Blog Entry: The sad thing called Simon

The sad thing called Simon I have been feeling like total s**t. Its hard to sleep. I feel fat where ever i go. I feel sick all the time. People have been talking shit about me behind my back... and in front of me. My mom is on still out of work so, we are broke. Know one has been caring about what i think for the past 13 years. I have been ignored. Know one loves me. I have been single for 2 years. I will never find someone to love me. I have no future. so whats the point. I'm not going to kill myself or hurt myself. Im too much of a p***y to do anything. My best friend is pissed at me because, of his break up which is all my fault. the people who i care about but they also don't know how much i am breaking are in highschool while i am stuck in a k-8 school were again i am looked down upon and know one likes me. and even on Tumblr were i spend more than 8 hours a day on i have 10 followers. I just want to man up and tell my mom i am gay. but no i am too pussy enough to do that either. Music is my passion i want to be a singer but, i'm terrible at that. I am the person who always wants to help and i do. but when i need help i am waiting in a just sitting their living day-by-day hoping things will get better. I just want to go in a corner and stay there the rest of my life. My life is boring and miserable.



The only reason i am writing this is because, if someone magically reads this i want them to know they are better than this. They aren't the biggest loser in the world... I am