Blog Entry: To be a man is such a stupid thing - GUYDYKE

To be a man is such a stupid thing - GUYDYKE THIS IS GONNA SOUND NONSENSE

A lesbian/bisexual woman trapped inside a man's body. That's how I feel.

That's what I always used to say to my friends.

Now I see clearly how this gender role talk is really just bullshit. Girls, boys what's the difference? Why do we have to choose?

Fact is, I like my body. I don't hate my cock.
But I'd rather have a pussy to be honest.

I like to dress as a man (cause I'm lazy), but I often wish I was a woman, cause women clothes are way better. And I find that girls who dress as boys are smoking hot

I like to be a man, because otherwise I'd suspect that every little compliment would be just because someone wants to fuck me.
But I'd rather be a woman, being desired by men I would reject, bearing children.

I don't want to submit a woman, or being submitted to a woman. I want to be on her very same level.
I want to be a proud lesbian who's not afraid of men.

I don't like macho boys, I like androgynous boys.
I like being with women, not with men.

Ah! Why can't I have a woman's body?
I'm kinda freakin'out. This is absolutely illogical. How can I desire such a thing?

Or maybe, living in a gender-based society, this gender role logic just doesn't apply to me.

Could someone help me understand?

EDIT. Surfin' the net I found out I'm not the only one. There's even a label "guydyke" (sounds horrible). My life is getting weirder everyday.