Blog Entry: Ever feel like People only notice you negatively?

Ever feel like People only notice you negatively? I feel like when ever someone notices me its not to compliment me or to be nice in general. Its always to say something ignorant or negative. I normally don't let things get to me, but to keep it real yeah its getting to me and kind of hurtin me little by little its building up. I feel like I'm in this alone sometimes. I try to stay strong because I don't want my enemies to see me vulnerable. People and society in general are known to kick you down when you at your low points. What I want to know though is why is it that it seems so hard for someone to just be polite, give congrats or when credit is due?

People don't relize that just being polite or giving nice gesters can really make someones day. I wonder is it enviroment reasons why people only react negatively. For Example guys get mad at other dudes when they give them a compliment while on the other hand its okay for a women to give another women a compliment without issues for the most part. That now brings me to the question is it more of a mantaliaty thing. Anyway Im going to cut this one short I thought anyones reading this anyway but yeah thats how I feel. I feel like I only exists when someone needs a laugh or feel like talking about someone negatively or to use derogatory language against me. Peace and love as always