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Dear _____,
We haven't been friends very long, but we're still best friends. I am so thankful to have you in my life. You have shown me that there is a lot more to life than what we just see everyday.
When I need you, your there for me. Sometimes you have to pry answers out of me, but you do it, and I love you for that.
I think I would just go crazy if I ever lost you.
I hope you know how much you inspire me every single day and how much i look up to you.
I love you big brother and I will miss not having you at my side this upcoming school year.
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Post: #651518  , Fri 25 May 12, 12:35AM |
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Dear_,
I wish you'd join QA. It's been a long time since we've talked and now that I know you're a lesbian and now that we're emailing... I don't know... I just feel like something is going to happen. You're the first lesbian I like that I know in real life. There's so much going through my head right now. Last year... all those times... you were trying to come out to me. You were trying to tell me you were a lesbian and it went RIGHT over my head. I can't believe I was so oblivious. But things are different now. I have a chance to try this again.
I'm praying I don't screw this up because things are different with you. Different than with anyone else. Better. And different. You're very important to me and I can't risk messing this up.
Please let this work,
Hannah (although you know me by another name)
To see us dance is to hear our hearts speak- Hopi Indian saying
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Post: #651519 , Fri 25 May 12, 12:36AM |
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:: mj_121993
:: QA5 Having the neighbours round | |
Dear___,
To you it's only a joke. I go along and laugh but please, it's starting to hurt. Every time you start using it as a joke to other people, do you not notice the two of us are the only ones laughing? And I'm just laughing along coz that's what you taught me. If someone's playing tricks on you, play along and they'll get bored of you. I wish I could tell you how humiliated I feel whenever this happens. Every time I go through with what could happen, it always ends up with you still thinking it's a joke and I'd just get out of the house coz you won't listen. The worst thing that happened so far, I actually got frustrated earlier and when I yelled, that was real. Imagine what it feels like to be laughed at when you're yelling and obviously angry. I feel like you won't take me seriously.
Your daughter.
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Edit: mj_121993, Fri 25 May 12, 10:53AM
Post: #651578 , Fri 25 May 12, 10:51AM |
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Dear _____,
I really hope I'm not wrong about myself.
Everything's being distorted. I feel like I don't know if I'm transgender or if I just have bad body image that will disappear if I just tried harder to be a girl.
What if dressing like a guy and going by a different name is making me believe that I'm a guy?
What if I'm just insecure?
But hearing my birth name is like a punch in the gut.
Every 'she' makes my shoulders fall.
Am I delusional? I don't want to hurt my family by a fatal mistake.
I don't know.
- Me
"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
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Post: #651581 , Fri 25 May 12, 11:56AM |
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:: Dom4
:: QA2 Settling in | |
dear ______,
I see you almost everyday at school, at practice. I told you last year I liked you and you said you felt the same. We were getting so close I thought we were goin to work. You and I filrted so much and did it so discritly cause I wasn't out yet. You keep that hidden so long for me. Then that horrible day came where my sister came home crying cause someone on her team said I was bi. I texted you and you said you didn't say anything and I believed you but you were the only freshmen I told so my heart and mind were pulling so many ways. We fought, and then I found out who it was and apoligized and you never answered. The next day you did one of the things that made me blush so hard and I knew we were ok. Now we don't even talk and you won't even look me in the eye. What happened? I have liked you for a little longer then a year, I dated other people but it never felt the same. I still like you, heck I'm pretty sure I love you. Just know I will always be here for you, you are never alone. It kills me to see you hurting, I just wish I got another chance to show you how much you mean, to show you you don't deserve to be treated like you are. You deserve to be happy and if I don't give that to you, I will try and deal with it. I just, I hope you are doing well and know I'm always here for you. Love, D
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Post: #651594 , Fri 25 May 12, 2:23PM |
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This is probably going to be the most intense message that I have written on this thread, however I need to get things out in order to get some sleep.
Dear ___,
I need you to back me up. I need your support and your trust and faith in me. I need you to believe in me.
I am completely freaking out internally about having to ask you for money to start out at my new home though I really hope you will understand the situation and allow me to grow as an adult. Don't worry we will pay you back as quickly as possible and even sign a contract if you want us to.
The situation is dire that's why it's so rushed and I hope you will see that despite the fact we are planning everything out. We are not going into renting a place completely blind.
I am 23 years old. I need to move forward in my life as you have told me numerous times and this is the time for that opportunity if you will help me get started with it.
I just hope you will be there. I care what you think about me and my decisions and I don't want you to think I'm being stupid or ridiculous. Just please be there for me. It's all I ask.
"So paint it black and take it back. Let's shout out loud and clear." -"Welcome To The Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance
“Taking the first step with the good thought, the second with the good word, and the third with the good deed, I enter Paradise.”-Persian Proverb
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Post: #651775 , Sat 26 May 12, 8:38AM |
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Dear____,
I miss the hell out of you. I want to know a few things:
1) why you lied to me. Nobody lies about that. That is not right. I was in the hospital having numerous brain surgeries thinking it was nothing compared to what you're going through. But you were lying. I spent months crying at night because I couldn't be there for you. My tears were wasted. I gave you the 100% truth.
2) why you cheated on me, for the second time. With ___. Was I not good enough for you? Not there enough? Why was I not enough? Believe me, I tried my best. I did my best to be your everything. But that wasn't good enough.
3) what did I do wrong?
4) Just because someone is friends with me doesn't mean you have to tell people rumors about them/me. What did I do to you to deserve that?
My diaphragm is on fire, because my distal catheter is poking it. I have a 50% chance of surgery soon, my seventh total and my fifth in around 3 months. I wish so much that it was a lie. That I wasn't in pain. That I didnt have this. But it's the truth. I see more of my nurses than my classmates. I might repeat sophomore year. It's my life and it's real. I have not nor will I ever lie to you. I'm sorry you couldn't give me that same courtesy.
-Mandy
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Edit: Ellie_Clair, Sat 26 May 12, 11:45PM
Post: #651867 , Sat 26 May 12, 10:46PM |
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dear_____,
I am scared.
There's no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot.
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Post: #651895 , Sun 27 May 12, 2:05AM |
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:: OMGAPenny
:: QA5 Having the neighbours round | |
Dear _____,
It's strange to be making this right now because from all our promises and all the love I thought you had me we should be together right now. Instead this is a goodbye and not one I ever wanted to make. Last night we had a brief Skype call for the first time in ages and all I could think was how I didn't even recongize you. Honestly I knew as soon as you said that you didn't wear your ring anymore that it was done. I was so stupid and got my hopes up. I could tell from your face that you honestly didn't care anymore and that anything you felt for me went away a long time ago but you didn't tell me. I'm broken right now, I need you to just lie to me for a little bit so I feel better. Of course this is the last thing I ever tell you but I have so much to say. I gave this everything I had and I would have went back in a heartbeat if you wanted me. I love you more than you could ever understand and I would have waited forever. There's nothing else I can do because it meant nothing. It's weird that I ended up being the weak one and caving and now I'm saying the goodbye you told me that night. I love you Simba and I'm sorry for everything but please just let me go.
- Somebody that needs you
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Post: #652191 , Mon 28 May 12, 2:57AM |
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Dear_,
I like you and I care about you but you're confusing me and I wish you'd explain yourself to me because I don't understand and it's killing me because I'm REALLY crazy about you. Like... yeah... really crazy.
<3,
Hannah
To see us dance is to hear our hearts speak- Hopi Indian saying
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Edit: blacksummer, Mon 28 May 12, 3:13AM
Post: #652194 , Mon 28 May 12, 3:13AM |
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Dear ____,
Ya know I love ya. Ya know that I really want you to be happy. Ya know that I could never hate you. You are my second best friend. But, why do you have to degrade all my relationships to "not real" ones? At least _____ is nice and makes me beg them to come to Australia. At least she gives them acknowledgement. She actually cares about me. I want to help you bub, I really do. But, since you don't want advice from somebody who has never been in a "real relationship" maybe I should just sit there and listen to all your problems and treat mine like they should be, non-existant.
Love you, remember that.
From, Tai.
Dear_____,
You have no idea how much you still mean to me.
Love, Katie
Dear _____,
Thank you. You are very cheeky and also very cute. Please, never change. The chats we have are sooo much fun.
Thank You.
From me.
Dear _____,
I hate that I tell you all this stuff. I know it annoys you and I know you barely talk to me about your problems, I'm sorry that your work went to waste, I'm sorry that it all is downhill. I'm sorry and I just... wish I could rewind the clock.
Love,
Your QA Partner in crime :]
Dear __._______,
You better not know this because I will literally die if you ever find out, I kinda have a crush on you... I hope I am very good at hiding it. It really honestly did surprise me that you knew my name and I know I'm a pain in the ass for a lot of people but, yeah...
We should talk again one day. I nearly came and talked to you the other day when my mum was telling me that I wasn't leaving and then my dad said that I was... I wish I could let you into this little world of mine because I think it was you who said that if we ever needed anything we could just come and see you, whether it be good or bad... (I'm just too nervous to do that! xD)
Thank You anyway...  You are a great teacher, Karla told me so.
From, Shontai(Karla's crazy friend.)
Dear self,
Get over yourself and just stop admitting something's wrong. You probably don't even have any problems, you are just sick.
Grow up, Get a life and stop feeling sorry for yourself.
F**k up you idiot!
From, You.
just give me a reason/just a little bit's enough/just a second, we're not broken/just bent we can learn to love again/oh, it's in the stars/it's been written in the scars on our hearts/we're not broken/just bent we can learn to love again.
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Post: #652225 , Mon 28 May 12, 8:17AM |
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Dear Person From the Last Dear_, I made,
Thanks I feel better now. So that's good . Stay bubbly like this . It's nice to have you so bubbly all the time-- it cheers me up.
<3,
Hannah
To see us dance is to hear our hearts speak- Hopi Indian saying
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Post: #652236 , Mon 28 May 12, 1:34PM |
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Dear ______,
I know it's my own fault for bothering, for thinking there was a chance you could change. I know I ignored everyone's warnings about you and carried on regardless... so yes, maybe it is my own fault I got hurt. But you know, It's nice every once in a while to think that you've got something in you that can change a person, make them that little bit better for the rest of the world, stop them being... like you.
I still love you if that means anything.
Probably doesn't. In fact, I know it doesn't, cause you never actually loved me, did you? You just 'cared' about me.
And that makes everything that little bit worse.
Thank you, though, for helping me realise a few things. You've helped me grow and move on in so many ways. I'll never for forgive you for that. <3
You can't buy happiness, but you can buy tea and that's kind of the same thing. <3
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Post: #652242 , Mon 28 May 12, 2:38PM |
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Dear___,
Are there rules for this? There should be. I want to fix it, not fix it fix it, but you know... fix it. There's no reason, none barring my paranoia fuelled imagination feeding all the wrong thoughts, anyway, that it should the way it is. It's my fault, true, well, mostly... I don't know. I kinda never have done. Either the heatwave is actually cooking my brain or being on the wrong coast is getting to me or I've actually made some positive changes or... something.
I don't know, but I feel like I should, which in turn invokes this horribly circular thought process in which I continue to question why I should know and why I don't and get myself either pissed off or confused. Or both.
It bothers me, maybe because I'm in the land of cluelessness, maybe because it's a loose end, maybe because of a lot of things, but it bothers me in a way that an itch might. Small. Irritating. Something that'll pass soon enough. Maybe? The point is, there's no loud voices screaming at me from inside my own mind to just know already and be done with it.
I don't know. Did you notice that? I think that's kind of what I wanted to get out there. I don't know.
I don't usually get that tangled up of late unless I'm ranting about some very specific people or trying to mend half-burned bridges with an irate yet oddly likeable individual. Oddly enough, I know exactly what to say to all concerned, yet not how to say it. Speaking physical words in actual real situations has never really been a strong point, I guess.
And on that note...
Dear___ and ___,
Here's how it's going to work: discussion, action, responsibility, maybe even a little civil conversation. If you complain, fix the problem. If you have a go at someone, have a good reason for it. You're both legal adults, in case you didn't notice, and yet you both act like children who have had their favourite toys taken away. We're not putting up with it this time around. If you keep causing problems, you will be asked to get the hell out before you're physically kicked out.
Dear___,
I'd ask why, but being an employee of the government has got to go quite a way to explaining it, doesn't it? Nonsensical, confusing, irritating... I'm probably being irrational, but to be perfectly honest saying it makes me feel better, even if what I'm saying is potentially petty.
Fix it. Please.
I'm a ratfish trying to practice doing back flips on your mattress.
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Post: #652275 , Mon 28 May 12, 4:36PM |
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Dear ___,
Can I please have my heart back.
Sincerely,
Presley
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Post: #652277 , Mon 28 May 12, 4:58PM |
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Dear____,
I kinda miss you. Maybe this wasn't a good idea. I know you're depressed about the move. I'm sorry. But that doesn't excuse ignoring me every day.
Dear____,
Dude seriously. I get you're in the hospital a lot and are in pain 24/7. But guess what? I've been there too. I have to go through shit like this too. But I don't talk about it IN EVERY DAMN TEXT/CONVO. Seriously bro. I'm sorry about your situation but can't you even let me tell you one thing about what's going on with me? I can almost understand why she left you. I hate being friends with you. Hate it. Stop talking about yourself so much. The only time you include me is when you talk about "our future". There won't be a future if you keep this up. Please stop.
Dear world,
I hate you all. Lol. People need to die.
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Post: #652292 , Mon 28 May 12, 6:17PM |
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Dear____,
Can't you leave me alone. Please. This is WAY to far. I know I hurt you a long time ago. But stop. We are done. We had been for three years. I loved you. I really did. For two years. Ever since the pool and the jungle gym. But I screwed up. Like I always do. Don't make this be the reason why I screw up everything I worked for. Our friendship. My new life. You and him can know the real me. When I actually see you that one time once a year. You're my best guy friend.
-Gianna
Dear____,
I love you. And my new goal is no doubting. To stay with you. Tis my goal too. But if I have to call you if it ever happens it means you have to call me. I don't ever want to hear about it from Destin ever again. Please.
Love, Sam
Dear____,
Bitch. Thus is your new name.
-SAM
"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #652295 , Mon 28 May 12, 6:31PM |
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:: minya
:: QA7 Taking responsibility | |
Dear ____
I really, really hate you, and I honestly wish that I could just let loose on you with how I feel and rant at you for how awful you are, but you'd probably get angry and put me in hospital, and I really don't want to go to hospital right now.
From, Helena.
Dear ____
I'm sorry, and I wish I could talk to you, because I miss you. I wish it wasn't like this. I don't know what I did to make you hate me this much.
From, Helena.
Dear ____
I miss you.
From, Helena.
Dear ____
Why. Just why.
From, Helena.
It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me, let's prove them wrong.
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Post: #652543 , Tue 29 May 12, 6:24PM |
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Dear____,
You've been the best friend ever. You rock. Don't forget to draw that picture.
-mandy
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Post: #652789 , Wed 30 May 12, 1:48PM |
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Dear ____,
I can't tell if I am awake or dreaming. If this is a blessing or torture. I don't know what to make of this. Casually conversing with you frequently, I don't know how I manage it. There are so many whys to this. If it was as simple as giving me back my stuff, you could have contacted me to say what needed to be said and done then leave.. why are we acting like friends?
Maybe you didn't really love me in the first place which is why its so easy for you?
If you only knew what has happened since you left..
Dear ____________ .......
I can't wait until I find a way away from here, away from everyone. I can't wait to start over somewhere where no one knows me or my past or who I am.
I need a real second chance at life, not these haphazard attempts at getting on with things.
Who am I? Why does all this happen? Why can't I skim ahead and see if things turn out happily for me? Can't I get some damn clues as to what to do to fix this? A push? A nudge? A flippin poke in the right direction?
Yeah they talk about her She smiles like shes so tough She says "hey can you talk a little louder, I don't think my heart is broken enough"
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Post: #652832 , Wed 30 May 12, 6:41PM |
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