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Giving Up I thought things were getting better.. But theyre only getting worse. My self esteem is non existent. When I go out, i cover myself in baggy jeans and shirts. I compare myself to other people too much and its starting to back fire big time.

I give up on trying to be happy. It seems impossible at this point. I give up on wishing i were at least pretty. But im not even that.
As for my eating habits. Theyve also gone way down. i just want to feel beautiful. I guess thats too much to ask for. :/
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posted by CrowsButterfly on Tuesday 26 June 2012 at 4:19AM

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You are beautiful.
"You don't have a soul, you are a soul. You have a body."

- C.S. Lewis
  Post: #660376 Link to this post, Tue 26 Jun 12, 5:53AM
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Yes, you are beautiful. Don't give up just yet.. You never know what can happen in a day. And if you need to talk, just PM me or something Emoticon: Smile :)
"You're like the Narnia lion of pickle land." ~ Saied <3
  Post: #660377 Link to this post, Tue 26 Jun 12, 5:58AM
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Beauty is more telling yourself that you're beautiful than it is anything else. If you believe it, others will too. Tell yourself that you're beautiful, do whatever it takes to convince yourself. If that means dressing up and going out with your friends, or doing something that you've never done before, do it!
I've felt this way before too, and sometimes it's hard to think that you'll ever feel okay again, but you just need to tell yourself that you are beautiful. In the morning, when you wake up, tell yourself you are. When you're going to bed. Anytime you feel jealous of yourself. It helps, I promise.
Also, covering yourself up won't make you feel better, it's never helped me. If you got it, flaunt it! And trust me, there is not a single person out there who don't got it.
I Love You... All of You
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That was a lot longer than I intended..... :3
I Love You... All of You
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