Blog Entry: Finally Over Her

Finally Over Her Well after a little over a year, I’m finally, officially over my painful straight crush.

She was a girl who seemed to drive me crazy in every way. We became great friends, and at one point I was almost positive that she was gay or bi. I guess my gaydar just needed some tuning. After all, everything was still pretty new to me. She had even told me she liked me at one point, which strung me along all this time. She turned out only to be “curious” and many of you know where that road leads… But sadly, I still wasn’t ready to give up.

Then when she gets a boyfriend, I only treated it as a minor setback. I wasn’t as heartbroken as I had expected. We still spent time together, and she was still “curious”. But now that she’s been with her boyfriend for a good amount of time, I’ve decided that I really have to move on, and just let it go because I deserve better.

So now I honestly feel like I’m over her. We’ll still stay friends I suppose, but I don’t have the same feelings for her that I had for so long. And… I guess I feel free now.
Just had to share.