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QAnniversary and whats going on in my life :)by rainbowbright9 (all) Tue 14 Aug 12, 5:37AM 0 responsesWell I just realized that I have been on this site for a whole year! Damn that's a long time! I didn't even realize it. This site has helped me through so much and allowed me to meet so many awesome new people! So I'm really bored and just writing this so everyone knows how much I support QA and ...

Age is just a number....? :'(by rainbowbright9 (all) Tue 31 Jul 12, 3:39AM 2 responsesSo I'm pretty sure everyone has heard the whole "age is just a number" bullshit. And I really used to believe it until today. I've been talking to this girl for a little while now. And I started to really like her. Sadly she lives in Massachusetts and I live in Chicago. And I've also had a gf so...

Anniversaries and giving up....\:by rainbowbright9 (all) Sat 28 Jul 12, 12:14AM 5 responsesWell I think I'm giving up on relationships. I can never do anything right. Everything ends up falling to pieces... Well I guess the meaning of this post is about how I'm on the verge of breaking up with my girlfriend. We haven't talked in almost a week. I was so scared about getting into a long ...

Welcome To My Lifeby rainbowbright9 (all) Thu 5 Apr 12, 6:58PM 0 responsesWow.....i hate life so much. It just sucks. I hate it. I wish there was a way to die without really dieing. Like just going away or disappearing somewhere. That would be just great. I can't trust anyone anymore, i have no one to talk to anymore, and no one cares. I mean, i have complained about bein...

Acceptance Letters :) by rainbowbright9 (all) Tue 28 Feb 12, 9:02PM 0 responsesWell this is gunna be a rather short blog! It's nothing really. Just wanted to say that I got accepted into the high school that I have been wanting to go to since I was & and first learned wat high school was! So as of September 2012 I will officially be a Grizzlie!!! My life just got so much bette...

Broken Promisesby rainbowbright9 (all) Tue 14 Feb 12, 10:17PM 0 responsesI broke my promise to my best friend. That sentence just needed to be first. I broke a promise and I pretty much feel like shit now. I promised my best friend that I would stop cutting. I ALWAYS keep my promises! But I broke this one, and honestly, it felt so good to break this promise. I wa...

My Mom's Response....by rainbowbright9 (all) Thu 19 Jan 12, 10:25PM 2 responsesOk well yesterday I was going to tell my mom that I think I am depressed and that I cut, but I got scared so I didn't. I ended up writing her a letter that went something like this: Dear Mom, This is really hard for me to say, but I need to say it. I think I may be depressed. Not just teenage ...

Should I Tell Her?by rainbowbright9 (all) Tue 17 Jan 12, 11:30PM 3 responsesWell...as told in one of my previous blogs, I cut. I'm like seriously depressed. I want to tell my mom. I REALLY REALLY REALLY want to tell my mom, but I'm beyond scared about how she is going to react. I don't want her to freak out and send like a mass text throughout my family about how I cut and ...

So...Cuttingby rainbowbright9 (all) Wed 21 Dec 11, 8:29PM 9 responsesOk well I kinda started cutting myself. I've been ridiculously stressed out lately and I feel like all I cause is disappointment for everyone around me. I'm depressed and I just feel like nothing I do makes it better. I just wanna go hide in a hole somewhere. I wrote a poem about it and how it feels...

A Letter To My Momby rainbowbright9 (all) Mon 7 Nov 11, 11:10PM 2 responsesSo I came out to my mom recently and thing were ok. But she got really disappointed when I told her I had had a gf. I was ok with her disappointment cuz I figured since she was a parent she would have been disappointed whether it were a guy or girl, so I let dropped it. But it seems like whenever I ...

Falling for a straight girl...?by rainbowbright9 (all) Mon 17 Oct 11, 8:56PM 6 responsesOk, so the other day I had a dream that I kissed my friend, let's call her K. So in the dream me and K kissed and it was amazing. It was so real that when I woke up I had to ask myself if it had really happened. It didn't. After the dream I told some of my friends at school, and I was just like, "th...

I've Finally Figured It Out!!by rainbowbright9 (all) Mon 10 Oct 11, 10:16PM 3 responsesFor anyone, who has been on my profile recently or for anyone who hasn't, I've made quite a big change there. Well it's big for me anyway. I changed my sexuality from bisexual to lesbian. I know I'm not bisexual. I guess it just took me a little to realize that. Oh well! I realized it now and I'm ha...

She Smilesby rainbowbright9 (all) Sat 1 Oct 11, 10:09PM 3 responsesShe smiles through the pain Yet the girl she loves barely remembers her name She thought she could get over it That the love she had inside would quit She smiles when she's close to tears The same old pain through the years Her family life is cruel and rough Her skin is thick, she's just pl...

Mohawk!!by rainbowbright9 (all) Tue 13 Sep 11, 12:01AM 3 responsesOk for those of you who have seen, and liked my cute little red hair :), I wanted to tell you that I'm getting a mohawk! Yes a mohawk!!!! and awesome red mohawk. Well technically a faux-hawk cuz I'm not shaving the sides of my head. But it's still a mohawk either way. I've tried it out once on my ha...

"Friends"by rainbowbright9 (all) Thu 8 Sep 11, 10:52PM 0 responsesSo today my friend was acting weird towards me. She was running into me on purpose, pushing past me, and trying to move me off to the sides when I was with my friends. My best and most trusted friends are the guys in my class. I'm guessing that she feels left out because the guys are my new best fri...

My Best Friend....by rainbowbright9 (all) Sat 3 Sep 11, 6:24PM 0 responsesI have recently been trying to figure out if I'm a lesbian or not. The only reason I have really been considering this is because I don't feel the same about guys anymore. Like I will say, "He's hot," but not feel any attraction to him. I think guys are attractive, but I'm not ATTRACTED to them. So ...

Blind Innocenceby rainbowbright9 (all) Tue 30 Aug 11, 4:42AM 0 responsesI can't keep pretending to be someone I'm not If you only knew the pain in my heart Behind my smile are hidden tears That showcase all my heidden fears I try to hide it and keep it inside But all the pain blows my mind I've cried so much it's like a game I wipe away the tears that came I...

My Hair :)by rainbowbright9 (all) Tue 30 Aug 11, 3:19AM 12 responsesOk so I go my hair done for school and this is how it came out. It was NOT supposed to be so short. I basically cut all of it off and now it's definitely going to take some getting used to. I like it though! I think it makes me look a little older, but I also think it's a cute haircut. I hope my fri...

REDHEAD!!!!!!by rainbowbright9 (all) Wed 24 Aug 11, 7:42PM 5 responsesSo as of tomorrow I will be a redhead. Not a natural, duh. But I'm dying my hair red and I'm cutting it really short. It's gunna look so awesome! And I can't wait! I finally get to change up my look. I'm so bored with my normal hair. So let's hope it loks good on me! ...

Heartache :/by rainbowbright9 (all) Sun 14 Aug 11, 10:10PM 1 responsesToday I drew a heart on my hand and guess who I thought of? I thought of you. And when your face flashed in my mind all I could do was smile uncontrollably. Do you know why? Because I love you. But the heart also made me sad. It reminded me of how we were together once, but broke up for good reasons...

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