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Oh, Bother (depression/anxiety trigger?)by lylyzz (all) Thu 17 Jan 13, 10:06PM 0 responsesSo, a lot's gone on since I last wrote a blog entry. I've gone back to having panic attacks (did I ever talk about the blissful time of not having them? Well I hadn't been for a while.) and they're back stronger than ever. My longest in the past five I've had in the past five days was twelve hours. ...

800% DONEby lylyzz (all) Tue 30 Oct 12, 2:06AM 1 responsesSo, I feel like I only ever use this blog to vent and rage about stuff, but, hey, it's my blog and at least it means you aren't forced to read it. Anyway, I'm currently about 800% done with everything right now (tumblr reference, but it still holds true no matter what). Don't get me wrong, I'm al...

by lylyzz (all) Fri 26 Oct 12, 7:23PM 0 responsesOkay, see, the problem comes in when people seem to think that I don't do SHIT! Which is a lie. I work my ass off all the damn time! I have so many things to do I don't even think of them all at once. I know what I'm doing all the next few weeks without even looking because I've been forced to...

With Love, From Wonderlandby lylyzz (all) Wed 24 Oct 12, 2:54AM 4 responsesSo, I wrote this poem. Enjoy this... With Love, From Wonderland Eat me, drink me Lift me up Leave me, kill me You’ve had enough? You see, Alice Life is for the living, and those who aren't dead inside It's for the sociable’s and those who don't feel the need to hide But, oh, lovel...

Since I'm tired of typing...by lylyzz (all) Tue 23 Oct 12, 3:53AM 0 responsesI made a vlog. Well, more of an into vlog because I should be doing more vlogs sometime soon talking about stuff... And things. For reasons... Idk... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkAQiyjk2II&feature=youtu.be...

Oh, Past, You're So Cruelby lylyzz (all) Sat 13 Oct 12, 5:27AM 3 responsesI really shouldn't be surprised by reminders of people and things. They're everywhere if you look enough. And they're even more places if you try not to look. I miss you, though. But I can never tell you that now. I'm not sure if I'm mad at me or you because of that. What would I even say if I g...

It's kinda odd...by lylyzz (all) Fri 5 Oct 12, 2:41AM 0 responsesSometimes you know what the right thing to say is, but you don't know you know. It just manages to slip past your lips and hit the listeners ear in the just the perfect way. It doesn't always seem like it's going to help or like it even needs to be said, but it gets out and it's just perfect. For ag...

Running in Circlesby lylyzz (all) Thu 27 Sep 12, 5:38AM 0 responsesYeah, I almost literally am running in circles at the moment. I'm horridly tired, but I'm also pretty tired. I'm doing pretty good work at the moment, but it's just really pretty difficult. My fist debate competition is coming up too, so I'm super excited and a perfectionist right now! But then afte...

Picture Perfect Crappy Dayby lylyzz (all) Wed 19 Sep 12, 1:43AM 1 responsesSo, tomorrow is picture day and I'm wearing a dress. While this sounds like nothing out of the ordinary to most people, I don't normally wear dresses... Up there is the one I'm wearing with a black jacket of sorts over it so I'm okay for school. Then, there's the heels. Which I also never wear. I th...

Bronchitis and Some Poetryby lylyzz (all) Sat 15 Sep 12, 4:21AM 0 responsesSo, if you've been talking to me in the past week, you probably know I've been sick. Sorry to report that, despite all the well-wishes (thanks for those, by the way. They really mean a lot!), I've not only not gotten better, but I've gotten worse. I'm pretty sure my cold has moved into bronchitis, w...

Number 91...by lylyzz (all) Wed 12 Sep 12, 4:54AM 3 responsesSo, I have a list of 100 poem prompts, and I just wrote number 91. I'm feeling really good about the progress I'm making on everything with that. I'll leave the list for anyone else who wants to read it, and then the link to the picture is: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma80445eCV1r6694xo1_1280....

My Name is Olivia and I'm Not a Doormatby lylyzz (all) Sun 2 Sep 12, 11:03PM 5 responsesSo, fair warning, this is a rant. Please leave if you're not in the mood to read it. All better? Good. Anyway, I know that the title seems like a pretty obvious thing; last time I checked doormats couldn't even use the internet! But apparently, it's a hard concept to grasp as people are in love ...

Welcome Back to School! (Not)by lylyzz (all) Sat 1 Sep 12, 12:52AM 0 responsesOkay, so the first week of school is over, and that always means it's time to blog right? Anyway, I have never felt more sleepy in the first week of school than I do right now. Perhaps I should start off with my schedule and what I like and dislike about all of the classes I have. Okay, let's start ...

Some People...by lylyzz (all) Sun 26 Aug 12, 6:10AM 1 responsesJust a notice for some people: If there is EVER one thing you do not do, it's cross someone who is just trying to help you. Because people who have big hearts can rain down kindness, or fiery brimstone from the heavens. And karma usually has their back, too. Hopefully it has mine, seeing as I was...

Really Tired of Freaking Outby lylyzz (all) Sat 18 Aug 12, 3:04PM 0 responsesSo, as always I'm freaking out. You'd think someone like me would get over it, all things considered, but I never really do. It's just stressful dealing with some of the people I do. Really and genuinely stressful. Thing is, though, I have to deal with them. It's not like I have the choice to just w...

And then there's the truth...by lylyzz (all) Fri 10 Aug 12, 4:45PM 0 responsesSo, recently, I've been asked to read my friends novel and to be his editor. I'm pretty much known for "mothering" people a bit and being there to pat people on the shoulder and telling them it'll be okay (which I really do love to do!) so I think he kind of wanted me to just read over it and stroke...

...Ugh...by lylyzz (all) Tue 7 Aug 12, 3:32AM 0 responsesSo, I've had a horrid time the past few days, and I'm really thinking I'm just going to stay in my room for the next three years. At that point, I'll be off to uni, which means I can go sit in a different room for a couple years! But oh well. I'm just being cynical at the moment. Mostly because I'm ...

Just a Quick Rantby lylyzz (all) Sun 5 Aug 12, 8:22AM 0 responsesSo I wrote a note to some of the people I'm friends with on Facebook. Enjoy reading it. Dearest people of the internet, Let me be clear about this once more: liking a photo does nothing but give a photo a like. Passing on chain letters will not ensure you won’t die. Using photos of disabled/d...

Ah, Musicby lylyzz (all) Sun 5 Aug 12, 4:52AM 0 responsesSometimes I find myself swaying back and forth listening to songs like Lithium by Nirvana and Outside by Staind. And it's really weird, because anyone else who observes this phenomenon thinks I've become depressed and introverted. Really it's the happiest and most peaceful you can find me with one e...

No More Creepypasta...by lylyzz (all) Fri 3 Aug 12, 4:50PM 9 responsesOkay, maybe a little more creepypasta... But either way, I'm pretty freaked out at the moment. Normally I don't read or watch anything scary because I find the "Hello? Anyone here?" thing ridiculous and I have a hyper realistic imagination so if you say "Blood everywhere" in my mind I see stark whit...

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