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Blog Entry: I can't believe he did that!!!
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I can't believe he did that!!!
There was this boy back around Christamas that I had this crush on. He came out to me and it was obvious I was gay. We hung out a lot over X-mas break. We went shopping and he even spent New Years with my family and I at my aunts house. Where he kissed me when nobody was around.... Then he put my hand on his pants so I could feel his dick.....
The next day he came over again and we hung out in my room. I kissed him again then he pushed ME off and told me that I~ was going too fast...... WTF, please explain that to me. But then I recovered and we even talked about having a legit relationship. I was so excited, cuz he was/is really cute.
Anyways, when school started back up... He didn't say a word to me. We shared a class and he wouldn't even LOOK at me! I would stare at him hoping that he would glance at me but he didn't even move his head. He was open to anybody who would ask, but since he's a macho wrestler guy, nobody thinks he's gay, so I kind of understood that maybe he didn't want people knowing. But just hanging out with me wouldn't have outed him. He didn't even LOOK at me!!! But he didn't even message me over Facebook or talk to me in the halls. I started to stop feeling hopeful and started to feel pissed.
Who did he think he was to ignore me after we talked like that? After he kissed me, he couldn't ignore me!!!! So yeah, I hated him.
But get this, 2 months AFTER break ended, he finally decided to talk to me. He asked me to hang out. But, seeing as I was still angry I made up and excuse to say no. Then a few weeks later he asked me out in person at school. I had then decided I wanted to break his heart by leading him on and destroying him , so I said yes. But we never actually went out so that plan failed. Then since he couldn't take a freaking hint he Facebook messaged me again asking to hang out. By this time I had already un-friended him so I was like "Seriously? Wow." This time I didn't bother coming up with an excuse. I just flat-out said no then blocked him.
then about a month later I was hanging with my BFF at the mall and we were chatting and Jordan walked up. He tried to talk to me and stuff. I was polite and nice but I was giving strong body language that he needed to leave. And he did and I told my friend all about him. She hates him now too. Most of my friends do actually.
Skip forward a few months until today. I'm sitting in the library, chatting on Facebook and QA.... and he walks up to me out of nowhere. Her's how it went down.
Jordan: *walks over* Hey.
Me: *tenses up and skin flushes with anger* Hey.
J: How are you?
Me: *thinks he probably thinks I'm blushing cuz I'm happy to see him and says tightly* good. How are you?
J: I'm good.
Me: *sits there sending pissed off energy willing him to leave*
J: Well... Bye.
Me: Kay. Bye. *clipped tone that says leave or i'll hurt you*
Then he walked away.... I COULDN'T FUCKING BELIEVE HE HAD THE BALLS TO DO THAT!!!
You don;t play with someone, ignore them for 2 months, then decide you're gunna waltz back into their life. And when somebody clearly hates your guts and rejects you, you don't keep coming back and asking them out. That pisses them off even more and actually makes them contemplate murder.....
Sorry about that rant. I just had to say it. Douches like him don't deserve my time.
views: 805 responses: 15 posted by RyRyPanda on Tuesday 19 June 2012 at 9:38PM
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Thats obnoxious -_- he was the one who screwed up so he needs to get a hint.
L<3VE~
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Post: #658234  , Tue 19 Jun 12, 10:15PM |
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Im sorry but I think your taking this the wrong way. It sounds to me like he did t mean to hurt you. Did you ever think to just talk to him about it? And how can you complane about him ignoreing you, then get all pissy when he talks to you? It could be he's haveing trouble accepting he likes you, expecialy if this is first time being with a guy. From my experece, the first time I had a chance to be with someone of the same sex, I did exactly what he did. I think you need to decide what's more important to you, your pride in pushing him away, or your relationship with him. If its the first one, that's fine it's your choice, and if it's the second one, talk to him and see what's really going on
In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”
I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.
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Post: #658248 , Tue 19 Jun 12, 10:46PM |
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:: RyRyPanda
:: QA5 Having the neighbours round | |
Oh please. It was NOT his first time going out with a guy. He's dated plenty. He even told me how he likes to mess with their head.
And I have every right to be pissy when he talks to me. He
I don't even ignored me for 2 months. Two. Months. When you're that stuck up and obnoxious .... I can't even begin to describe how much I wanted to punch him in the face. If he would have talked to me even a month earlier I would have forgiven him. But when you don't even acknowledge my existance for 2 months, that is not something I forgive easily. Think of how used I feel. I have a Lot of pride in that I consider myself hard to fool. I felt used. Think about how much that hurts.
I wish him happiness in life. I just wish he would quit pestering me when he knows how I feel. He's never even once tried to apologize. So don't tell me I'm not being fair or not taking it the right way
*falls flat on my face* Hello floor! Make me a sammich!! :DDD
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Post: #658386 , Wed 20 Jun 12, 4:45AM |
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:: Tiara
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You're too good for him anyway. What a tool.
>_>
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Post: #658388 , Wed 20 Jun 12, 4:50AM |
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:: RyRyPanda
:: QA5 Having the neighbours round | |
Thank you. I think I like you ^w^
*falls flat on my face* Hello floor! Make me a sammich!! :DDD
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Post: #658390 , Wed 20 Jun 12, 4:54AM |
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Geez. Something similar has been happening with my girlfriend... This girl that she used to like and confessed to went berserk on her (because she can't handle a love-filled relationship). Basically, the girl sent my now-girlfriend into a major depression and never showed any remorse until just recently when we began dating and she began getting in the way trying to mess with it. Just today I had to tell her to back off and she told me that she was making an apology letter for my girlfriend in hopes to reconcile with us. I hope that's not a lie because I'm not really in the mood for anymore of her BS. xP
But, anyways, people like that just need to grow up, get over themselves, and let us live on with our lives. It's rude that they believe that just walking back into someone's face will make us completely forgive and forget everything from the past. >-<
"You're afraid to leave me, but just don't deceive me and please, believe me when I say, "I love you"." - El Tango De Roxanne (Moulin Rouge) :D
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Post: #658403 , Wed 20 Jun 12, 5:47AM |
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:: RyRyPanda
:: QA5 Having the neighbours round | |
Okay I REALLY like you. You seem to get were I'm coming from. A lot of people think it's no big deal....
*falls flat on my face* Hello floor! Make me a sammich!! :DDD
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Post: #658409 , Wed 20 Jun 12, 6:16AM |
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Of cooourse its a big deal! Im really into being honest in relationships and I hate when people screw around with others feelings. I had a good friend that I was interested in make out with me like three days before valentines day after I asked her to be my valentine. Then when I see her she pretty much ignores me for the next few months and wont even explain herself to me. Of course she was okay with me next year when she had pissed all of her other friends off and wanted attention again. This is a really big pet peeve of mine. You're totally within your rights to be mad at him and want him to leave you alone -_- ((I had a chance to rant now that Im not on my phone))
L<3VE~
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Post: #658439 , Wed 20 Jun 12, 7:20AM |
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oh god that would piss me off.. Especially him telling you that he messes with guys heads? I mean really? kinda similar to my situation I suppose.. You don't need him, and the fact that he can't get the hint and does keep coming back is appalling.. you deserve better than that
"You're like the Narnia lion of pickle land." ~ Saied <3
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Post: #658445 , Wed 20 Jun 12, 7:32AM |
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...no one is allowed to mess with my twin...they must all love and adore him and shower him with affection! > I shall...encourage better behavior -evil laugh-
L<3VE~
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Post: #658455 , Wed 20 Jun 12, 7:38AM |
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Jeez what a dick. Forget about him, he's not worth it.
Two months!? Seriously!? If that happened to me it would most likely be face-slapping rather than 'clipped tones' lol  You handled it better than I 
Believe in the you that believes in you.
No, I don't know what that means.
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Post: #658486 , Wed 20 Jun 12, 10:29AM |
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How would you know he hasn't tried to apologize if you won't let him speak to you?
In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”
I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.
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Post: #658505 , Wed 20 Jun 12, 2:05PM |
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:: RyRyPanda
:: QA5 Having the neighbours round | |
because if he was trying 2 apologise he would have said " I'm sorry" instead of asking me out. call me weird, but i like actual apologies rather than requests to "hang out" i'm not dumb. he just wants in to my pants.
*falls flat on my face* Hello floor! Make me a sammich!! :DDD
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Post: #658818 , Thu 21 Jun 12, 3:25AM |
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Maybe he asked you to hang out so he could make the apology more personal, and if he just wanted to get in your pants he would have been more persistent. But whatever, it's not like you're gnna listen to me
In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”
I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.
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Post: #658910 , Thu 21 Jun 12, 3:49PM |
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:: RyRyPanda
:: QA5 Having the neighbours round | |
lol nope. I;m stubborn and i freely admit that. But I also know this boy,a nd trust me. he doesn't want to apologize. :3
*falls flat on my face* Hello floor! Make me a sammich!! :DDD
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Post: #658911 , Thu 21 Jun 12, 3:51PM |
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