Blog Entry: Scared of My Sexuality?

Scared of My Sexuality? I have suddenly started to be scared of my sexuality.
I asked my grandma how she felt about the LGBTQ community.. And she believes we are a sin. I told her off.. Which was really hard to do without coming out to her by using the wrong perspective.
Now I am scared to come out to anyone. 3 Days ago my best friend had to talk me out of coming out to my family because i was going to do it for entirely the wrong reason. It was mainly me speaking out of anger, confusion, frustration, and more than anything, hurt.
My mind has now decided to do a little "switcharoo" on me and instead of being proud, Im scared. Im scared my bisexuality will cause me to lose my family and friends. I wish it was one of those things I could run away from. But I cant.