Blog Entry: Perfectly Painfully Wrong

Perfectly Painfully Wrong May 5th 2010


I'm sorry I'm not perfect
Lateley, always in the wrong
What am I doing?
Nothing right it seems

Sinking deeper into my self

I don't know what to do
Or how to make it right
All I know
Is I'll be crying my self to sleep tonight
Sobbing from the pain

In my heart that sinks like stone

Making mistakes hurts
In more than just one way

I try not to weep
To appear in control, calm and mature
But still, I am not perfect

When I turn the corner, I break down
I cry in my silent torment

Pained
Fearful
Faulty
Confused

Sinking further into the inky black

Where is the hand
Whom leads me back to the light?
In my imperfection
I may have made another mistake
To believe I would be saved again
And my heart wouldnt break





Authors note: this poem won a contest i entered on VampireFreaks