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Grandparents and Queerness.by desireblue (all) Sun 28 Aug 11, 9:45PM 4 responsesSo my grandparents are terribly conservative Christians who have dial-up internet. I spent my first weekend with them since I accidentally came out to them as trans* at a dinner several months earlier. I didn't really expect anything, but at least my sister didn't have to try to censor herself as ...

So I'm Back (again)by desireblue (all) Mon 15 Aug 11, 9:37PM 0 responsesI'm sorry, guys! I keep going on hiatuses that I don't mean to go on! I just keep forgetting to go on websites xD Anyway, how has everyone been? I've been pretty good! Started dating my best friend (I will talk about this in a bit) and I dyed my hair multiple times since you last saw me and...

So, I'm back!by desireblue (all) Tue 12 Apr 11, 3:02AM 2 responsesFor as long as I can be... I keep forgetting about QA and then I rediscover it when someone messages me. I guess I'll update everyone on what has been going on in my life since my last blog. For one, I bleached my hair recently. I'm a yellowy blond buy I'm thinking of turning turquoise :) I ha...

"secrets" videoby desireblue (all) Mon 6 Sep 10, 8:11PM 1 responses (what it says in the description) yeah, i made one. don't judge. part of the reason i made this was simply to say that we all have problems, and we all have those times where all we want to do is complain and whine and groan and give up on our lives, but i've realised that you can't make y...

changeby desireblue (all) Sun 5 Sep 10, 6:33AM 7 responsesYou know, I can complain on and on about how my dysphoria sucks and how I hate how my life is going and how my friends don't understand and how the blatant fact that I'm single is making me desperate. But... you know what? I'm not going to! When I think about it... I really love the way my li...

interviewby desireblue (all) Sat 21 Aug 10, 6:04AM 2 responsesokay, again, taking a brief break from trans shit because it's TAKING OVER MY EFFING LIFE. goddamn. anyway! so recently, i've interview with Hot Topic for a part-time job. they were specifically hiring 15-16 year olds, probably expecting ill trained noobs. /i/ however, have done plenty of c...

doubtby desireblue (all) Thu 19 Aug 10, 10:51PM 4 responsesi dunno if there are any qualified counselors on this website, but god... i could really use one right now. so as you know from EVERYTHING i fucking say on this site, i'm trans. or at least, i think i am. you see, from the ages 0-14 i was always really feminine. i willingly wore dresses and ...

uselessby desireblue (all) Thu 12 Aug 10, 5:39PM 3 responses(taken from my therapy blog thing. thought i would take a break from trans topics in my blog.) itâ€™s just one of those days, yâ€™know? where you feel like no one really cares to have you around â€˜cause thereâ€™s no point. where thereâ€™s things you should do but you feel like even then, what...

Updateupdateupdateby desireblue (all) Sun 8 Aug 10, 2:14AM 3 responsesIt seems like all I do when it comes to blogging is update y'all. Oh well, here we go. So first I wanted to say, I started therapy! If you don't know why I would be excited about this, it's because eventually, if the therapist is positive about my situation, I have a large chance of getting a p...

TRANSformation (vlog)by desireblue (all) Thu 5 Aug 10, 7:28PM 0 responsesjust me talking about my story. no editing so i'm sorry if the story is choppy and awkward sounding xD but there ya go! subscribe to my channel 'cause i'm fine with shameless promoting ;D ...

Mirrors can go to hell...by desireblue (all) Mon 12 Jul 10, 3:44AM 4 responsesEvery time I look in the mirror I see a girl. She's my age, her breasts are bound tight to her chest to prevent people from knowing she's a C-cup. Her hair is short to try to fool people into thinking that she's comfortable with her appearance, her hips are wide, hidden (badly) behind baggy clothe...

Wow, thanks dad.by desireblue (all) Tue 6 Jul 10, 3:32AM 8 responsesSo today, I went out with my dad. We went to eat dinner and we were talking about my recent depression over the ever-present gender issues that had been major tension between us for a while. He thinks it's weird, but pretends he's all cool with it. I bring it up in conversation because I can't st...

Turn That Frown...by desireblue (all) Wed 16 Jun 10, 2:43PM 3 responsesI'm not finishing that sentence. Sorry. But I AM feeling a lot better, compared to the last blog post! It seems like every other blog post of mine is positive, and all the rest are negative! It's either one or the other! It's kinda weird >> Anyway! So when I was in that terrible mood, I w...

Life, Death...by desireblue (all) Sat 24 Apr 10, 6:10AM 3 responsesLife, death, and the disturbing fact that I don't really care. Yeah, so today when I got home from school, both of my rats were there to greet me. I distinctly remember cooing "Hey, boys" Now, don't get my wrong, I love my rats! They're my beebee boys ...

Remember her?by desireblue (all) Thu 22 Apr 10, 1:52AM 5 responsesOH MY FUCKING GOD. So, remember how I was talking about my one friend who was lesbian and MAJORLY sexist against guys? Well... I guess she's determined to piss me the fuck off. So today, I was setting up my chocolate dipped goodies for a bake-sale we were having, and she was standing right ...

Hello, BoysandBois!by desireblue (all) Wed 21 Apr 10, 3:58AM 6 responsesYes, it's true, I am now a Boi... >> Anyway XD I was invited onto the channel and I'm really excited to start vlogging! Go check out my intro vid :D ...

I Want To Be a (drag) Queenby desireblue (all) Sun 18 Apr 10, 11:37PM 6 responsesSo, I have a dilemma. For longer than I can remember, I've loved getting dressed up and putting on make-up and wearing heels, but I've never felt like a GIRL doing it. I've just felt... pretty. And comfortable. And after watching Rupaul's Drag Race for two season in a row, I've realised th...

A bit of an update...by desireblue (all) Thu 15 Apr 10, 11:06PM 3 responsesOkay, so I've had some new stuff happen lately and I wish to share it ^^ For one, my mom had a very positive response to my request for a legal name-change. She told me to check it out, which basically means "figure out how much money it is and how difficult it would be to do it". It's $108 f...

Hm... what next?by desireblue (all) Tue 13 Apr 10, 10:53AM 0 responsesSo... I just broke up with my most recent girlfriend. It went over much better than I had expected. There were no tears, or screaming, or a terrible amount of noticeable anger. Well, her status update wasn't the most optimistic minutes later, but still... at least I didn't get punched? So no...

I'M SORRY!by desireblue (all) Sun 11 Apr 10, 3:50AM 0 responsesHuh... that title applies to more than just one thing. Thing # 1: I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN FOREVER! Thing # 2: SORRY BUT THIS IS GUNNA BE A RANTY EMO BLOG! Well... here's the not-emo part. I was asked to join BoysandBois which is this YouTube channel for ftm trans guys. It's a vlogg...

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