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Death is a mystery to me... I have been so depressed lately. Today I actually thought about trying to fly, and then failing. I want to die. It's such amystery to me though. I can't kill myself, but I want to so bad. I feel so horrible about myself. I promised I wouldn't cut again...I did. Idon't want to do the deed myself though.I just want to be completely gone. Out of this world, I mean... Who would miss me?

I need some serious help. Last night,I was in a basement, there was alcohol and poisens down there. All I wanted was to drink it, and see if I died.

Help?

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posted by Owlgirl on Tuesday 24 April 2012 at 12:14AM

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My biggest suggestion is to get help. Reach out to your caregivers and let them know what's going on if you don't know how to get in contact with a professional.

It may seem scary but your loved ones want you to be happy and healthy. Loved ones are a major support system when it comes to combating depression.

The fact that you feel suicidal is a major sign that you need to talk to a professional. Your loved ones can only do so much. A professional can provide you with the best option to combat the depression that is consuming you. Your life is valuable, though it may be very hard to see right now.

At the bottom of the page there is a number for The Trevor Project and if you're in a situation where you feel like doing something bad I strongly advise you to call that number or go to the emergency room.

I don't know you but I'd be deeply saddened if something happened to you. I can only imagine how your loved ones would feel. Life is precious and though hard times come and go there are amazing things to be experienced along the way as well.

Please get help and let someone know what's going on. There are options to combat depression if you let someone in.

Be safe and best wishes.

"So paint it black and take it back. Let's shout out loud and clear." -"Welcome To The Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance

“Taking the first step with the good thought, the second with the good word, and the third with the good deed, I enter Paradise.”-Persian Proverb

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