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:: Cindt
:: QA8 High Householder | |
This is a tad more graphic than usual.
Dear ____,
Fuck. Off. Ive had enough of you and your constant criticism. Id had enough of it 10 years ago. I never wanted you in my life, you just strolled right in and fucked it up completely. Youre the reason I have problems socially. Why I cant make friends. Why Im so shy and awkward around other people, and Im terrified of making a mistake, or being rejected. I wasn't the kind of person you wanted as a stepsom so you went ahead and tried to turn me into someone i'm not, with no thought to what that would do to me. I used to be terrified when i was left in a room alone with you. When i was in my room and i heard you walking up the hall. I would frantically try and thinj of what it was i'd done this time. You would take the tiniest mistakes i made and blow them up as if i'd done a terrible awful thing. And it made me feel like crap. I never felt adequate, i didn't thinj i could do anything right. So i became extremely introverted. I didn't say or do anything where i could avoid it, terrified that i would make some mistake, and you'd do your usual and turn it into a personal attack on you. The abuse i got from you was purely psychological, but i used to wish you'd hit me. At least then i'd know you were doing something wrong. But i wondered if you were right. If i was that awful after all, and i deserved the shit i got from you. What was it about me? you were so perfectly nice around everyone else. Everyone was so happy that mum had found such a wonderful husband. But me amd one other saw through you. But your dirty looks. The contempt in your voice. Your crap. None of it gets to me anymore. I roll my eyes at you, because i know i don't deserve it. But i didn't know that when i was six. Some damage can't be undone. In two amd a bit years i'll be good from here. I won't have to put up with your shit. You can keep working in that basement with your creepy friends in your shithole of a town amd i hope you die there.
"Gays don't vomit. They're a very clean people and they always have been ever since they first came to this country from France."
- Peter Griffin (Family Guy)
Sorry if my grammar's appalling, I'm probably on my phone!
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Post: #286587  , Wed 30 Sep 09, 1:13PM |
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Dear ____,
You're a great friend, and I love you for that, but what the heck has gotten into you!? You're acting like a child again. It's a reprise of events from years ago, and you know very well what happened. I implore you, go get a job or something, just do something instead of sitting around all day. It'll help you take your mind off things. You can't possibly tell me that you "can't be bothered" with anything for the rest of your life. Go out, and do something. Please. It's for your own good.
"I like being alone, but I hate being lonely."
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Post: #286621 , Wed 30 Sep 09, 6:37PM |
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dear_____,
i'm so worried. you have been my best friend, my complete go to person, for the last three years. now... different schools. i DO NOT like you anymore, so it shouldnt have been awkward, but i cant tell you that without the conversation being awkward. and you wont believe me... because i liked you so much for so long.
but now, we dont talk. i think you are glad to get away from me so i stop lesning on you, and i have been trying to stay back, but i miss you. even just as a friend to laugh with. i still trust you, and there are things i want to tell you... but i'm not. i'm not going to let us drift apart because of my new school. are you?
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
Dr. Seuss
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Post: #286698 , Thu 1 Oct 09, 1:04AM |
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(Warning: long, ranty, language)
Dear ________,
You're a bitch. I hate you, and I want to get away from you but at the same time, I can't. It's been three years, ____, three YEARS without my best friend and then you came back. We went to the same school. I thought it would be great, like old times.
I was so wrong. You're not the same person. People change, I know. Three years is a long time. But you were you, and I loved you in every single way. You've become like every other girl, shallow and quick to gossip. Looking back, I can see you were never that good to me. When we were 9, we were best friends. Somehow along there, we became like sisters. I was the one who covered for the one who always got in trouble. The thoughtful one. I kept you around because I needed you. You kept me around because... I never figured it out.
When I saw you last halloween, trick or treating with the group I wasn't invited to, you thought to invite me. You said: "Raine is like family!" and hugged me and we ran around the neighborhood like kids and I loved how your current best friend's eyes sparkled with envy so much, I purposely forgot that you forgot me in the first place.
How could you? You live up the damn street.
I swore I would forget about you to, when you became who you are today. I did forget about you. Until you started saying hello again, and maybe, just maybe, you were becoming the old ____.
Then you forgot my 16th birthday. Even though we haven't been close, we're friends. How could you ignore the 57 'Happy Birthday Rae!' posts on my Facebook wall? How could you not notice the 'hey, Rae! Happy b-day' smiles, hugs and sound snippets that happened throughout the day whilst you were standing right there? You forgot last year too. Year before.
I showed up on your birthday with brownies. Called you one year. Made you a card when you got 6 teeth pulled at once and couldn't talk. (The card was hand painted too. 4 hours.)
You know what? Fuck you.
I don't need your nonsense.
Love, Raine
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I'm not this long-winded usually. I swear guys x3
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Post: #286721 , Thu 1 Oct 09, 2:01AM |
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Dear ____,
I am afraid.
I don't know what about...
Or maybe I do...but I don't want to say.
But I've had this horrible feeling in my chest for a while now...like something bad is going to happen.
And it terrifies me.
I just want to be told that everything will be okay in the end. To be promised.
I am afraid...
And I am sad...
And I don't know what to do about them.
And I have so much to say but then I don't and I am left with these feelings. Ones I recognize and ones I'm not even sure what to call.
Whatever this is, it's been growing...
I am afraid.
Dear ____,
I will talk to you today. I will! ><
Quod licet Iovi, non licet bovi
That is not dead which can eternal lie.
And with strange aeons even death may die.
98% of teenagers drink or have been around alcohol. Paste this if you like muffins.
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Post: #286812 , Thu 1 Oct 09, 4:09PM |
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:: ericlee
:: QA7 Taking responsibility | |
Dear____,
I love you so much and although we haven't been going out that long I just wanted to say that everytime I see your eyes it's like I am falling into a dream. I want you to be my knight in shining armor and come and rescue me. I just wanted to tell you that. Love you _____
Eric Warner
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Post: #286816 , Thu 1 Oct 09, 4:56PM |
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____,
I'm not even going to use 'dear' you piece of shit. It doesn't matter how much you've hurt me and feigned ignorance, I don't care. But that is no way to treat a girl. You're the biggest insensitive jerk ever. You disgust me greatly. I can't even believe I used to hold such respect towards you. It's all gone now.
"I like being alone, but I hate being lonely."
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Post: #287112 , Fri 2 Oct 09, 6:16PM |
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Dear ___,
I'm totally gonna beast it this week. Soon as i get that letter, im going on a mission. I will nag the shit out of everyone in my path until i get what i want. I'm fucken determined 
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Edit: latoyabrown, Sat 3 Oct 09, 4:20AM
Post: #287268 , Sat 3 Oct 09, 4:12AM |
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^  I am so happy to hear that!
Dear ____,
I hate having to keep so much from you, because you close your mind. Growing up, you always told me to be whoever I wanted to be, and just because I am a lesbian, doesnt mean that advice doesnt apply. I wish you would stop judging me based on my sexual orientation, because Im still going to knock them dead, EVEN as a lesbian. Open your mind, please. I have so much of my life that I want to be able to share, but I just cant... I know you will freak out, or start crying at night because Im not marrying a man. GET OVER IT. Its not going to happen, ever... ever ever ever. Either accept me, or as soon as Im out of this house, you will lose me.
"You don't have a soul, you are a soul. You have a body."
- C.S. Lewis
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Post: #287270 , Sat 3 Oct 09, 4:17AM |
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Dear _________,
When I found out you broke up with him, I was so happy I could sing, and I couldn't tell anyone why I was in such a good mood.
You're gorgeous, you're ridiculously smart, and I love your laugh.
Please don't go away for Christmas and summer break.
I'd be terribly sad if you did.
I took a cab there to hold her
I took a plane there to feel what she felt
you make me like charity
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Post: #287281 , Sat 3 Oct 09, 4:38AM |
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Dear ____,
I'm really excited that some things are going well in my life and for a while today I was really, truely excited. But then you have to remind me of who I really am and it freaking sucks. This all freaking sucks.
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Post: #287294 , Sat 3 Oct 09, 5:05AM |
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:: Marc0
:: QA9 Grand Elder | |
Dear___,
So...
Hows things?
Good I hope.
Yeah i'm not doing much either.
Why is it that we can never move past this point in our conversations. I remember massive long conversations about anything and everything, we had no boundaries, now we can't get past the weather and how shit work is.
It seems the only conversations that we do have are about sex, is that all that you care about?
I hope there is more to you and that this annoying attention seeking phase is only that, a phase.
much love,
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Post: #287309 , Sat 3 Oct 09, 6:00AM |
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Dear _____,
You dont have anything to be afraid of, not with me.
I know it is going to get hard, the four of us being away at different colleges and states, but I have faith, and somewhere in your heart, you do to.
Dear ____,
Im not entirely sure what it is you are trying to do, but you need to stop. I cant believe you actually have the nerve.
Dear ____,
Im sorry that we sort of fought yesterday/today. Im glad we arent anymore, and I can promise you, Im not going anywhere either.
"You don't have a soul, you are a soul. You have a body."
- C.S. Lewis
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Post: #287715 , Sun 4 Oct 09, 6:29PM |
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Dear____,
I just wanna say fuck you and you're shitty fucking band. I don't need you cunts. You want a douchebag who plays a 4/4 back-beat, ask miley cyrus who does her shit. Me, Im fast, technical and eccentric. And I don't need your bubblegum-poppy bullshit.
FUCK YOU!!
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Post: #287726 , Sun 4 Oct 09, 6:52PM |
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Dear ____,
I love you. Even though I may hate you next week, I will always love you.
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Post: #288074 , Mon 5 Oct 09, 1:19PM |
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Dear____,
I am still pissed ._.
you're a tad ignorant you know. & I know, I'm supposed to "respect my elders" but, fuck that for just a moment. What if they needed something?! someone, at least not like them, calls three times for nothing. I know they were actually calling for me, but God forbid you answer the phone when your own parents are calling, because you're on the line with *him* if it was anyone else, you would've answered, but no it's *him* and he's more important then anyone or anything. So, I ended up not getting to go, which I was actually looking forward to all day, can you believe that? because you didn't answer the phone to their calls. Jeez, when Tyler or I's friends call you always answer, but your own parents call and you don't. & it's funny that these are your two excuses "you have a cellphone" & "i didnt know you were going over there" yesterday I called them right in front of you, while you were reading, I remember that specifically because any other time I was talking you would tell me to SHHHHH because you're reading, but the time I'm talking to them on the phone you're able to pass my voice right on by, how funny! Even dad knew I was going over there, that says something. And I having a cellphone isnt a excuse, they dont have my number for one, and not everyone has long distance on their phone. The fact of the matter is, you put *Him* before any of us. Now, I always said I wanted you to be happy, but this is ridiculous. You went out there and cried everyday you were out there. He's immature, and racist, and just isn't right in the head. But, no, now you're going along with the things he says, and it's irritating. You care about him more then you care about us. You knew you were wrong you couldnt even say anything to me when you got off the phone, because I know you know you were just being ignorant. That you care more about him, that someone else doesnt deserve a second of your time untill he lets you go. I swear I can get away with anything while youre on the phone with him, the house could be burning and Im sure you wouldnt notice.
Im gonna call your parents and give them my number, tell them to call me whenever they need any of us, because Lord forbid you're on the phone with him next time. This time it was petty, they were coming to get me, but who knows maybe next time it'll because one of their hearts is giving out. 
i'm sure youll feel like an asshole then.
i dont know why this should make me mad
its petty
but its the straw that breaks the camels back ._.
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Post: #288077 , Mon 5 Oct 09, 1:37PM |
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:: j.cor
:: QA10 Community Goddess | |
Dear _____,
I'd like to tell you how I feel about you but I'm still not sure where we stand. I know we haven't talked for long. I'm just pretty sure that something is there and that the feeling is mutual but I know we're both adamant to admit it. Maybe someday that will change but until then, I hope you know that you whenever I'm talking to you, I'm almost always smiling and laughing and I don't want that to stop anytime soon. Oh, and the song that you had me listen to when I was upset? I've been playing it repeatedly for the past couple of days. It was exactly what I needed.
Dear _____,
Fuck you. I'm still waiting for my chance to actually say that to you. Why did you even bother pursuing a relationship or even tell me that your feelings for me were growing stronger? You knew you would screw me over. The best part about it is? You don't even have the balls to actually break it off. No, you would rather just avoid everything altogether. I know you'll be back though but you're crazy to believe I'd be with somebody as selfish and careless as you. I hate you for not stopping when I said "stop" and I hate you for not listening to me when I told you "no." I didn't get the opportunity to slash your tires. I don't even know who it was that did. But I'd like to thank that person because you really had it coming.
Dear _____,
You're not who you used to be. You're still my best friend, just as you have been for the past (nearly) 18 years but I don't like the way that you've changed. You're bitter and apathetic and the constant attitude doesn't do you any justice. I know that the way you act now isn't you at all. I just wish you could see and understand what you're doing but instead you're blaming everybody but yourself. I miss spending time with you. I miss renting movies and ordering pizza and laughing until the early hours of the morning with you. I hope you find whatever it is you need to make you happy again. I'm still here whenever you need me.
Dear _____,
When I need somebody to make me laugh, you're always there. I don't know how different we could yet somehow, it works with us. I love our adventures; of climbing on the rocks in the rain, of blowing up balloons and writing messages on them to spread them over town, of holding hands and singing "I Love Big Butts" on the side of the street and laughing until we cry and just not caring at all. Life without you would be too boring.
"Sometimes, I look outside, and I think that a lot of other people have seen this snow before. Just like I think that a lot of other people have read those books before. And listened to those songs. I wonder how they feel tonight." - Perks Of Being a Wallflower.
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Post: #288096 , Mon 5 Oct 09, 3:12PM |
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:: Yesung
:: QA4 A spot of tea please, Alfred! | |
Dear _____,
I wish you would understand that I do love you with all my heart. I hate when you think I don't. I don't want to ruin our friendship by asking you out, I've told you this. I really do love you, and I fully intend on marrying you when were older. But I'll understand if you can't wait for then. I just want you to be happy.
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Post: #288099 , Mon 5 Oct 09, 3:45PM |
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Dear____,
I can't believe this. This just proves who means more to you. After everything that happened, I can't believe you're doing this. I feel abandoned, numb, jealous, EVERYTHING. I can't believe you're just....leaving.....
What happens to me? Oh nothing right? I'm living on my own now. Because living with ____ is like living by myself. He doesn't know how to do anything. I'm never going to have anything done, I won't have your help, I won't have his help. What am I to do?
This is ridiculous. I don't know what to say. I'm done. I hope your happy.
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Post: #289416 , Fri 9 Oct 09, 1:12AM |
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Dear _____,
You think you have me all figured out, don't you. The way you word things like Im just going to fall on my knees for you. Fuck you, and whatever it is you think your doing. Give up.
"You don't have a soul, you are a soul. You have a body."
- C.S. Lewis
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Post: #289455 , Fri 9 Oct 09, 3:10AM |
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