Blog Entry: Guilty About my First Girl Crush

Guilty About my First Girl Crush So I'm going through a breakup with my boyfriend of a year and a half because I need to figure out some stuff in college and I need the freedom to do that. I'm bi but have never had a serious relationship with a girl or even a crush but I'm extremely sexually attracted to women. I'm 100% resolved on dating a girl now that I'm single instead of another guy and since Ive had that mindset I've realized that there's a girl at my school who I've thought was adorable for the last couple years who I met in GSA but haven't really ran into since. So recently I switched my schedule arounded and I ended up in the same class as her. I've never crushed on a girl before but I can't seem to string together coherent sentences when she talks to me and every time I look at her I think about kissing her. so I think I'm crushing but there's two problems. I have no idea if she's bi or gay (her "interested in" on Facebook says nothing-it's totally blank) but I know she's dated guys before but she's in GSA and has a lot of gay and bi friends. it's driving me crazy and I don't know how to find out but then there's the other problem. I have no idea why but I feel really ashamed and uncomfortable about liking a girl or at least admitting it. everyone in my life is super tolerant and ive been out for years so I have no idea why I'd feel guilty about it. Is that normal?