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Dear ___,
Yeah...
Y'know...
My friend wanted me to be optimistic about the situation...but I couldn't afford to be.
It's bad enough that every time you say you'll stop I do gain a little hope only to have it crushed.
I can't allow myself to feed it because, in the end, I know it'll just hurt more.
And once again, you have proven me right.
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I hate that.
Quod licet Iovi, non licet bovi
That is not dead which can eternal lie.
And with strange aeons even death may die.
98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like muffins.
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Post: #291421  , Thu 15 Oct 09, 4:35PM |
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Dear__,
You are really pissing me off. I'm sick of leaving you messages and you not responding. I'm also fucking sick and tired of you claiming that you'll call more, but never do.
You said that OVER A MONTH ago; and it irks the hell out of me. Are you ever going to contact me again? Or do I mean absolutely NOTHING to you.
You're being a shit friend and I hope you get your crap together soon. I hate you at the moment. I don't actually hate you but right now I do if that makes sense.
Fuck you.
"So paint it black and take it back. Let's shout out loud and clear." -"Welcome To The Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance
“Taking the first step with the good thought, the second with the good word, and the third with the good deed, I enter Paradise.”-Persian Proverb
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Post: #292026 , Sat 17 Oct 09, 2:54AM |
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Dear ___,
Please stop giving me mixed signals. Tell me something definitely. I'd love you with all my heart if you'd let me, but I can't tell if your feelings have changed or not. You're certainly acting like they are, but I may or may not be overanalyzing. But there are some things you do I can't explain otherwise.
Please. Tell me. I want to know so I can move on if you don't feel the same. You already have known I've liked you since May. Regardless of the gender you identify as, I love you. Please stop leaving me in the loop like this. Make it soon, because I can't bear it anymore. I need to move on if you don't like me back. I need closure, otherwise this will break my heart in the end. Please. I love you.
Love,
Ariane
"I love humans. Always seeing patterns in things that aren't there."
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Post: #292358 , Sat 17 Oct 09, 11:22PM |
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Dear _____,
You broke my heart. Twice. And then you tried to fix the remains with duct-tape, only to tear it away the next day and make my heart bleed even more. But despite all the pain, all the heartache, all the confusion, all the anger and misery, all the anxiety, and fear, and depression....I love you. I love you for your smile, and your eyes, and your heart, and for the joy you somehow managed to bring me along with the pain, and for the way you truly care about me. I wish I could tell you all of these things to your face. I wish you knew how much I care for you, and want you, and wish for nothing more than to hold you, and love you. I wish you knew!
But you don't. And although I may wish with all of my heart, and mind, and body and soul that you could know, you can't. Because I know that you could never feel the way for me that I feel for you. But that will never change the fact that I truly love you, and always have, and always will. And I wish you knew.
-Aaron. For K.A.E.
"Yawp!" -Dead Poets Society
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Post: #292382 , Sun 18 Oct 09, 12:24AM |
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:: AC0120
:: QA4 A spot of tea please, Alfred! | |
Dear ________,
First, I an so sorry about the things that have happened recently. I never meant for any of them to happen. The only reason they did happen was because I was planning on telling my parents about us that very same day.
I love you. I love you so much. But some of the things you say hurt a little. It scares me a little that you still have major feeligs for your ex. I am realy afraid that on day, shell com back to you and you'll up and leave me. I think that's what scares me most another us. I know that may seem so selfish, but I've just been hurt so many times that I don't want thy to happen... I just got you; I don't want to lose you.
I love you with all my heart, baby.
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Post: #292434 , Sun 18 Oct 09, 3:11AM |
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Dear__,
You hurt me. Thanks for all your lies, not.
Dear__,
Dooset Daram <3
"So paint it black and take it back. Let's shout out loud and clear." -"Welcome To The Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance
“Taking the first step with the good thought, the second with the good word, and the third with the good deed, I enter Paradise.”-Persian Proverb
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Edit: fortune_cookie, Sun 18 Oct 09, 3:32AM
Post: #292439 , Sun 18 Oct 09, 3:31AM |
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Dear____,
Do you remember during my first year of school i got sent to the headteacher for refusing to write you a thank you letter? Well here goes, in the last year of school i am writing it! Thanks, for questioning everything i ever did, it has made me a perfectionist! Thanks, for making me believe everyone was better than me, it has made me see the good in everyone! Thanks, for setting me up for failure, it make sucess all the sweeter! Thanks, for leaving me to look after myself, it has made me independant! Thanks, for never telling me you loved me, it gave me something to work for! Thanks, for scaring me, it made me brave! Thanks, for leaving us for good, it made me and my brothers close! Thanks, for all the times you hit me, i know that noone can ever hurt me more than you did! Thanks, for nothing, ever, it makes me appriciate everything, all the time!
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Post: #292521 , Sun 18 Oct 09, 11:11AM |
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Dear__,
Come visit me asshole.
I miss you.
Dear__,
You're not worth my time.
Dear__,
Shut up!
JJ xx
You will only expect a few words - what will those be? When the heart is full it may run over, but the real fullness stays within... Words can never tell you, however, - form them, transform them anyway, - how perfectly dear you are to me - perfectly dear to my heart and soul.
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Post: #292523 , Sun 18 Oct 09, 11:16AM |
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:: ericlee
:: QA7 Taking responsibility | |
i wish you would just die. f*** you. you make my life a living hell. who cares that i am bi. it ain't your life. why are you worried about it. i have to live with it not you. Why don't you and your stupid a**hole friends get a life and leave me the hell alone. If you were the one who was like this you wouldn't want me to bug you about this. Shut the f*** up and leave me alone.
Eric Warner
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Post: #293028 , Mon 19 Oct 09, 4:53PM |
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Dear___,
You're wicked immature.
Erica
Plain and simple, don't live somebody else's dream.
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Post: #293062 , Mon 19 Oct 09, 7:55PM |
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Dear ______,
Your heinous attitude towards my lifestyle, the way I dress, and the person that I love is totally unacceptable. Your Behavior is very un-chritian-like indeed. If God didn't want me to be who I am, do you really think he would have given me this amazing ability to love her? I'm sorry I've disappointed you, I really am. But, I'm past the point of caring. I'm not asking for another chance because, I know how fucking stingy you were with the suppossed first chance you gave me. I love who I am. I love my fiance. I LOVE GIRLS IN GENERAL! I'm still Molly, you just actually know why I'm so happy all the time now. No, it's not drugs, I'm not in a cult. I just love my girl with my whole heart and that love makes everything so much better. I could care less if you accept me. I just want you to know that given your behavior, you're loosing me. Loosing the future grandchildren I plan on having. (JUST because, I'm gay doesn't mean I don't want a family!)
Just know that I love you. I understand that new things scare you. And this is all radically new to you. But, I'm not changing. I am who I am, either accept that or just keep pushing me out of your life.
With Deepest Love and Regret,
xoxMollyxox
♥Let my lusts be my ruin, then, since all else is a fake and a mockery. ~Hart Crane~♥
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Post: #293064 , Mon 19 Oct 09, 8:04PM |
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Dear ____,
I tried. I really did. I tried again and again, then gave you a chance to make a little effort for once. And you never did.
But all this one-sided effort shit is finally over and done with. I'm not going to ask about hanging out with you anymore, I'm not going listen to your whining, and I'm certainly not going to love you.
Sincerely tired of you,
Anna. <3
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Post: #293071 , Mon 19 Oct 09, 8:19PM |
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Dear _____,
I'm so sorry for everything that happened and I'm sorry that I've made pretty much no effort into remaining friends. It's all because I can't be around you without some of those feelings coming back, and I don't want them too because I'm finally with a girl that wants to be with me but still lets me live my own life. You controlled me. You tried to keep me too close to you, so close that I had to get away or I would have suffocated. I know that you don't entirely understand where I'm coming from when I tell you that we are just too different and we weren't healthy for each other, but you know we weren't good for each other. I'm sorry for all the mean things I said and the times I shoved you, but there were times when you socked me in the face so ya know what, i'm not that sorry. We were one of those crazy unstable couples who still managed to hold it together until it all came crashing down that week in July. I wish there would've still been hope of fixing us after that, but there wasn't and we were doomed from then on. Now it's over, and I'm sorry, but I hope you know that you taught me alot about myself, and probably saved my life.
Dear _____,
We've been on, off, up, down, friends, enemies, lovers. You are the girl I've always ran back to, everytime. My feelings for you haven't wavered since 8th grade, you've still always been in the back of my brain, even throughout all my other relationships. I screwed you over a couple times, and I still feel kind of guilty for all the things you don't even know about...but you gave me my like, 16th chance now, even after all this time, and I'm not messing this one up. I am honestly head over heels, tripping over my own two feet, heart skipping beats, in love with you, just as much as I have been for years. I'm finally satisfied with being with one person, and it's you<3
Black days.
You've changed.
Oh have you left me here to rot?
I kid you not;
I miss you girl.
You're all that makes me true
Your breath, your scent
Follows drifting on the vapor
I can't escape her.
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Post: #293097 , Mon 19 Oct 09, 8:53PM |
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dear _______,
you may not believe me, but math is the only thing that makes sense right now. i find myself doing all my math HW for the week when i'm upset, because its so easy and i love it and i understand the answer, and how i got there.
and though, sometimes i make mistakes and make a small error, it can always be forgiven an fixed.
i'll see you at star.
Annie.
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
Dr. Seuss
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Post: #293123 , Mon 19 Oct 09, 9:39PM |
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Dear___,
I wonder why I care so much. I wonder why the things you do, or want to do affect me so much, worry me, make me sad. I've been there, I've done that. I don't want to see you get in trouble, and lose yourself. You're telling me you're finding out things the hard way- I wish, you wouldn't have to find them out at all, that you wouldn't have to experience them, but you're choosing the harder way out. I want to save you, you're my bestfriend <3
Please realize what you're doing or want to do, isn't what it's cracked out to be.
Love, Miranda xoxo
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Post: #293166 , Mon 19 Oct 09, 11:02PM |
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Dear ______,
You know, you're really beautiful. I know, I know, you don't like to hear it. I know you don't believe it. But when have I lied to you? Okay so maybe there have a been a few unintentional lies (as in I didn't know what I was talking about, as usual) but I never intentionally lied to you. I want you to look in the mirror and see what I see which is a smart, sexy girl whose pain only makes her soul shine a little brighter. You're my best friend, babe, and I don't want you to be unhappy. I really don't know how to help you but God knows I'll keep trying. I just want you to know that I love you and I'm here. But you already know that, don't you?
Love,
<3Tabby 
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Post: #293170 , Mon 19 Oct 09, 11:15PM |
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Dear_____,
You used to be my best friend in the whole wide world. No one else was even close. I thought I would be your friend forever. I was so happy when we came out to each other, I felt like I finally belonged in the world. And then...you met _____. That was good, and nice. I was so happy for you. I liked her lots too. But after you broke up with her you completely changed. Or maybe it was me. I can't really be sure. I think we may have both changed, I cannot tell. But I'm pretty sure that whatever happened, we grew apart. I still love you like hell, but we don't talk like we used to. Not nearly. && I wish sometimes that it hadn't happened. I know you both do. But you aren't there for me anymore, and it hurts that you shrugged me off so easily. I wish I knew what happened. I wish I knew why you just stopped. Part of me wants to blame it on _______, but another part of me thinks we may have just...grown apart. Even though we still talk, I don't feel like you're my best friend anymore. I feel like you are just a close, old friend. Remember, though, that I'll NEVER forget when we came out to each other. EVER. You were the first person on EARTH to know how I felt about guys, and I was the first to know how you felt about girls. And I'll never forget you for that. And even though you are such a stubborn, masochistic mule sometimes, I still love you. You were the very first person I told everythign to. The first person I trusted that much. Even if you aren't her now, I'll still always remember when you were. && I know how pissed you'd be if I told you all of this, but I just wish you could look through the small things and see the big picture sometimes.
<3 Koda-La
Dear_____,
If you read that, don't be pissed at me. I love you too. (But you know that. xD)
<3 Koda-La
The trouble is, humans do have a knack of choosing precisely those things that are worst for them. - Albus Dumbledore
Cogito ergo sum - René Descartes
Sciō mē nihil scīre. - Socrates.
You should learn to love yourself, Will. Then, love will come to you. -Vince, Will&Grace
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Post: #293198 , Tue 20 Oct 09, 1:06AM |
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:: DJ_Napster
:: QA4 A spot of tea please, Alfred! | |
Dear_____,
you taught me about hate. you are always such a dick. ive never hated anyone so much before in my life. i do have have love for you, but very little and only what i cant control.
nothing i do is ever good enough for you. u always talked about my brothers accomplishments. well im sorry im no athletic god or anything. i am an artist and yes that is a real career.
i do what i love yet ive been spiraling into a deep depression that i dont even love the things that i used to
you yell at me (and my brother) all the time. call us names, say we are stupid, etc.. my brother is lucky though, he gets to go back with his dad at the end of the year while im stuck here with you.
the whole house celebrates when u are going to leave and i keep hoping for days that you wont be here. i stay at school for so long, just so i dont have to go home. the days i do go home right away are usually the times i regret it.
i await the day i can leave again and be truely free from you
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Post: #293367 , Tue 20 Oct 09, 8:25AM |
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Dear ____,
If I could reach the stars I'd pull one down for you
Shine it on my heart so you could see the truth
That this love I have inside is everything it seems
But for now I find it's only in my dreams
That I can change the world
I would be the sunlight in your universe
You will think my love was really something good
Baby if I could change the world
If I could be king even for a day
I'd take you as my queen I'd have it no other way
And our love will rule in this kingdom we have made
Till then I'd be a fool wishin' for the day
That I can change the world
I would be the sunlight in your universe
You will think my love was really something good
Baby if I could change the world
Baby if I could change the world
That I can change the world
I would be the sunlight in your universe
You will think my love was really something good
Baby if I could change the world
Baby if I could change the world
Baby if I could change the world
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Post: #293377 , Tue 20 Oct 09, 12:29PM |
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:: AC0120
:: QA4 A spot of tea please, Alfred! | |
Dear _____,
I know things have been hard on the both of us, but when we talked today, you really scared me.
We had (what I thought was) a great conversation. Granted, my friends are a little annoying and have little respect, but still, a good conversation nonetheless.
But when we said goodbye, I said that I loved you, and all you said was "Me too". I know that I'm probably overreacting or whatnot, and I know that people could have been around, but still. It hurt a little. And I'm not blaming you, just putting it out there.
I love you with all my heart, and that is one thing that will never change.
All my love,
Amanda
Dear _____,
I'm sorry that I almost wrecked your relationship with _____. I didn't purposefully think "Oh, who's relationship am I going to wreck now?" It just happened.
I know that everything that has been going on between _____ and I have been hard on you, and I know that it's unfair to have to put you through as well, but I cant help it. We both love ____, and she loves the both of us.
I wish I could just rewind time and fix all of this.
I'm sorry,
Amanda
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Post: #293421 , Tue 20 Oct 09, 6:52PM |
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