Blog Entry: I'm probably just being stupid, as always

I'm probably just being stupid, as always Its a bit obvious that I have a low self esteem. I've been really doubting myself lately. A lot. It's been getting worse. Everything is crazy. My mother has been really hurtful and people havent been helping much. I'm nervous about school and everything. Oh and also, my bestfriend is still in love with my girlfriend. Plus the problem that I have to go to a new school, find new friends, stop cutting and other dangerous things... On top of that I'm constantly worried that my SO is going to kill herself.

Okay, so it was my birthday. No one but Sam showed up. Well, I had a bad feeling the entire time. (the last time we just hung out between us she kissed me. Impulsively I guess) anyway I was scared. Later had a reason too. I guess. Maybe I shouldn't say why. Whatever.

Constantly worrying. No sleep. Barely any food. Oh and the other day I left home for a few hours. My mother called e useless


Sorry for my venting I'm just being stupid I guess.

Thanks for listening.
-destiny