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Empty So, I've been weird this whole weekend. I've been rude and bitchy and angry and hyper and now suddenly I just feel... empty. Like someone tore a hole in my chest. And I'm trying to throw myself wholeheartedly into conversations and roleplaying but it's doing nothing to help. I just... Don;t know what to do. I promised myself I wouldn't cut again but god I really need to. Ugh. And here I thought I had my shit under control. I guess not.
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posted by sarahbeth93 on Monday 28 May 2012 at 3:21AM

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You could always take a nap or just listen to music and take a break from everything. Sometimes it helps to just have time to think by yourself.
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When I get this feeling I...

Go into the darkest room in the house, then sit on the floor, i then pretend to talk to anybody I want to(e.g. Family member, crush, teacher, celebrity...) then break down and cry, then I lay down on my back and stare at the roof and try and feel numb. It's especially good when it's tiles that I'm laying on. I know it sounds crazy but when you feel every emotion drain from you into the floor and just have every thought disappear, it's one of the greatest feelings.

I can't say that this will work for you but you should try everything until you find something that does work.
just give me a reason/just a little bit's enough/just a second, we're not broken/just bent we can learn to love again/oh, it's in the stars/it's been written in the scars on our hearts/we're not broken/just bent we can learn to love again.
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Omg, Beth!!! D: I'm so sorry I didn't even ask anything about you and I just totally blabbed the whole time we were talking!!! D: Don't cut, dear! PM me, okay? We'll have some YOU time and I'll help you get to the bottom of these bad feelings, okay?
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  Post: #652211 Link to this post, Mon 28 May 12, 5:32AM
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I'm alright now, Hannah(: Talked with one of my friends who always makes me feel better and then just went to bed. Hahaha
~love everyone~
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