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< Previous | Pages: 1 2 | Next > Operation Letter is a goby tonks314 (all) Thu 8 Mar 12, 8:19PM 3 responsesSo tonight is the night. I'm giving my parents the letter I wrote them telling them that I'm gay. Just a little over four hours until we go out to dinner, aka when I leave the letter for them to find. Then two hours at the restaurant until I can go to my brother's apartment for the night. So in abou...
Is it even worth it?by tonks314 (all) Sun 4 Mar 12, 12:48AM 0 responsesSome days I wonder if everything is worth it. Those days when you wake up and don't want to get out of bed because you just hurt all over. Nothing you ever seem to do is right. Those days when you walk down the street and wonder what would happen if you just stepped out into traffic? Would anyone ac...
Untitled Poemby tonks314 (all) Mon 16 Jan 12, 3:36AM 0 responsesYour smile is the brightest thing the room
It is the only thing I see
It leads me out of the darkness seeping into my life
I hope one day that smile is meant for me
I see you around campus all the time
I want to talk to you
But I lose all train of thought
It’s like I forgot all of the words...
Something is up with me that I can't controlby tonks314 (all) Mon 9 Jan 12, 7:31AM 0 responsesMy weekend started at 4:30 on Thursday afternoon, it was great until tonight.
Thursday: Went to the basketball game incredibly drunk.
Friday: Got drunker with friends.
Saturday: Got drunk enough to dance for four hours, and I NEVER dance. I even got to dance with the foxy girl that I’ve wan...
2011 -> 2012 hopefully a better yearby tonks314 (all) Sun 1 Jan 12, 4:59AM 0 responsesSurprisingly a lot of things happened to me this year. Graduating high school, starting college, getting and losing girlfriends, meeting a group of the best 4 people in the world that have become my family, started smoking, cut my hair, dyed my hair, found my love of shooting zombies, and got a ridi...
Retreatingby tonks314 (all) Thu 17 Nov 11, 8:27PM 0 responsesBack to my old ways
Not caring who I hurt
Wanting something more out of life
Instead of just the dirt
Things should be different
I was a brand new me
But my head fucked things up
Causing my logical thinking to flee
I'm retreating back into my shell
Staying far away from the light
And t...
Some people are just UGH!by tonks314 (all) Wed 12 Oct 11, 3:24PM 0 responsesSo last Wednesday I met this girl. Her name is Chelsea. The first thing she ever said to me was "Vagina!" because I was wearing my "I enjoy vagina" t-shirt. about ten minutes later, I was going down the stairs and she was coming up, so she smiled at me and said "Vagina Lady!" I smiled and said "Uh-h...
Amazing shirt = coming out???by tonks314 (all) Wed 28 Sep 11, 11:32PM 2 responsesToday I was at the mall with some friends. We went into Spencers (if you don't know what that is, Spencer's is a semi-sex, semi-party store. IT IS AWESOME!). I saw a shirt that I had to have. It is bright red and says "I enjoy vagina." My friend Drew was like, "SARA!!! OH MY GOD! GET IT!!!!" So I di...
I hate public speaking.by tonks314 (all) Mon 29 Aug 11, 4:52PM 2 responsesI have public speaking at 8 am every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Today we had to give 5-7 minute long "Icebreaker" speeches. Thanks to alphabetical order, I had to go first. For a few days before I had no clue if I actually wanted to write about being gay and how being in the closet sucks. Last n...
Freedom...somewhatby tonks314 (all) Tue 16 Aug 11, 5:07PM 4 responsesHey guys. I finally moved out of my parents' house! Woo! But now I'm living in a dorm made for 2, with 2 other girls. One roommate is the one I requested to live with, she's awesome. The other one I thought was homophobic, but she's friends will an openly gay guy, so I guess she's not? I'm still con...
Oh, Collegeby tonks314 (all) Tue 26 Jul 11, 9:14PM 4 responsesOn Friday I got my room assignment for the fall, which was screwed up. They gave me the wrong roommate. The girl I'm supposed to room with already knows about me and is totally cool with it. I was already Facebook friends with the girl they paired me with. She seemed nice until I saw one of her more...
Ugh, parentsby tonks314 (all) Sat 16 Jul 11, 2:21AM 3 responsesSo tonight I went out to dinner with my parents, brother, brother's girlfriend (the one I have a crush on), and sister-in-law. They started talking about that show "My Big Fat Gypsy Wedding" and started joking about my wedding. I'm 18, I don't plan on getting married anytime soon. Of course, they ke...
Today :)by tonks314 (all) Sun 10 Jul 11, 2:43AM 2 responsesI was talking to my college roommate and she said she's okay with lesbians. I danced around the topic for a while before telling her that I'm not 100% straight. She's totally cool with it :). YAY!!! This will make freshman year a bit better....
Yet Another Poemby tonks314 (all) Sat 9 Jul 11, 3:16AM 4 responsesThis one is called: I'm sorry. I wrote it to my parents, but not sure if I'll ever let them read it. IF you've read one of my previous blog post, you know they aren't the most accepting people.
Here's the poem:
A secret I haven’t told
A lot to deal with for an 18 year old
Too scared to tell ...
Why am I such a coward?by tonks314 (all) Fri 8 Jul 11, 10:57PM 8 responsesWhen I went downstairs to get dinner, I stopped to pet my dog, who happened to be sitting in the same recliner as my mom. As I was petting him, my mom asked "Why do you have a 'boobies' bracelet?" For a brief millisecond, I was very tempted to say "Well mom, I like girls." But what came out of my mo...
A real blog entry, instead of another poemby tonks314 (all) Thu 7 Jul 11, 12:15PM 0 responsesSo everything was going good yesterday. I told my best friend that I was definitely bi and leaning more toward lesbian. She was totally cool with it. Yay! :)
But then I went out to dinner with my parents and sister-in-law, Joanna. She said her friend's aunt (who I've never met before) wanted to i...
Changeby tonks314 (all) Mon 4 Jul 11, 9:46PM 0 responsesSurprise, surprise, yet another poem, this one is called: Change
It's inevitable yet surprising
How people are different from day to day
Week to week
Month to month
Change is an enemy
Ripping apart the strands
Of friends and minds
People who were once there all the time
Fade to nothingne...
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