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my situationby graciella (all) Sat 15 Jun 13, 3:59PM 4 responsesso the picture there is of me and my bestfriend. she says she's bisexual she she wud date a girl but she wud never marry one or date them long term cuz she likes boys to much. we're strictly friends accept she knows im in love with her. we kiss and cuddle and shit but like shes just my friend that's...

this is my goodbyeby graciella (all) Sat 15 Dec 12, 8:36PM 6 responsesi know most people dont know me on here anymore, and i feel like all my friends from this site have left. but for some reason i feel like i have to post this...im taking a break from this site for awhile. its scary for me to say this because this site has helped me soo much. but i realize now i have...

im actually loving lifeby graciella (all) Wed 24 Oct 12, 9:34PM 0 responsesalot has changed in a month...my cheer season came to an end last night and i cried the whole bus ride home because my seniors were gonna be leaving. i wasnt gonna be able to cheer on the sidelines with them ever again. these girls have become my family over the season. our team saying is "lets do ...

feeling terribleby graciella (all) Sun 30 Sep 12, 4:55PM 2 responsesso i feel terrible, yesterday at the homecoming dance i was dancing up on everyone. i didnt even know half the pple i was dancing on but i didnt care. i was just trying to have fun. my date ditched me and called me a dirty slut. but i didnt care. i made out with random strangers too. but i wasnt l...

my life of liesby graciella (all) Fri 28 Sep 12, 12:28AM 0 responsesmy smile is fake, my laughter is fake, my friends are fake, when i say im fine im lieing when i say i already ate or i dont feel well im lying, when people see my cuts i say it was from my cat my whole life is a lie. my life is run by my eating disorder adn my cutting. ...

hurt and disaprovalby graciella (all) Tue 18 Sep 12, 12:05AM 7 responsesthat disaproving and hurt look my mom gives me everytime she sees me. today she heard me puking after dinner, but my bulimia has become so bad i just dont even care anymore. im prob gonna get kicked off the cheer team and showchoir because of it and the thing is all i care bout is losing weight. ...

why am i so messed upby graciella (all) Mon 27 Aug 12, 5:33AM 0 responses7th grade i was always known as the fat kid and i stopped eating and i started cutting. wen school came back 8th grade year i was down to a size 7 from a size 16. and i still wasnt really eating. well my parents found out and i had to go to counciling and shit but i jus keep relapsing, my parents th...

what i told my friendsby graciella (all) Mon 30 Jul 12, 7:12AM 0 responsesso my friends and i were talking about our futures, and when i told them i was goin into the military they were all tellin me it was a bad idea and what if i died. i simply looked them in the eyes and i was like.. if i dont make it back, have a drink for me. dont waste no tears on me, on friday ni...

i cant wait to graduateby graciella (all) Thu 26 Jul 12, 4:54AM 0 responsesi cant wait to graduate. then im out of here for good, im not comin home. ive made my decision to join the national gaurd, im gonna be a medic:) im goin to college and im gonna make something of myself. i have 2 years til i graduate, but i have 7 months til i enlist in the national gaurd. cheerlea...

how i got groundedby graciella (all) Fri 20 Jul 12, 7:58PM 3 responsesparty hard or dont party at all. that's how it is with my friends. so last friday we got all dressed up and went out partying. now we all know we're only 16 and some 15, but that doesnt matter to us. we have friends who are older so its all good. well one thing turned to another and me and my bes...

you're beautiful. a song i wroteby graciella (all) Fri 13 Jul 12, 10:10PM 0 responsesok so this is a song that i had written and i didnt like it the first time i recorded it so i did it again...feedback please:) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ntMilYDTXY...

my dadby graciella (all) Thu 5 Jul 12, 7:48AM 0 responsesno matter how much i wish i had differnt parents. or how much i say i hate my dad it all comes down to the fact that in the end i love them...my dad isnt always home and usually i love that but wen he misses a big thing in my life i hate it...he missed wen i was confirmed at church, he missed wen i ...

this is prob goodbye for nowby graciella (all) Thu 14 Jun 12, 9:18PM 6 responsesi kno im not perfect, i cant be strong all the time. i have way to many scars on my body,im insecure. i just wish i could die because i cant handle things anymore. Im not the prettiest,smartest,or anything. im just normal. i dont go on a billion dates, actually i have only been one 2 real dates. ...

complicated relationshipsby graciella (all) Fri 8 Jun 12, 4:57AM 0 responseswell i have a gf, but she's mad at me and isnt talkin to me atm. and then me and my bestfriend were talkin and we told eachother we liked eachother and she said he wants to try dating sometime and i said ok. she now thinks we're dating. and then theres my ex who is comin back into my life and i was ...

my secrets/the real meby graciella (all) Wed 30 May 12, 12:43AM 2 responseshttp://youtu.be/v1KHQ6qvkro this is a video i made. u wanna kno the real me? watch this...

summer schoolby graciella (all) Mon 28 May 12, 6:58PM 2 responsesmy ass is grass...im failin 3 classes, im gonna be stuck in summer school. i wont be varsity cheer captain no more cuz of my grades prob, im grounded for life. i have 8 days of school left and there is no way to get my grades up. my parents have already yelled and grounded me. and ill have more co...

goin back into the closet -__-by graciella (all) Fri 25 May 12, 2:10AM 6 responsesi feel like such a terrible person. im kinda being forced back into the closet. its a super long story. but so im pretending to like this guy jus so people think im straight...i thought i was fine with everyone thinkin i liked girls, but wen it came between my squad and i. i cudnt let my own feeling...

i cant stop cryingby graciella (all) Sun 20 May 12, 6:20AM 6 responsesi just cant stop crying. i jus found out one of my friends tried to kill herself. she was absolutley amazin and gorgeous and she was the sweetest person on the planet. ive been cryin for the past hour...my bestfriend was on the phone wit her while she was drinkin the bleach and takin the ibprofen. s...

i like to ramble:)by graciella (all) Fri 18 May 12, 2:30AM 0 responsesready ok so this is gonna ramble on but im bored and i jus got home and my head hurts alot but i feel like rambling...actually ive been singin lil kid songs to myself for the past 20 mins..theres somethin wrong wit me im sure:P so first off i was babysittin my fav 2 lil boys today and the 3 year o...

the only 2 guys i wud marry.by graciella (all) Tue 15 May 12, 4:51AM 0 responsesthe only 2 guys i wud marry wud be matt smith or Caleb Martin...i have never met them but i wish i cud...none of yall prob kno who im talkin bout, lol they're cheerleaders, theyre like famous cheerleaders, well matt smith is. he's a world champ u kno:P and theyre both on cheer athletic cheetahs...no...

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