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Blog Entry: this is prob goodbye for now

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this is prob goodbye for now i kno im not perfect, i cant be strong all the time. i have way to many scars on my body,im insecure. i just wish i could die because i cant handle things anymore. Im not the prettiest,smartest,or anything. im just normal. i dont go on a billion dates, actually i have only been one 2 real dates. i have way to many secrets. I think im fat and not good enought. Im anorexic......
this bein said i might not be on here for awhile. im thinkin bout checking myself into a treatment center. my depression is out of control, and so is my eating disorder. I dont know if im gonna do it yet cuz then i kno i will lose everything. ill lose cheer, showchoir,friends,and family. but i will also gain my life back. Im scared as hell but I think its wat i need to do. I dont know what im gonna do yet but if i dont come on for awhile that might be why...that being said I love every single one of u and i am so greatful for all the friends i have made on this site.
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posted by graciella on Thursday 14 June 2012 at 9:18PM

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*sits on you* You will never lose me. I hope if you get help it helps and then you can be epic and come back on Qa with us. I will keep your spot warm for you. I will miss you sunshine.
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thanks guys<3
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Do what you need to do for you.
We'll miss you darlin'.

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His shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
His wings are clipped and his feet are tied
So he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
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And his tune is heard on a distant hill
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Emoticon: Sad :( Sorry to hear you feel so bad. I really hope you do what you need to to get back on your feet. Emoticon: Smile :)
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And from experience, I can say that treatment is probably the best option. People are a lot more understanding than you'd think - you might temporarily be unable to do what you're used to, but you'll get back to it Emoticon: Smile :) Do what you need to do to become you Emoticon: Smile :) Because you're perfect the way you are Emoticon: Smile :)
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