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< decisions. and what am i gonna beprocrastination at its best > 
as if my life needed to get worse im tired of bein the girl that gets her heart broken because some stupid lil girl wants to experiment.
so today me and my gf broke up cuz she doesnt think she likes girls in that way.
also me and my mom got into another fight where she accused me of being depressed all the time. well you know if i didnt live in a homophobic house where i get blamed for everything maybe i wouldnt be depressed. shes right tho ive been super depressed lately.
there is just to much going on. i get harrassed at school, adn then i come home and everything is my fault. also my lil sister constanly puts me down. as if i dont have low self esteem already.
im prob gonna have to go to counciling again and prob will be put on anti depressants. wat a joy.
i really just wish i could die already.
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posted by graciella on Tuesday 24 April 2012 at 11:34PM

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Aww, it feels like the same in my life.
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Don't let them see the tears hold your head up otherwise they will think they won trust me I have been their I might be in the closet but their have been a few times were I was going to kill myself and life just sucked a whole lot and smiling looked next to impossible, sometimes you have to be your very own best friend.
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and now to make things worse my mom basically said that im gonna end up alone with noone because i put up this tough girl act. well im sorry i cant handle getting hurt, and i learned a long time ago to just keep my emotions to myself
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