Blog Entry: Im tired of my life

Im tired of my life Today my mom told me that she hates the person I have become and that im nothing to her. How do you tell your child that you hate them? My so called friends made fun of me today saying that I if i sit on one of them they will die. I know i have a problem with my weight but they are not making me feel better about myself. I feel like an ugly person on the inside and ouside because of what people tell me. I have no self worth at all. Im depressed all the time and i just hate myself. I feel like if people dont like me than i am a horrible and ugly person. I know that most of you are saying that this isnt a big deal but i am a very sensitive person. Sometimes i wonder if life is really worth the selfloathing, pity, abuse, and hate that i feel toward myself and what other people feel about me. Sorry for the rant.