Blog Entry: Fashion, Food, and Love - 3/18/12

Fashion, Food, and Love - 3/18/12 Well this is my first blog post, so I'll "attempt" *cough* *cough* "attempt" to keep it to a minimum on the insignificant details. You might want to skip past the first two paragraphs (fluff :3). Let it begin!

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I suppose I'll start with food. Because of yesterdays "Last two days of spring break celebratory feast", I decided to go on a vegan diet for today. I know that I really shouldn't worry too much, but at the end of the day I felt healthier and more awake (I know, I sound like I'm from an infomercial). So a bunch of fruit, cereal, and toast for me :3 (I'm bad at eating vegan).

Fashion, one of my favorite topics. I decided to bring this up because I actually got complemented on my outfit today! I wore some pale lavender shorts with a red check button up shirt. It was nice and preppy for my last day of freedom. Also, super excited to try out my new jacket at school tomorrow!

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Anyway, this is where the interesting stuff begins. Last summer, after falling madly in love with a straight guy (Fail on my part. Don't really want to go into the messy details), I promised myself that I would never let a straight guy get to me in the same way. Well I soon failed at that and fell in love with one of the straightest jocks (who happens to be my neighbor ) in my grade. He was the first person I came out to, and I trusted him more than anyone I knew. Eventually, I built up the courage to tell him that I was crushing on him, and that I knew nothing could happen, and that I just felt bad about it. He said he understood and we went on being friends. Well, just when I thought the feelings were gone, they keep flooding back in. I want to forget him so badly, but I never can. Seeing him on Facebook with all sorts of girls, seeing him flirt with every girl he sees, and the such is just so painful. I know that it's stupid, and I don't need any help realizing that, I just am ashamed that I've let him get to me like this. Maybe, one day, I'll look back on all of this silliness and laugh. I think I'll laugh a lot.

Thanks for reading! (Those of you who do )
Harrison