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Dear___,
Like 70% of the time, you don't realize that what you're saying DOESN'T make me feel better. I take most of the things you say the wrong way. You might want to think about things before you say them, because they're a tad offensive.
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Post: #289515  , Fri 9 Oct 09, 1:15PM |
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Dear_,
I hate you. I wish you didn't exist.
Dear_,
I love you. And I always will.
Dear_,
I'm sorry for hurting your feelings.
Dear_,
I miss you so much. I wish i could see you again. I often feel like I cannot live without you.
Dear_,
I need help. I'm not sure what to do anymore. Just please don't say I'm being a teenager. I'm crying out for help.
"I don't miss you, I miss the person I thought you were"
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Post: #289586 , Fri 9 Oct 09, 9:49PM |
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Dear ____,
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Give me a break dude...
*sigh*
Dear ____,
I do wonder how things will go with you.
Dear ____,
Well, here we are again. Heh.
Dear ____,
We seriously need to talk more hahaha.
Though I do find our connection interesting...
Quod licet Iovi, non licet bovi
That is not dead which can eternal lie.
And with strange aeons even death may die.
98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like muffins.
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Post: #289657 , Sat 10 Oct 09, 7:13AM |
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Dear ____,
I know it's been over a year, but I still can't believe you're gone. I remember that week perfectly. There's never a day I go without thinking about you. Just one tiny thing will trigger your memory. It's odd walking through the cafeteria and not being able to hear your trucks hit the ground. You were always there in the morning. You were always smiling...she was always smiling. You left her, you left him, you left us all. It's like your world just stopped, right in its tracks. You're still in love with her. It's February 3rd on repeat. Who would've known three days later you would be gone. You may not have known it that day...but you were about to change us all. You did change us all. I still haven't been up to see you and I'm sorry about that. I'll try to come see you soon. Be strong or be alone. Either way. Please come home...
"You need to accept that there's no shame in being who you are. The only shame is thinking that the gift that God gave you and the person that you were created to be is not good enough to show to the rest of the world. That's where shame comes."
"If your kid comes up to you and has enough courage to admit to you who they are truly, you better damn well love them all the same; because that takes a lot of guts. Parents don't realize it. They keep thinking about themselves; 'Oh, how's this going to reflect me?', 'Oh, why do I have a gay kid?', 'Why me?', 'Why this?'. Think about your kid who's going through this."
-Both from Mike on The Real World: D.C.-
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Post: #290053 , Sun 11 Oct 09, 6:06PM |
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Dear ____,
In 10 months I'll be moved out and completely independant of you. I won't need your help financially and this is a huge fucking step for me. I worked my ass off for 12 years to be in the top, but I never knew WHY I worked so hard. Now I'm reaping the benefits of being overworked and stressed and I'm ready to start my life on my own. Hell. Ya. It's just Liz now :]
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Post: #290055 , Sun 11 Oct 09, 6:15PM |
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Dear___,
You've been waiting for me. It must have been hard for you to wait in such a way when you see me everyday.. when you talk to me everyday.. and whenever your eyes meet mine.
YOu said that I'm such a strong person and my shoulder was warm to lean on. Let me tell you, you are the strong one and i'm the coward. Pathetic me. Only contented in just watching you.. observing every curve of your body and the shine of your eyes.. I can only sketch it, my feelings, in a piece of paper.
If you would ask me what i feel for you. I can only answer
"If it wasnt a display of obsession, I'd sketch pictures of you all day long."
"Courage is not the absence of fear but the ability to face your fears even when trembling."
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Post: #290059 , Sun 11 Oct 09, 6:24PM |
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Dear ___,
I don't know what to do anymore about you.
I don't know you anymore. At All.
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Post: #290069 , Sun 11 Oct 09, 6:46PM |
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Dear man in the sky,
Give.Me.A.Sign.
I don't know what to do.
I feel like I commited a sin.
I know, you're reading this over my shoulder (if I even believe you really do)and thinking "you commited a sin, why you commit one every day you flaming homo!"
But, I feel like I've had an affair. hahaha. funny, not.
I'm not dating anyone..but, I still feel guilty.
& like a 'player'
While I flirt with one wishing she was here, trading youtube songs that remind us of eachother, sending eachother bumper stickers on facebook, and being the highlight of eachother's crappy day...
I then decide to go on a date with another
I'm not doing anything wrong? am i? but I feel like I am.
And I leave the date with that trashy song katy perry made ;)
I don't know what to do. I don't want to hurt ____,
but I don't even know how I'm going to tell her.
& I don't know where I got the courage to even say yes, and go on a date with ___ in the first place
but. now. i really. do like her...
& i dont know what to do about that either
i dont know how she feels about me
not really
shes bipolar anyway, it could change in a week
in these situtations where i dont know what to do
and i dont want to hurt one
and i dont know what to do with the other
and i like two people
and blah blah blah
i'm always the one who gets hurt..
give.me.a.sign?
:/
-Miranda <3
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Post: #290264 , Mon 12 Oct 09, 2:09PM |
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Dear ______,
Just GO. I can't stand you anymore. Why did you have to change on me?
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Post: #290274 , Mon 12 Oct 09, 3:18PM |
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Dear ______,
This entire day it just keeps hitting me how happy I am with you. I dont know how it got to settling so well, but I am so excited that it has. I love just talking to you, about anything, we can laugh, and we can be dead serious, and all the while Im still smiling. I love you.
Dear _____,
Dude, today was HILARIOUS. I havent laughed like that with the two of you in SO long, thank you for that because I needed it after the weekend I had, for real.
"You don't have a soul, you are a soul. You have a body."
- C.S. Lewis
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Post: #290420 , Mon 12 Oct 09, 11:33PM |
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Dear____,
You don't know how much I miss your face. I am so sad that we grew apart. It shouldn't be this way. Every time something happens and I just want someone to hold me the person I think about is you. It's odd that I never want anything sexual out of you. You are just the best friend a girl could have. You have been there for the worst and the best times in my life. And I, yours. I wish we could go back. I want to dance in the middle of the street again with you. I want to hold you so badly. Can I have you in my arms please?
Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands? ~Ernest Gaines
“What do you mean, you "Don't believe in homosexuality"? It's not like the Easter Bunny, your belief isn't necessary.”-Lea DeLaria
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Post: #290430 , Mon 12 Oct 09, 11:50PM |
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dear__________,
i'm really hurt by what you did.... and i cant tell you, because your so happy about it.
i'm glad to see you happy- but if you think i was upset before... the worst part is i cant tell you i'm upset now.
i hope your happy... and i hope he doesnt hurt you like the one before...
... yes i'm fine. thanks for asking.
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
Dr. Seuss
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Post: #290523 , Tue 13 Oct 09, 2:58AM |
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Dear _____,
I think...
I am sad.
I'm scared of losing my connection to you all...
And for that, I actually hate that I'm in college.
Quod licet Iovi, non licet bovi
That is not dead which can eternal lie.
And with strange aeons even death may die.
98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like muffins.
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Edit: DarkBlaze13, Tue 13 Oct 09, 3:03AM
Post: #290525 , Tue 13 Oct 09, 3:03AM |
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Dear _________,
I first saw you in the hallway on a Thursday, as the guidance counselor showed you your way around the school. I didn't even see your face, but something about you just made me stop in my tracks (cliche, isn't it?). I bolted into my Calculus class, babbling about the exciting things I had to tell my friends about, but there, in the corner of my mind, was your silhouette.
The next day you were there again, standing in the threshold of my first period class. It took all of my effort not to stare, but I listened intently to every word you said as you spoke with our teacher. Your accent was incredible, but I knew then it would be nearly impossible to approach you.
The Valentine's Day Dance happened, and almost no one was there. But you were, with people I used to be very good friends with. I actually talked to you, which I never thought would happen. When I returned home, I tried to snap myself out of it, and told myself it was all superficial, that I would get over it quickly.
The last trimester of school came quickly and, after some schedule changes on my part, I discovered I was in class with you from lunch until the end of the school day. Still, I kept to my friends and was borderline un-friendly, all in the hopes of recovering of these flights of fancy.
But I couldn't stop, and you were everywhere. You came to the party for the club I was president of, our economics teacher sat us together and I eventually overcame my shyness and began to speak.
I was surprised to find out that you were witty and intelligent, to be honest. One mustn't judge a book by its cover, but I did, and I stand corrected. Our conversations were brought up nightly at the dinner table, and my friends were subject to my yammerings of "today she made this face and it was just sooo funny and I can't believe she said that" at the lunch table.
It was getting so I couldn't sleep. It was getting so bad that my grades were slipping. And I didn't care, because you were only going to be here for so long, and I was going to make sure I saw you as much as I could. I was amazed at how loud you could laugh, how little you cared about what people thought of you in public. You thought I was ridiculously funny, yet cared about the serious things I had to say. You were genuine and outright and said whatever you needed to say, consequences be damned.
We graduated on a Wednesday, and two days later you headed for the coast.
I never had a chance.
But I still think about you every day.
And I still wish for you to come back on every 11:11.
I took a cab there to hold her
I took a plane there to feel what she felt
you make me like charity
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Post: #290700 , Tue 13 Oct 09, 7:11PM |
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Dear____,
Im sorry. Im sorry that i loved you, that i wrecked your life, that you love me, that im a girl.
Dear____,
Please shout at me! Your silence is worse. I know you are angry, upset, hurt and disappointed, the truth is... i am too!
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Post: #290708 , Tue 13 Oct 09, 7:27PM |
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Dear___,
UGH! Why, why, why! I was actually warming up to the idea of ___ not being around. But, no. You can't make up your mind. Please, find that brain of yours, and persuade her back, because she is driving me crazy -_-
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Post: #290753 , Tue 13 Oct 09, 9:12PM |
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Dear ______,
This is the first time in my life the absence of another person has effected my behavior, my mood, everything. Not having you around almost hurts. I feel pathetic, since I know you'll be back, and you'll have stories to tell, and we'll be inseparable again. But fuck, this is the first time I've gone longer than three days without seeing you.
Before you came around, I was good with being alone. I had friends, and some people I'd hook up with if the mood struck me. But after the day ended, I'd say goodbye to all of them and just curl into my bedroom, take a walk by myself, anything to clear my head. Then I met you.
I don't believe in love at first sight. But I sure as hell believe in infatuation at first sight. Christ, the first time I saw you, I felt my Goddamn bones shaking.
Now it seems like time alone just pushes on me harder, and the ideal way for me to clear my head is to just be with you. Hear you, touch you, have you.
So, it's about four or five weeks to go, right? I guess I'll be waiting when you get home. 'Til then, I'll just go on with my routines, trying not to act too much like an obsessive little freak.
I love you.
Emmett: What kind of homosexual are you?
Brian: The kind that fucks men.
- Queer As Folk
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Post: #290814 , Tue 13 Oct 09, 11:46PM |
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Dear ____,
I'm sorry I haven't written to you yet. I want to so badly. But I'm so tired.
. . .and they all lived happily ever after.
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Post: #290838 , Wed 14 Oct 09, 12:48AM |
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Dear ____,
You said it yourself you're attracted to sensitive, submissive people. Too bad every single on of them that you've liked is gay.
You won't find what you're looking for in them.
Here's some friendly advice. Date a girl.
You'll find what you're looking for.
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Edit: hopelesslove, Wed 14 Oct 09, 1:04AM
Post: #290848 , Wed 14 Oct 09, 1:03AM |
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Dear___,
i know im not perfect but dammit i try. i tried so hard to make u happy, sure i may have pissed u off a few times but u always got mad at me for the smallest of things! and there are ppl who have said that about you too so dont think im the only one saying it
how could u just up and leave me then find a new girl within 3 weeks? thats a cold slap in the face. it was like u never even gave the breakup any time!
i know i didnt do a good job on staying friends with you but how could i when she is the one holding you now? she is the one who has you now. how could i not get jealous? thats the worst kind of hurt, seeing the one you love in someone else's arms!
u said u wanted nothing to do with me, ur new gf said that too, and even a friend (with whom i used to be friends with) said it as well. yes, i got angry and said things that werent so nice about u, but it was never that bad. i think i had a right to be angry.
i went through a deep depression because of you! because you couldnt even give me a second chance! thast all i wanted! a second chance! everyone knows how well i treated you and so do you. u cannot deny that i was a good gf to you.
theres so much i could say but my mind always gets so jumbled at these types of things. i still have every letter, every card, just everything that you have given me. there was a time when u told me that u still had everything that i had given you. given the recent events in august, im not so sure u do have any of it anymore
the sad things is, is that i still love you and would still do anything for you. no matter how much you hate me, i could never stop loving you, caring about you, wanting you to be happy. u may not believe it but its true. granted i was a bit selfish bout u being happy, i do want u happy, its just that it hurts to know that u are happier with her than u ever were with me.
all in all, i will always be here even though u dont need me anymore. but you will always be in my heart.
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