Blog Entry: Coming Out

Coming Out My first blog entry ever..

I'm bisexual and i realized this about two years ago. At first, I was scared of it and wanted absolutely nothing to do with it. I was scared of the change.
My whole family is christian and it hurts to know that, even two years later, i STILL haven't come out to them.
Im scared of them disowning me or even just being disappointed in me.
Most of my friends know that i am bisexual though. So I feel like i at least have someone to talk to about it. 90% of my friends are actually either gay, lesbian or bisexual. So we all can easily talk about it.
But theres still always been that thought in the back of my mind.. The "what if i did tell my family?"
Im scared to though. I know they love me. But would they love me less because they know im not straight? I am the only one in my family that isn't straight. It makes me feel like a loner sometimes. After two years of knowing this about myself i have accepted it. And i am proud of it. But sometimes i wish my parents could figure it out on their own so, the day i do finally work up the courage to tell them, won't have to happen. If either one of my parents asked me about it. I would look them straight in the eye and tell them the truth. But its the thought of having to sit them down and tell them that really scares me.