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Blog Entry: Summer's over and here I am.

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Summer's over and here I am. It is hard to believe that two years ago this is when I first came out to my parents. So many things have changed since then, my father found out, I have told all of my friends. I began and finished my first semester of college, I found where I really belong and I found the girl of my dreams. Things are amazing with her and I don't know where things are going to go but I am willing to go anywhere as long as she is next to me.

All through those years QA has been part of my life. Especially this summer when I bonded with a group of people on here. For once I felt included in the gay community. It helped me become confident in myself and realize that the msot important thing for me to have was for me to be happy. I had to put myself in first for once. And i really took that to heart. In school I a taking the classes that I want to take and I am pursuing the clubs and activities that make me the most happy.

It is weird to look back on this site now and there are so many new people. People who I have never talked to before. I have lost the connection that for so long I fought for. But I guess that is normal with what happens with some friendship. I think that this is the purpose of the site. For us to get through the hard stuff and continue on with the rest of our life.

So i guess this is my leaving of this site. I don't know if people will miss me or my input but thank you so much for helping me through all the hard times in my life. I will still be around every once in a while. Bye ya'll.
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posted by fieldhocke09 on Friday 15 January 2010 at 12:06AM

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:: js99yankee
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It's blogs like this that really hit my heart the hardest. Cause I feel like this too, as I told you. Real life and internet life colliding and losing what you had here. I wish you so much luck with Ash. You're great girl and friend <3 Thanks so much.
  Post: #324159 Link to this post, Fri 15 Jan 10, 1:00AM
:: fieldhocke09
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THank you Joe. You are a great person and a great friend. You will go far just keep on going.
Do you ever think when we are all alone, all that we can be, where things can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush?
  Post: #324167 Link to this post, Fri 15 Jan 10, 1:20AM
:: miranduhsmiles
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I hate to see you go, but I understand fully.

You've been a big part of my QA experience, especially during the summer. Thanks for putting up for my shit, and all the good times/conversations we had. I've got to apologize again for treating you so poorly, you didn't deserve it, but it's all said and done now.

Good luck with college, your girl, and everything else in your life, I hope to hear from you in the distant future.

With best respect,
Miranda.
  Post: #324169 Link to this post, Fri 15 Jan 10, 1:29AM
:: emmett_xx
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Jamie is finally happy in life and stress free., indefinitely [Avatar]
Goodluck with the future and everything you decide to do away from QA.

You will be missed by alot of people.
Emoticon: Smile :)

JJ xx
You will only expect a few words - what will those be? When the heart is full it may run over, but the real fullness stays within... Words can never tell you, however, - form them, transform them anyway, - how perfectly dear you are to me - perfectly dear to my heart and soul.
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:: xdancergrlx
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good luck with everything Emoticon: Smile :)

we'll miss ya here
"I loved her against reason. Against promise.
Against peace. Against hope, against happiness.
Against all discouragement that could be."
Great Expectations
  Post: #324209 Link to this post, Fri 15 Jan 10, 2:44AM
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