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Dear _____,
I am still in love with you. I wish I wasn't but I am. I'm sorry. And I am so so porud of you. For just how far you've come during our year together. You are the most amazing powerful woman I have ever met.
Please don't ever lose your determination. I believe you will make the right decisions about next year and the rest of your life. Just listen to your heart (and me! just a bit...  ) and everything will be ok.
Xena xxx
Dear_____,
I hate you. All of you. You screwed me over more than you will ever know. It might just have been one night, one date, one girl for you but it's fucked me up to this day. And just when I think it'll be ok I remember another one of you stupid sleazy asswipes.
I hate that you are allowed to continue your lives, marry and have children after what you did. Fuck you.
I hope you die. Really painfully. And that you know why and that you know you deserve it.
Dear ____,
I'm sick of your shit. Really. Because I thought we were good mates. We've shared so so much. Our group, in year 12 was the tightest in the year level.
And now I've lost all but one of you. I didn't actually do anything either. I didn't deserve this. I wish you wouldn't think that you can do what you want and I'll still be here waiting for you. Cause I'm done with it.
You keep on acting childish and selfish and immature and bitchy and pretentious and FUCKING STUPID. I'm done with it and I won't be waiting when you're finished. I've been through this enough times with you to know it's just going to happen again. But not this time sweets. Not again.
B.
Dear _____,
Women do it for me. Yep. I'm a lesbian. It wasn't just one girl, it isn't phase and you can bet your sweet ass that I'm still having lots and lots of LESBIAN SEX and it's really really hot.
I know you want me to have children and get married and all your other idealistic dreams. But let's face it. I wasn't gonna have kids anyway. And either I walk down the aisle with a woman or not at all.
ps. I like boobs. How can you not think women are hot? 
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Post: #284165  , Wed 23 Sep 09, 12:30PM |
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:: Cindt
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Dear ___,
What the fuck.
It doesn't bother me that you're moving to queensland at the end of the year, or that you're missing the most important week of our highschool life. It bothers me that I only heard about it from you telling someone else, that you don't seem to care the slightest about leaving all your friends behind. Before you leave I'm telling you how it is. Or maybe I should ask for all the stuff I've given you over the years. Or something in return. Oh, and stop with the constant attention seeking lies. I see right through you, you enjoy causing other people misery.
"Gays don't vomit. They're a very clean people and they always have been ever since they first came to this country from France."
- Peter Griffin (Family Guy)
Sorry if my grammar's appalling, I'm probably on my phone!
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Post: #284166 , Wed 23 Sep 09, 1:11PM |
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Dear ____,
If what they said is true, I'm sorry that you had to fall for me. I'm gay and nothing could've happened between us. But it isn't fair that you're always giving me such a fucked up attitude when you didn't even tell me your feelings or anything of that sort. How convenient for it to become my fault. As far as I know you're a nice person and I don't wish to see that image ruined. This has been going on for far too long; I hope you muster the strength to get over it.
"I like being alone, but I hate being lonely."
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Post: #284183 , Wed 23 Sep 09, 2:47PM |
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Dear _____,
You have to repect that I need time away from you, your bringing me down with the way you treat me. Sorry dude.
"You don't have a soul, you are a soul. You have a body."
- C.S. Lewis
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Post: #284193 , Wed 23 Sep 09, 4:00PM |
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Dear______,
It took a while but I am so glad that I realized who you really were. Sometimes people put up these walls and what is behind then actually is worse than what you think is behind it. I have found someone- something better now. And to be honest with you i feel so much better about it. so go do whatever the hell you want to do because well i dont care about you, I personally dont like you and well yeah you dont deserve anymore time being thought about. or a page in a dictionary either ha. but really if you thought as much as you say you do you would have done something before.
Dear________,
So i think I only talk to you for the sake of talking to you. i feel like all you do is give me more drama and to be honest with you I have no idea why you feel the need to tell me everything you do. you should know i dont care. maybe i am too nice and let you do that. actually i am too nice. so thank you for pointing that out, I am going to not be so nice to you anymore.
Do you ever think when we are all alone, all that we can be, where things can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush?
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Post: #284194 , Wed 23 Sep 09, 4:06PM |
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Dear___,
We have our differences but to be honest, thats what brought us together in the first place. Recently, I've noticed you're acting a bit different from normal - more affectionate, more flirty. I don't want to crush you or lead you on because I know all too well how both of that feels. I'll always be here for you. I love you, don't think I don't. But as best friends.
Dear___,
I told you I'm over you and, to be honest, I am really trying to and I'm starting to get there. Its just, there's a part of me that believes I'll never really get over you. You mean so much to me, as friends, as more, and everything inbetween.
Dear___,
We say we're sisters, and sometimes, I really do think of you as the older sister I never had. When I'm down, I put on a front and nobody notices what I'm really feeling. Except you. You take one look and see straight through my cover and lies. You send me random texts to see how I'm doing, or just to clue me in on what you're doing. You didn't care when I came out to you, if anything, you just loved me even more. Thank you for just walking through that door, three years ago, sitting next to me and asking that one simple question that got us to where we are now. I really do love you sis.
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Post: #284220 , Wed 23 Sep 09, 7:14PM |
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Dear _____,
I wish you could see how much this is all affecting me. I know you have your own personal battles, but please let me know that you still care.
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Post: #284313 , Thu 24 Sep 09, 12:49AM |
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Dear__,
I hope you get well soon and get out of the nursing home. I'm going to drop by and visit you tomorrow. 
Dear__,
I'm sorry I missed you and the others the other day at BC. I dropped by twice and I didn't see you. I didn't realize there was going to be a HUGE group. I thought it was just going to be 4 of us. XD I should have not been so shy and just gone and looked to see who all was at the table behind the little half wall thing, since apparently that was the table you all were at. I feel like such a dumbass. It was so embarrassing though. Everyone there was staring at me like I was a wacko when I went around looking for you guys.
Dear__,
I need to drop by the PS and see you sometime. I saw your fiancee the other day at Subway and I'm curious to find out how you're adjusting to being back in town. We all need to hang out again sometime.
Dear__,
You're a fucking prick. Nuff said.
"So paint it black and take it back. Let's shout out loud and clear." -"Welcome To The Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance
“Taking the first step with the good thought, the second with the good word, and the third with the good deed, I enter Paradise.”-Persian Proverb
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Post: #284991 , Sat 26 Sep 09, 3:15AM |
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Dear___,
I'm going to compare you to the paramedics
Someones world is collapsing right in front of their eyes, everythings going horribly wrong, they don't think they're gonna make it. They're stressing. Then the paramedics come in just a right amount of time to save them.
You're like my paramedic, just when I'm having a horrible day/week, just when everything seems to be going wrong, and I'm just having a new outlook, you come to my aid, you come right in time. And, you always say something, before even knowing somethings wrong, that just changes my world around. Always. We have amazing conversations. And, just sometimes I wish you weren't so far away.
Dear____,
Thank you so much for last night. I think we both needed that time together. Everytime we hangout it's always all of us. We never get time just for ourselves, and you never get to see the other side of me. I'm really glad that you feel like you can open up to me, and not her. And, that you consider me your bestfriend. I know it's no competition, but it really makes me feel good that finally I'm better then someone else in someone's eyes, that I'm worth something. We got to get a lot of our chests lastnight about everything going on, and I think me and you need to have a lot more of those nights. Sometimes all of us should hang out, but other times me and you should just hang out, we don't have to tell the others and make them feel bad, but I think our friendship found a whole new level, because we're able to telll eachother everything and anything, while we feel like we can tell ___ whos also supposed to be our bestfriend. So thank you for that time, it was great to be bored by the football game and instead go joy riding. I love you my bestfriend <3
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Post: #285118 , Sat 26 Sep 09, 2:03PM |
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Dear ______,
What's your damage? You say you love me, but tell me I lucked out because that douche bag got to you first. He treats you like shit. I wish you would stop drinking too. It seemed like there was a point when I could call you for anything and you'd always respond. Now, you don't pick up your phone, you don't answer your texts. What happened to the girl who wrenched my neck at Warped Tour just cause she was so excited to give me a hug? What happened to "your opinion does matter to me". What happened to you? I miss you I guess...
Dear ______,
Everything with you happened so fast. One night were laying out on a hill and everything was perfect. The next, you're with him fucking around. You broke me but something keeps pulling me back. I wish you would give him up and realize there are better people out there. Come home soon.
"You need to accept that there's no shame in being who you are. The only shame is thinking that the gift that God gave you and the person that you were created to be is not good enough to show to the rest of the world. That's where shame comes."
"If your kid comes up to you and has enough courage to admit to you who they are truly, you better damn well love them all the same; because that takes a lot of guts. Parents don't realize it. They keep thinking about themselves; 'Oh, how's this going to reflect me?', 'Oh, why do I have a gay kid?', 'Why me?', 'Why this?'. Think about your kid who's going through this."
-Both from Mike on The Real World: D.C.-
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Post: #285174 , Sat 26 Sep 09, 5:23PM |
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Dear ___,
I think this is finally over. I hope you're happier now that i'm not part of your life; I never wanted it to be like this, but it's probably for the best. Good luck. I loved you more than i've ever loved anybody in my life. [ Nothing of me is original; I am the combined effort of everybody i've ever known. ]
"What, there's gay people?! I thought they were fictional!"
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Edit: TehLemon, Sat 26 Sep 09, 8:11PM
Post: #285220 , Sat 26 Sep 09, 8:11PM |
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Dear_______,
I love you. You're ruining yourself. i know who you are, and what you believe in. And it's not what you're doing. Everytime I see you it rips me apart. I rewind our every convo in my head. Words can't describe how I feel for you.
X
Dear_____,
YOU ARE HOT. Outta my league, but incredibly hot. 
X
Dear____,
You are NOT my mother. Well, you are biologically but I get more love from a bum off the street. You sicken me. I can't wait till I come out to you and use disown me. Fucking homophobic bitch.
X
Dear____,
Your friendship is the most important thing in the world to me. I love you. You are the most accepting person in the world. You are the only person i trust.
X
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Post: #285240 , Sat 26 Sep 09, 9:53PM |
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Dear ______,
First you're up, then you're down. First you love me, then you never say it. One minute you think I'm an amazing person, the next I can't get more than a few words out of you. Do you use me because you know I'll be listen? I think this "friendship" is a dead end, because it's a one-way thing on my behalf and let's face it, you're never there when I need a shoulder to cry on. You never listen to me, so why should I put up with your shit all the time? Oh yeah, that's right. Because I'm a good friend. But, no matter what I tell myself I can't manage to tear myself away from you.
Dear _____,
Stop being selfish. Stop being a fool. Stop being a drama queen.
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Post: #285255 , Sat 26 Sep 09, 10:45PM |
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Dear ______,
You are such a strong woman, I know, the rest of your friends know, and you know. Now believe it.
Dear _____,
You are unlike anyone I've ever met before, seriously
Im so excited.
Dear _____,
Let it go, please.
"You don't have a soul, you are a soul. You have a body."
- C.S. Lewis
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Post: #285256 , Sat 26 Sep 09, 10:50PM |
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Dear ______,
You keep breaking my heart over and over again, but i think its part my fault because i keep going back to you. Even though you tell me every once in awhile that you are straight, i can't keep myself away from you. i love you so damn much, and you say that you understand, but i don't think you do. You tell me that you love me too, but only as a friend... Oh how i wish it wasn't just as a friend. you stole what was left of my heart the night i met you. I wish that you would at least give me one night... one chance... to prove to you that I'm not like everyone that is out to hurt you. But that is just like asking for money to fall from the clouds.. or wishing on a shooting star. It will never happen. I'm so sorry that I've fallen in love with you, for your sake, not that i would ever take the night back when i met you. I'm also sorry that it hurts you too much for you to love me the way i love you.
I will always and forever love you.
Love, Me
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Post: #285259 , Sat 26 Sep 09, 10:56PM |
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Dear ____,
I like you, but I shouldn't.
"You need to accept that there's no shame in being who you are. The only shame is thinking that the gift that God gave you and the person that you were created to be is not good enough to show to the rest of the world. That's where shame comes."
"If your kid comes up to you and has enough courage to admit to you who they are truly, you better damn well love them all the same; because that takes a lot of guts. Parents don't realize it. They keep thinking about themselves; 'Oh, how's this going to reflect me?', 'Oh, why do I have a gay kid?', 'Why me?', 'Why this?'. Think about your kid who's going through this."
-Both from Mike on The Real World: D.C.-
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Post: #285270 , Sat 26 Sep 09, 11:22PM |
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Dear___,
I hated seeing you last night. I kept thinking 'oh, I miss seeing you, you were a huge highlight to my Summer. You've been a big part of the past 5ish months' boy, why did I think that. I'm glad you don't have your phone anymore, and you're back in school, and that I don't see you anymore. I've wasted too much time on you. And, I feel so bad for ____ because when I talked to him about seeing you with the new bf he seemed devestated and said he saw you guys a week ago too. So much for not wanting a relationship with anyone? you fucked everyone over. good luck with the new relationship and school though.
Dear___,
I wish you would stop saying 'hi' or nodding to me when you see me. You're the worst memory of my life. I want no part with you. I don't want to see you. I don't want to ever be reminded of you. I wish you didn't live on my street. :/
Dear___,
You're a disgusting drink you know that? you're horrible, and nasty. I wish you weren't in stores. I wish there was none of you. You taste horrible, you fuck people up, you give nights to regret, you create sickness. Ugh. I can't stop thinking about you, and it gives me the chills, and makes me gag.
YUCK. D:
Dear___,
you're one of my bestfriends, but I'm becoming very irritated by you, and everything you do. You always put jrotc before your friends now. You make up excuses and lies all the time now. We cant talk to you about anything. You get mad when people talk about you and sex, and your body, but yet you show it off laugh about it and talk about sex with men all the time, etc. Im suprised you're still a virgin, no offense. You get angry quickly. Over stupid shit. You don't get when all of your friends are joking, you're too serious. But when you're being funny, you aren't being funny and you go overboard. I love you to death, but you're getting under my skin, I suggest not getting near me during my time of the month, or I'm going to break.
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Post: #285301 , Sun 27 Sep 09, 1:11AM |
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Dear _____,
I find it sad that you think I hold you in such high regard when I actually do not. In fact, it's quite the opposite.
You alone make me want to jump out a window and end my life at this point. If it wasn't for them, I would have. Months ago probably.
I would be gone and you would only have yourself to blame.
I wish you could just see how much I despise you. How much I want out of here.
Or maybe you can already see it. Maybe that's why you hate the fact that I spend so much time with them.
Am I right?
After all, am I not being a normal teenager? I know people who are out way more than me.
Hell, I know that you, when you were my age, make me look like a saint now.
All I'm doing is hanging out with them at their house, or starbucks, or friggin' subway!
Give me a break woman!
And it's just a damn football game!
You know me and you know them. DON'T ACT SO GODDAMN SUSPICIOUS ALL THE FUCKING TIME!
Do you realize how much I want to hit you?
I want you to feel all of the hurt you've caused me. All of the fear.
The hopelessness...
The complete and utter depression.
You don't even care though do you?
There will come a time when I won't even check on you the next morning.
Because I will not even fuckin' care if you are dead or alive.
And remember, you've brought it upon yourself.
All of your attacks, threats, lies, and manipulations have taken their toll.
Reap what you've sown.
Quod licet Iovi, non licet bovi
That is not dead which can eternal lie.
And with strange aeons even death may die.
98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like muffins.
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Post: #285470 , Sun 27 Sep 09, 10:01AM |
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Dear ____,
You're so good to me. Maybe you have to be because we've known each other for so damn long. I just hope you and I never have to be apart. You're my best friend and I can say anything and do whatever with you. It's always a good time.
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Post: #285560 , Sun 27 Sep 09, 3:20PM |
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Dear_____,
These feelings I have, they're real. They're freakin real and sometimes I wish you weren't far away. There's times where I think I should just date a chick but I can't because the girl I want is you.. I want you so bad it hurts at times. You are so good to me and you always are able to make me smile no matter what mood I'm in that day. You're ninja-tastic and I hope you know that.
There's a part of me that feels like we've known each other for years, but at the same time whenever we talk it feels like a brand new, exciting adventure.
I really hope we have many more latenight adventures and that we never lose touch. If only you lived closer...Damn long distance.
P.S. "I somehow find that you and I collide"
I love you.. and nothing will ever change that.
Dear_____,
I'm thankful for all that you've done for me and yet the one thing you've never done was been there for me emotionally. If I ever needed anything materialistic, you were the one to give it to me.. but the one thing I wanted most was a relationship- we don't have that.. or atleast I dont' think we do. You've been in my life for 17 years and I never once went to you for advice... because you were never there to offer it. I wanted you for so long and you were never there physically or emotionally. There's a part of me that wants to say "Fuck you" and yet you have been in my life ever since the day I was conceived... I can't cut you out of my life.. You are my dad afterall.. but I have come to the conclusion that I can't expect anything from you .. other than money.. because that's all you've ever given me && nothing more..
Thanks.. I wish we had something more than this..
xoxo
"I mean I believe in some sort of Kinsey Scale, ya know? But for me.. from the scale of 1 to put your cock in me, I like pussy"
(Liz Feldman)
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