Blog Entry: A name, a girl, I told my father I'm a lesbian

A name, a girl, I told my father I'm a lesbian I got a name. It's Nina. Only my girlfriend uses it, but I love it!

We've been together for five weeks now. She's wonderful.
We met in this LGBTQ cultural club. At first I thought she could never be attracted by me, since she's a transgirl.
I thought she'd be attracted by straight / gay guys only.
And I told her straight that I felt like a lesbian trapped inside a man's body.
She wasn't puzzled by this. She was cool, and she asked me out.

Now, after five weeks I can say that I'm happily in love.
And it's a state I'd love to live forever in. And I'll work to live forever in it.


I told my father I'm a lesbian. I explained to him the way I like to make love.
He understood, but I think he's still a bit uncertain about how it is possible that a thing such a "male lesbian" exist.
And I gave him some hints about what's going on in my mind, the idea of changing my birth sex.
But I haven't told him straight yet, because I'm not sure myself, and I don't want him to worry.

I decided to take one year to think about this. If in one year I'll still be sure that I want this, I'll take the step.
I can't have sex like a man anymore anyway.

Where will I be in one year? What will I think?

I just hope I'll be next to you, my lovely Mara.