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Dear _____,
I haven't been on here in forever! But I do enjoy scrolling through this thread and reading your drama. I was actually talking about you today as I ran around the arena. You put me through a lot of fucking hell, and there was absolutely no reason. No. Reason. Which is why we can never be friends. Because my scars are torture. I can only imagine how I will explain that to my boyfriend, how the threat is gone. I doubt even Jody knew why I was in his office.
But it's your fault, and I will never let you forget that. You ruined six months of precious life, and that is unforgivable.
-Gilly.
Dear _____, ______, and ______,
Oh, how do I love thee? Let me count the ways...
But seriously, every time I think of one of you, I get butterflies and I can't sleep. ______, seriously, I can't go a day without seeing you. I wish you weren't such an asshole, or I'd talk to you. ______, why couldn't you have said something about seeing me at Gabe's performance before class? We could've had a conversation! I wanted to talk to you! I wanted you to ask me if I was going for the extra credit one and I wanted you to suggest we sit together! But maybe I'll see you before it starts? You can ask me then...? And _____, how I wish I could just see you again. I'd order a coffee and spell my name and try not to oggle your eyes for too long. Because your eyes are so beautiful. I could marry them. Just kiss me, all of you. Please.
Well, not seriously. But you know what I mean.
Love,
Gillian Annie <3
I wrote a song for you, And all the things you do, And it was called "Yellow". So then I took my turn, Oh what a thing to have done, And it was all "Yellow." Your skin, Oh yeah your skin and bones, Turn into something beautiful, You know, you know I love you so, You know I love you so. I swam across, I jumped across for you, Oh what a thing to do. 'Cause you were all "Yellow", I drew a line, I drew a line for you, Oh what a thing to do, And it was all "Yellow."
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Edit: cloudattack, Thu 19 Apr 12, 3:30AM
Post: #640977  , Thu 19 Apr 12, 3:28AM |
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Dear___,
You don't understand at ALL! You don't have the RIGHT to ask me those questions after what you had said before. Stop staring at me. I'll be fine. Well I'll make it look that way like I did today. I have ways to cope. So I will. Don't ask me that question of all. FOUR times this week I have been asked that question. I have lied every single time. Mrah. So I said no. The real answer is yes. So sorry. But that's life.
-SAM!
"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #641010 , Thu 19 Apr 12, 5:36AM |
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Dear ____,
<_< Look at my profile picture.
That is my gift to you, while I'm gone.
You happy? 
Love,
Autumn
"It's not about who you are attracted to ultimately, it's about who you fall in love with." ~ Holly Holiday, Glee
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." ~ Moulin Rouge
"When you can't run, you crawl. And when you can't crawl, you find someone to carry you." ~ Firefly
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Post: #641011 , Thu 19 Apr 12, 5:38AM |
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Dear _____,
I wish I could just move on.
Some days, I feel like I have, but then the memories of who you were start flooding back and it takes all of my will not to message you and see if you're okay.
I want what we could have had, to be who we were before all of this but I know I can't.
We were completely encompassed in 'you'; your illness, your insecurities and I couldn't get away.
It was always my fault for not being able to save you. But it always is, isn't it?
I have to remind myself of all the pain you caused me, all those times where you made me feel worthless for not being able to fix all your problems. I have to.
That isn't to say I wasn't at fault either, because I was. I was closed off from you and I didn't remind you enough of what I liked about you.
In all honesty, I was beginning to forget.
All I could see was your jealousy, your defensiveness when our views conflicted and your desperation for me to be the woman you'd always wanted me to be.
Despite everything, you taught me a lot about what I really want in a woman.
I want someone who is calm in stressful situations, who is sure of who they are and what they want, with a great sense of humour and the ability to think beyond their own personal biases.
I want a woman with sustenance.
This is my last letter to you. I'm going to move on with my life. I'm going to forget about you. I'm going to be happy and find someone who loves me for the man I am and not the woman they wish I'd be.
This is my final goodbye.
- River
"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
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Edit: dancing_ninja, Thu 19 Apr 12, 9:12AM
Post: #641026 , Thu 19 Apr 12, 9:08AM |
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Dear_____,
K. Cool. Awsome. I can't even begin to apologize enough and you know that. I was in just as much trouble as you were in those months. Still am. Sorry I ruined your life then. I've been trying to ruin mine every day now.
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Post: #641042 , Thu 19 Apr 12, 10:26AM |
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Dear___,
Get your confidence up and that's half the battle won. Don't feel bad about today, it happens trust me. You should have seen my first coaching session, I almost forgot how to talk I was so nervous, so believe me, you did pretty well in comparison. It's normal to forget what you're talking about, it's normal to falter halfway through a demonstration.
Keep trying. Keep paddling. Don't give up. You'll get there, we'll make sure of it.
Dear___,
I love you to bits most of the time, but you don't half piss me off the rest of the time. I kinda feel sorry for your boyfriend, he doesn't really get to vent his frustrations much, but... Just learn to meet people halfway, yeah?
Dear___,
I'm in this whole grey area of uncertainty just now. Half of the time I'll get the urge just to chat, to ask what's been going on and all that random stuff, but I'll stop and wonder if that's the best idea at all. There's no reason why I shouldn't, and yet no reason why you should answer. It's an awkward spot that I admit I do tend to ignore.
Gods, there are too many people like you in (or not in, as the case may be) my life right now. I'm not doing so well, am I?
Dear___,
As much as I like him, I prefer you to your twin.
I'm a ratfish trying to practice doing back flips on your mattress.
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Post: #641114 , Thu 19 Apr 12, 6:12PM |
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Dear _____,
You don't get it.
It's a game. I understand that, really I do. Trust me, I know it better than anyone. But it's like he's a part of me. When he gets hurt, I get hurt and recently he's getting hurt -a lot-. You know what that means? Of course you don't. You haven't got a fucking clue. Here, let me tell you. It means that all those old scars, all those old wounds which I have fought to heal over the past three years get opened right back up again. They were never that secure anyway and now I'm right back to square one.
Jealousy is a terrible thing and that's what you're with. His jealous is my jealousy. His fear is my fear and let me tell you, right now he's fucking terrified.
You don't understand and you never will.
-from, Please don't pull away.
Dear _____,
Thinking about you still brings tears to my eyes in public and tears rolling down my face in private. Pathetic, aren't I?
-from, I still remember every word you ever said.
Dear ____,
Let me just sit here to laugh at you for a minute. Hah! Boy, are you a douche. Get off with me and then you're seeing her a week later? Good one. A real class act. You should have seen he when she told me - she looked terrified. I was honest, told her I didn't care. I don't like you. You were just another mistake to add to the list. But if you hurt her though, I will hurt you back and that's a promise.
-from, Find someone your own age, idiot.
Dear ____,
I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I would say it over and over until you believed me if I though it would help, but it won't. I need you. I ned you so much, but I'm scared. Scared of finding out who I am, what I'm capable of. I don't want you to be a regret, because even after all that's happened I've never regretted it.
You're going off the rails in front of my very eyes and I can't stop you. I want you, but I don't. I don't know what to do? Tell me what to do. Whisper the sweet nothings which helped me before. Please, just help me know who I am. I can't stand this anymore.
-from, I've made such a mess of things.
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Post: #641170 , Thu 19 Apr 12, 11:06PM |
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:: mj_121993
:: QA5 Having the neighbours round | |
Leave me alone >__< Do not drag my cousins into this! T___T I blocked you to avoid contact and there's a reason for that -___-
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Post: #644080 , Sat 28 Apr 12, 9:37AM |
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^ Granted, you DO have a lot of cousins
Dear _____ and ________,
I have you two blocked on both accounts now.
Made it official. No more random curiosities for me. 
"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
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Edit: dancing_ninja, Sat 28 Apr 12, 10:32AM
Post: #644082 , Sat 28 Apr 12, 10:30AM |
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Dear_____,
I know lately I haven't been saying I love you often enough - but that doesn't mean I don't love you with everything I've got. I really just can't wait to show you that I love you (not even in a pervy way, I swear) instead of always telling you. But for now I'll remember to say that I adore you as much as I think it, yeah? :3
Love, Kails
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Post: #644084 , Sat 28 Apr 12, 11:13AM |
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Dear ____,
I'm not going to break up with you. I love you.
But I have to say... I'm still hurt. I just don't... understand. Why would you turn to that?
I mean, I get that if it was me. That's, like, your go-to. I try to take something, you use kissing as a 'distraction' technique to get it back from me.
But... Kalie?
I'm sorry, Sam, but seriously?
Sam, I would give myself to you if that was what you wanted. But just tell me what you want, please. I can't read your mind. Tell me what you want, and I'll give it to you. Just don't go behind my back. Please.
I know you two held hands, too.
I like to think I'm not the jealous type, but you know why that bothers me?
Because, one, you didn't tell me. Which, in Rachel's words, means that it must not be innocent. And two, our relationship began with hand-holding. That was how it started.
So... if you love Kalie, tell me. If you would rather hold her hand, kiss her lips... Tell me. I'm not a child. I can handle rejection.
I can survive being alone.
"It's not about who you are attracted to ultimately, it's about who you fall in love with." ~ Holly Holiday, Glee
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." ~ Moulin Rouge
"When you can't run, you crawl. And when you can't crawl, you find someone to carry you." ~ Firefly
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Post: #644579 , Sun 29 Apr 12, 5:35PM |
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Dear___,
Why? Why? Why? Why you make me promise to see you this summer? Why do you have to leave? This week was so fun and I don't want to wait a year!
Love, your Dolly
Dear____,
Thanks 'babe'
-Gianna
Dear____,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND IM SORRY I COULDN'T HAVE RAINBOW CAKE WITH YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
*toce*
-Sam
Dear____,
I can't believe you broke the fork in front of everyone. That you got so pissed you couldn't control your anger. You only slipped up once this weekend when you weren't at home so why did you slip up so much at home. BITCH! go die in a hole.
-Gianna
"You can't love someone as much as you can miss them"- John Green, An Abundance of Katherine's
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Post: #644794 , Mon 30 Apr 12, 4:56AM |
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Dear _____,
Tonight was a rough night for me, which means an even rougher night for you, considering who was involved. Your best friend went missing, and it turns out she is back out using. It's gotta suck, but I can't pretend like I don't know the feeling because my best friend is still out using, too. I don't know what the point of this is. Except maybe to say that I'm here for you, without actually telling you- because I'm too chicken to tell you how much I care....
Anyways, the worst part is that no one knows quite what you're feeling. Well, I'm sure someone does and maybe they even do but they've lost touch with it because they've been sober so long, I think. Or maybe an unfair assumption. However, people say you two are like sisters because you've known each other all your lives and have been super close. But I know otherwise. I know that you would marry the girl. And that you nearly fucked her. And that you two have attraction to one another. But I haven't told anybody. Except in this, but no one knows us so it doesn't really count. So without knowing how things were, I doubt they can fathom the pain. And I'm sorry you're going through it.
I hope you call tomorrow and we really do hang out. You and your brother are really my only friends in the program. Newly sober and all is shit. But anyways, I want to say thank you for just talking to me and giving me a chance. And for listening when I felt like no one gave a fuck. I want to be a good friend to you, if nothing else. --- That leads me to a tangent, thinking about how I wish you'd give me a chance on a date or something. But I know you don't really like guys and you're freaked out from your best guy friend hitting on you. Etc, etc, etc. And I should know that gay means gay but I also known you've had an exception. So fuck, you're confusing. But even if you do make exceptions, who is to say I'm that special? Ugh. If I could, I would treat you so good.--- Sorry about that! If you could read this, you'd probably be so far gone. Sigh. I just like you. As a person. And want to be a good friend to you. Because I think you could use one. Hopefully we can help each other out.
I hope to see you around tomorrow, or before I return to my mom's. I hope you get to feeling better. And I hope the talk with your mom went well.
Your friend,
Tee
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Post: #644836 , Mon 30 Apr 12, 9:04AM |
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Dear___,
It made me jump when you said you used to like me!
It almost made me cry when I found you liked someone else.
But I stayed happy and told you I was happy for you.
I am, but I can't be truly happy when the girl I love likes someone else.
Yes, I love you.
I love you with all my heart.
I still ask you,
Will you go out with me?
But, you can't say yes can you?
Oh, well.....
So now it's out there.
Love,
Shelby 💙💜💗💚❤💓💛💘
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But words might just kill me
If you truly own yourself no one can use you against you~ Chris Colfer 💘
"It's not about who you are attracted to ultimately, it's about who you fall in love with." -Glee
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Post: #644841 , Mon 30 Apr 12, 12:23PM |
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Dear ____,
I'm scared... for you. The idea of losing you is the single thing in the world that terrifies me more than being alone, or being rejected, or THEM, or anything. If you died, I would be nothing. I would be this shell of a person. And maybe that means I'm too "dependent", as the IPU folk would say. Or maybe that means I just love you too much to describe. But all I know is that I am absolutely, positively in love with you, all of you, the good and the bad, and that I don't want you to leave. I don't mean me, because I honestly think it would be a good decision on your part if you did (though I don't want you to, but that's just me being selfish), but I mean, the Earth. If you do it, if you aren't alive by Summertime, I don't know... I don't know what I would do. There are no emoticons that would express my distress. I thought about the traditional  face, but then even D: or :'( wouldn't work.
If you died, I would die. If not physically, then mentally. And I would forever be in pain because I would never, ever, ever be able to see you again. It's like you're the thing that tethers me to the Earth. And now I sound like a werewolf who imprinted on you or something. But still. If I were a werewolf, I would have.
You are my one and only love. And even though I'm only 13, and you're only 14, and we won't even be going to the same school next year, and we both have a lot of crap going on, I think I have the audacity to say that you, Sam, my amazing S.O., are my soul mate.
And I am completely head over heels in love with you.
Love,
Your Rebel. <3
"It's not about who you are attracted to ultimately, it's about who you fall in love with." ~ Holly Holiday, Glee
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." ~ Moulin Rouge
"When you can't run, you crawl. And when you can't crawl, you find someone to carry you." ~ Firefly
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Post: #645068 , Tue 1 May 12, 3:16AM |
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dear ____,
Look, i just work here. And that does not mean that i work for you. i am here to get paid, not to follow you around whenever you have a problem. my job entails
-giving children their prizes
-fixing games
-keeping the arcade clean
it does not say listening to your bullshit just because you had to wait in a long ass line to get your freaking prizes.
and i apologize that some games aren't working, but i am working as fast as i can, and have other responibilities to take care of. i cant sell you tickets or prizes, however, if you arent a total asshole, i have been known to hand out prizes!
and if you want to threaten me with going to Chuckie Cheeses instead, go for it. I am not getting paid to babysit fucking fancy bitches like you.
love from
the guy behind the counter with a plastic smile on his face, who has been standing there like that for a couple hours, and is tired and hungry
Patience-Resiliance-Versatility-Spirit-Creativity-Cleverness-
Faith-Love-Perserverance-Hope
So,If you care to find me; look to the Western sky. As someone told me lately, everyone deserves the chance to fly
don't let my supposed "confidence" fool you, I'm still just a scared little kid. that doesn't mean I won't keep fighting.
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Post: #645075 , Tue 1 May 12, 3:46AM |
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Dear_____,
Are we done? I hate seeing you with another girl, when we are still together. That's called cheating. Stringing me along. I CAN'T DO THAT ANYMORE. It already happened once with ____, and you said you wouldn't do it again. NEVER AGAIN! Look where we are, again. Don't tell me this is a joke, it's not. You have a freaking joint tumblr, YouTube videos.
Either you pick me, and If you do don't expect me to trust you 100% right off, or you pick her.
That's it.
Mandy.
dear____,
You were right. I'm sorry
-me
Dear____,
You are nice.
-mandy
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Post: #645240 , Tue 1 May 12, 8:29PM |
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Dear___,
Are you sure you can't stay longer? Maybe movie in with a friend or something? I already like you more than I should, I know what we are doing will hurt me...once I see you with another girl...I'll be torn apart. Please I don't want you to leave. I'm sorry I like you too much.
Erica
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Post: #645262 , Tue 1 May 12, 9:57PM |
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:: Ruti
:: QA7 Taking responsibility | |
Dear____
You're online on facebook and I want to message you even though I know that I shouldn't, I really shouldn't, not now.
Do you know how much power you have over me? How much I crave you? How every time I think about relationships you're the one that I see myself with.
Fuck you, seriously, I want you to stop having that power over me.
Please stop, or else please tell me that you love me back, please....
I know that you feel something, you told me that yourself and I don't think that it was a lie.
The balls in your court, it's up to you.
Nina
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Post: #645266 , Tue 1 May 12, 10:06PM |
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:: Kuuipo
:: QA10 Community Goddess | |
Dear ............
I thought you were helping me, making my life better, but I know better now. I was your last resort. You said you liked me but your feelings kept changing. I'm tired of dealing with the constant roller coaster of emotions you put me through.
Dear ................
You've helped me through so much and you're still my best friend today, despised everything we've been through I'm glad to call you my best friend.
Dear ............
I don't know much about you but I've already fallen preeeee hard for you, you're so sweet and adorable and you make me so happy, I'm glad I have you around.
Dear .........
I miss you. You were one of my best friends. I can't stand the fact that you're gone.
😔
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