Blog Entry: I love life.

I love life. MY. DAY. WAS. FABULOUS.
I can't even describe how amazing it was. I don't even know why.
It started off really slow and I wasn't in a very good mood.
School was bleh, but I got home, ate some gross potato salad.
Then during the afternoon the sun came out and the snow from last night melted and my mood changed.
I felt happy for the first time in a while.
I discovered I like coffee.
NOMONOMMONOMNONMNOM.
I drank almost 4 cups.
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My tummy hurts a little but it was worth it.
I'm not really sure where I stand right now with who I am though.
I painted my nailed. BRIGHT ORANGE.
and it made me feel good?
Like maybe I'm just one of those people without a gender.
Some days I feel good being feminine and other days I can't stand it.
So maybe that's who I am.
I never really wanted to transition anyway.
Like I'm happy with my parts.
Besides my boobs.
I would really rather a flat chest, but on days I want to be feminine, like today, I like wearing shirts to show them off, because they are actually quite nice.
I like finding myself.
Discovering new things.
I'm starting to like who I am and it's so nice.

Today was just...great.
Not to mention I finally messaged the girl I've been fighting with since last weekend and I didn't expect her to reply, but she did and it made me happy, because I was lonely and depressed without her.
Anyway, I'd like to thank you guys, all of QA for helping me.
Soooooooooo much.
I love it here.
This is my safe place and I couldn't imaging my life without it.