used to say, I remember. Every time I unconsciously said one of your frequent phrases, I remember. Every time I wear that shirt, hear that song, think of that theatre, that cafe, that church, that school, that town, that state, those years of my life - I remember. I remember the good and the bad. The things I felt and the way I did - or rather, didn't - handle them. I want to talk to you so much. I'm still scared, yes, but I'm afraid I'm running out of time for what I want to say. I wish, oh star, I wish that we could understand each other, even if it has to end there. I've come to terms with my feelings - I'm no longer ashamed. I ended it because I thought that's what you wanted - that you wanted me to be the one to call it off so that you didn't have to. And then I ran, ran as fast and as far as I could, and it was still never enough. You'll always be with me. I accept that now. I just wish I could be with you as well.
Love,
Me
(Please)
"For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror which we are barely able to endure, and it amazes us so, because it serenely disdains to destroy us." — Rainer Maria Rilke
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Post: #324275 , Fri 15 Jan 10, 4:52AM |
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You think you deserve it, dont you?
That ''true love'' that you so desperately seek?
Heres a newsflash; only good people deserve true love!
Hell, it doesnt even exist you young fool...
You want to cry?
Because youre romantic dreams have been shattered?
Get over it! You knew better; you knew that love is a lie, that the never mean what they say...
That youre the reason they all disappear from your life...
All of them...One is blaming you for his sorrows, for his pains, one thinks you weren't good enough, one just used you, ones ignoring you, now & who knows what the other ones doing...
But its all because of you...& do you know why?
Because, youre a thief, youre a whore, & youre a liar!
Youre the source of our troubles, not I...
Go ahead, cry for their absence, cry for all of them,
CRY!
Show me that I'm right!
Show me that youre weak...
Show me that you never deserved any one of them...
Do it & youll know why they all
despise you...
You cant trust them;
I'm all youve got...
-Sorrow
*Ea lacrimavit semper quod dormivit sola, nunc dormit apud mortuos...*
*Chiagneva sempe ca durmeva sola, mo dorme co'li muorte accompagnata...*
*Elle a pleuré toujours parce que elle a dormi tout seure...maintenant elle dort avec les morts...
It means: She always wept because she slept alone, now she sleeps among the dead...
"There's a zombie on your lawn...
We don't want zombies on the lawn..." Plants Vs. Zombies
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Edit: Kevin356, Fri 15 Jan 10, 4:58AM
Post: #324276 , Fri 15 Jan 10, 4:57AM |
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I seem to scare you way too easily.
I remember when you called one of your friends telling her you didn't want to sleep because you didn't want to see me.
I never show you anything remarkable do I?
Oh yes, I show you something good every so often...
If you're lucky...
And for a few months there I showed you...normal things...
But we both know what tends to happen.
Hell, ever since that night you woke up terrified you haven't been sleeping.
And even when you try it isn't easy to come by.
What did I show you that night?
Well...that's between you and your subconscious.
Now nearly a week has gone by and you remember nothing I've shown.
Are you shutting me out? Because you know that doesn't work.
I'll show you what you're afraid of.
And what will you do?
Nothing. As usual.
And the cycle will continue.
Face it, I'm the real reason you don't want to sleep.
-Dreams......or Nightmares
Quod licet Iovi, non licet bovi
That is not dead which can eternal lie.
And with strange aeons even death may die.
98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like muffins.
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Edit: DarkBlaze13, Mon 25 Jan 10, 5:55AM
Post: #330399 , Mon 25 Jan 10, 5:52AM |
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:: Rainer
:: QA4 A spot of tea please, Alfred! | |
You are the worst, the very, very worst.
Words cannot express how much I hate you.
The only way to know it is to feel it.
And that's something I wish I didn't have to do.
"For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror which we are barely able to endure, and it amazes us so, because it serenely disdains to destroy us." — Rainer Maria Rilke
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Post: #331118 , Wed 27 Jan 10, 1:12AM |
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She's hiding something. We all know she is. We all think she's scared how wed react, but whatever it is, we're her friends. She could just tell us and see. Maybe one of us should ask her privately what's going on and see what the response is. Beki and Mel know for sure, those three are glued at the hip!
'friend': are you really gay?
me: Yeah. What's it got to do with you?
'friend': does that mean you fancy me? EEWW!
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Post: #359157 , Mon 15 Mar 10, 9:12PM |
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What are you looking for?
I'm not sure
Well, If you don't know, why look?
I don't know why, just...just leave me be, I don't need this right now...
No, I'm tired of you blindly fumbling about in this cursed state of apprehensive curiosity; too long have you been away from the safety of the shado-
I don't want to be in the shadows! If I stay in the dark all my life, locked away in this frigid world of winter, I'll never...I'll never get away...
Get away, hmm? Am I truly so despicable? I, who have supported us for so long?
No, I just need away from all of this...
Its no better there then it is here.
I need to get away! Get that through your fucking skull!
Ok...I understand...Run away from it all...
Leave me be if this is how you're going to talk to me; you're no better than them...
According to all your personified "regrets" you're the one who's as bad as them.
nomorenomorenomorenomorenomore...
So be it, my love...Leave, like them.
*Ea lacrimavit semper quod dormivit sola, nunc dormit apud mortuos...*
*Chiagneva sempe ca durmeva sola, mo dorme co'li muorte accompagnata...*
*Elle a pleuré toujours parce que elle a dormi tout seure...maintenant elle dort avec les morts...
It means: She always wept because she slept alone, now she sleeps among the dead...
"There's a zombie on your lawn...
We don't want zombies on the lawn..." Plants Vs. Zombies
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