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I feel like I'm going to dieby Twillz (all) Wed 9 May 12, 11:01PM 6 responsesI just sent this as an email to my old health teacher...she's one of the few people I can vent to about trans stuff, and I know she'll understand. I think I miiiight be going insane. Prom is on Saturday. Coronation practice is on Friday night. Tomorrow, I'm getting my dress back from the seamstr...

Dear (_____)by Twillz (all) Thu 3 May 12, 2:52AM 1 responsesDear Society, Just because we don't connect with our own bodies, doesn't make us freaks. We're normal just like you. We don't deserve to get killed just because we weren't born as the sex we identify as. Sorry if our existence bothers you, but we deserve to live just as much as you do, or your disa...

Funny story about that...by Twillz (all) Mon 30 Apr 12, 11:39PM 4 responsesSo something rather...special happened to me today after I got home from school. Here is the story: Relevant facts: -I applied for a job at Six Flags this past weekend -I was taking a shit at approximately 3pm today So I was taking a shit, minding my own business, when the phone rang. I...

I'm getting there :)by Twillz (all) Tue 24 Apr 12, 1:35AM 8 responsesLovely new blog image, yes? I made it myself :3 Anyways... I've been wanting to blog for a while now, but I've had no motivation whatsoever. None. I don't even now, really, but I'm really bores because my laptop isn't working. On Friday, I participated in the day of silence. I had honestly ...

I (don't) pass dysphoria...by Twillz (all) Tue 3 Apr 12, 2:09AM 3 responsesI pass in pictures of my face on the internet. I pass when in the kayak store, before I've said any words. I pass when at a restaurant in New Hampshire, and I haven't said any words. I pass when I go to meetings about how to start a GSA, and I introduce myself as Nick, not Rachel. I don't pass...

Always remember to never forget.by Twillz (all) Wed 28 Mar 12, 1:27AM 7 responsesOne year ago today, my 6 year old pomeranian eskimo dog named Mosley had to be put down due to complications with his diabetes. His last few hours were definitely painful, and while it took me a very, very, very long time to accept it (because it was such a sudden thing), I realize that it was for t...

I'M A DAD...sorta.by Twillz (all) Sat 24 Mar 12, 1:10AM 18 responses^ That is a picture of my son, Finn Elliot. He's a fake baby, that cries and screams just like a real baby, and I have to take care of him for the weekend for a class. He's been "alive" for just over 6 hours, and he's already cried at least 6 times...and I he's cute and all, but he's irritating a...

GUESS WHAT! GUESS WHAT! GUESS WHAT!by Twillz (all) Wed 21 Mar 12, 7:55PM 9 responsesI OFFICIALLY HAVE A MEETING WITH MY PRINCIPAL FR TUESDAY ABOUT STARTING A GSA IN MY SCHOOL! IM SO EXCITED. OH MY GOD. IT WAS 2.5 HOURS AGO THAT I SCHEDULED THE APPOINTMENT AND I STILL CAN'T CALM DOWN BECAUSE I'M SO EXCITED XD Kay so that's all I really have to say...not one of my better blogs. Bu...

3/18/12by Twillz (all) Mon 19 Mar 12, 2:55AM 9 responsesI've had a pretty good day. There was no real moments of stress, at all. Except for the part where the gas pump wouldn't work when i was putting gas in my mom's car, but, eh. So, there's this girl...her name is Rose. She's a member of this site (but I can't remember her user name right now...) an...

I need T or I might explode.by Twillz (all) Sat 17 Mar 12, 10:10PM 8 responsesSeriously. Here's a list of 10 things I hate about myself: 1. My feminine voice 2. My girly-shaped face 3. My stupid chest lumps 4. My hips 5. My lack of ability to stand whilst peeing 6. The fact that I don't have a penis 7. My lack of facial hair 8. My first and last name (Rachel_____) 9...

I'm super pumped!by Twillz (all) Fri 16 Mar 12, 10:14PM 0 responsesSo if you read my blog from yesterday morning, you'd know that last night I went to a meeting about how to start a GSA. I learned a lot at that meeting, and I'm really excited to finally get going on getting a GSA started in our school. We really need one D: Also, when we were doing introductions, ...

YAAAAAAY!by Twillz (all) Thu 15 Mar 12, 11:08AM 1 responsesToday, I have a field trip to a conference. The topic of the conference: how to start a GSA. There will be schools there that have them, those that don't, and those that are trying right now. ThOse that have them will be sharing tricks they used to get them/problems they had while trying to. 2 reps ...

I thought I was done, but I guess not...by Twillz (all) Wed 14 Mar 12, 2:17AM 4 responsesI started cutting when I was in 8th grade, probably about 4 days before Christmas. I did it on and off for, eh, a year...and then it got pretty bad for about 4 or 5 months. I managed to do it for the last time in the beginning of 10th grade. Or, so I thought. The week of Thanksgiving this year, I...

Nick feels...by Twillz (all) Sun 11 Mar 12, 10:32AM 1 responses(posted this on tumblr, too :3) I feel like I'm due for one of those blogs where I just rant about how I'm feeling. Haven't really done a coherent one in a while... I'm sitting here at 6am, listening to the RENT soundtrack. I've been awake all night, I've had one litre of coke, a little mounta...

Nick is still kickin'...by Twillz (all) Fri 9 Mar 12, 5:10AM 3 responsesLife hasn't been terrible, except for our router dying a few days ago, so I had no internet until today. That was horrible, as I'm addicted to the internet. I actually went to bed at about 6pm last night because I just could NOT think of anything to do. I cannot recall if I made an update about h...

Nick got a haircut :Dby Twillz (all) Thu 1 Mar 12, 10:30PM 14 responsesAND HE ABSOLUTELY LOVES IT ...

February 29th only happens once every 4 years...by Twillz (all) Thu 1 Mar 12, 4:18AM 2 responses...and for me, it really was kind of a really special day :3 (I apologize in advance for this being really long) To help me explain, I'm going to copy and paste this from my "I came out to the all-girls club that I happen to be the president of" blog: The old adviser (we'll call her Mrs. A)...

Once a week, every week...by Twillz (all) Wed 29 Feb 12, 12:56AM 11 responsesThe title? That's how often I'll be seeing my gender therapist. Eeeevery Tuesday, 4pm. So, it went well :) I shat bricks for nothing xD My stepdad...it was really kind of awkward talking about it in front of him, but he was alright. There was a moment where I wanted to choke him, but, I don't re...

Nick is going TOMORROW D:by Twillz (all) Tue 28 Feb 12, 3:36AM 4 responsesTomorrow is Tuesday, February 28th. The very same Tuesday, February 28th that I've been dreading for, eh, a week and a half or so? Tomorrow is my first appointment with my gender therapist, and, if you read not my last blog, but the one before that, I talked about why I'm dreading this: the lady ...

I still can't even...by Twillz (all) Thu 23 Feb 12, 2:56AM 0 responsesWell, my mom seems to have already given up on me doing my senior year at the community college. Also, I've decided not to worry about the gender therapist appointment until Tuesday comes, because I need to stop being a worrier D: HOWEVER: I've been so goddamn...dysphoric? Maybe? Not really.....

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