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Life, therapy, tech xDby sourkangaroo (all) Fri 26 Oct 12, 11:39PM 2 responsesThis will probably be a bit rant-y. I had therapy for the first time today. It was..... interesting. Tex\ch. For a show. It's just great =) I'd never even used a drill before xD The people are amazing, they're like my role models xD And there's this girl. I think she's straight, but I can't te...

Today was amazing =Dby sourkangaroo (all) Tue 24 Jul 12, 7:48PM 0 responsesToday was just epic. Yesterday I was like, thinking about death, and feeling detached, and just weird, and today, everything was just great. I swore on the Styx that tomorrow I will talk to the girl at camp I like. The songs at camp are going great, the choreography is almost learned. I like one of ...

Rantby sourkangaroo (all) Sat 2 Jun 12, 2:13AM 2 responsesHey guys, sorry to bother you. Warning: this may be rantish. I have no idea what my gender is. I'm driving myself insane. I feel completely male sometimes, and completely female others, and sometimes genderqueer. At this point I just don't know. Sometimes I wonder if it's all just a phase, or if ...

Possible letter to mumby sourkangaroo (all) Sun 13 May 12, 4:01AM 3 responsesThis is a draft of an email I may possibly send to my mother =) Mum, I think I may be genderqueer, as in sort of shifting between male and female at times. I am not sure. This has been on my mind for.... a little under a year now, I think, and I figured, eventually I'd tell you. Could you do me ...

She found outby sourkangaroo (all) Sat 12 May 12, 6:27PM 1 responsesWell, my mum found out I cut. ...

My amazing magnificent friend, Gingerby sourkangaroo (all) Thu 3 May 12, 11:32PM 0 responsesI just thought this needed a blog post XD My friend Ginger, who has put up with me through god knows how much stuff, when she could have left, just single handedly got me not to make cutting a habit. She sent a care package to my door and told me she loved me, and just generally... it was the sweet...

This is rare XDby sourkangaroo (all) Wed 4 Apr 12, 3:05AM 0 responsesI feel so amazing. I'm finally coming to terms with my weight. It feels amazing not to be ashamed =D...

Dysphoria/... church?by sourkangaroo (all) Sun 18 Mar 12, 12:46AM 0 responsesI went to Becca (my girlfriend)'s church today. For 7 and a half hours XD And I'm athiest. It was kinda boss, cause I got to see her, and a group from the Mormon college in VA, The Fading Point, came and sang. One of the guys in the group was like a bass cubed. His voice was SOOOO low. I got so jeal...

I hope this doesn't end badly....by sourkangaroo (all) Sun 4 Mar 12, 7:13PM 3 responses My girlfriend (becca) just told her mom she likes girls and that we're going out. Her mum took her phone, said she would not permit any "gay behaviours", but that she was ok with it. Becca hasn't been on facebook, I hope everything's ok. We thought it'd be worse than this, we got lucky XD. Just ...

First kiss/dykeby sourkangaroo (all) Sat 18 Feb 12, 4:10PM 2 responsesEllo! This is a pretty much pointless blog..... but just wanted to say a few things XD One: I kissed my gf on the cheek! I finally got up the courage! She kissed me back the next day =) Two: After being out for a little under a year, I FINALLY go called a dyke. I was wondering when people woul...

Why? I don't understand!by sourkangaroo (all) Wed 15 Feb 12, 12:01AM 2 responsesI have an amazing wonderful smart talented beautiful strong girlfriend. I love her to death. This isnt a direct problem it's a 'what if' problem. Her mother is REALLYREALLYREALLY homophobic.... as in she thinks all gays are evil and almost threw out their kite cause it was rainbow. If my girlfirend'...

Well, this is it =Dby sourkangaroo (all) Sat 31 Dec 11, 4:32AM 0 responsesI can't believe it's almost 2012! 2011 was such a year.... I hardly believe all of that could've happened in one year. I'm gonna write a few notes/letters to people who have been important this year, maybe write some resolutions. This could be long, but may not XD Dear Jesenia, You know? I don't...

Kiss herby sourkangaroo (all) Mon 26 Dec 11, 12:40AM 6 responsesWe've talked about it. We both want to. But we haven't been alone, and we're both nervous. All I want to do is kiss her. ...

On mental cheating.....by sourkangaroo (all) Sun 4 Dec 11, 4:31AM 1 responsesOk, so, as said in my last blog, I have a girlfriend. She is amazing, she is wonderful.I really do like her. But there's this other girl. She's three or 4 years older than me. She's, as far as I know, straight. She barely knows I exist. I like her. It's not like, a huge crush or anything; I mea...

Girlfriend <3by sourkangaroo (all) Thu 24 Nov 11, 4:26AM 2 responsesWell, I actually have a girlfriend! She's one of my good friends, let's call her Raven. She asked me out.... and after chikening out 'cause of nerves for like a week, I stopped being a dolt and said yes. I believe we are the first out same-sex couple at our school =D Annnndddd, if her conservative ...

Sympathy.... on the inside.by sourkangaroo (all) Thu 27 Oct 11, 1:23AM 3 responsesWell, I have this friend. She just confided in me today that she cuts and is kind of anorexic. We are sort of like sisters now, the thing is, as much as I can *feel* sympathy and empathy for people, I never know how to express it and put it into words. Usually I can get through it, awkwardly, but I ...

Not Over You.....by sourkangaroo (all) Thu 13 Oct 11, 8:48PM 0 responsesI still remember…… Your favourite mumber, 22. Your birthday, February 5. The way you nod with a tilt to your head. Your spazziness Your optimism Your kind words Your smile Our joke of hobo street The test You’re crazy plans You handing the note to ------- for me You telling me ------- ha...

Moral Issueby sourkangaroo (all) Tue 11 Oct 11, 8:30PM 4 responsesHey guys =D I was just wondering..... well, there's this person, and for reasons that would take a very long rant to explain, we are no longer friends. Anywaaaaayyy... I feel like we may be able to become friends again, but to do that, I would have to regain her trust. The only way I could do that w...

My Friendby sourkangaroo (all) Fri 7 Oct 11, 12:30AM 0 responsesI don’t know how I feel about her, or if I want to be more than friends. All I know is that our hands fit perfectly together, and her hugs comfort me like only so many things can… She is comforting and logical, and I love her, at least as a friend. She makes me happy, and lets me cry when I need to....

I have no idea what to call this.by sourkangaroo (all) Thu 22 Sep 11, 8:53PM 4 responsesHi peoples! I was off QA for awhile, so I decided to drop in. Pretty much, I think I might be bigender, but I don't know. One of my best friends is moving to New Zealand. I just realized that the girl I used to like who stopped talking to me might not hate me, although we're definately not friends a...

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