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Camping in Chichester Harbour for Two Weeks!by Sammidude (all) Thu 10 Jul 08, 8:14PM 1 responsesWell, as the title suggests, I am going camping for two weeks with my scouts troop, to a place in Chichester harbor (I actually have NO clue where exactly we are going to be). Anyway, should be a laugh, I'll probably get a little homesick :(. But yay for sailing, kayaking, and lots of other stuff! ...

The Rocket Summer!by Sammidude (all) Sun 6 Jul 08, 6:37PM 2 responsesWell, I'm about to head off to a 'The Rocket Summer' concert. Anyone heard of them, or are we fans a dying breed? Anyway, concert should be good, I love them so much! :). Anyway, about to go, see you all later! X X X ***UPDATE*** Well, I'm back from the concert. It was AMAZING! OMG I love Bryce...

Summer is here!by Sammidude (all) Fri 4 Jul 08, 12:45PM 2 responsesWah hoo! Summer is here! Well, today (like, an hour ago) school finished for two months! The great time that we call 'The Summer Holiday' is here! I'm so excited! Well, I hear you ask, what are you doing over the Summer? I will retort! 1. I'm going on Summer camp with Scouts for two weeks :). We ...

It Returns After Self-imposed Exile.by Sammidude (all) Sat 28 Jun 08, 3:33PM 10 responsesWell, I'm back. My thirteenth was on the 17th and was a rave. Went to this little Japanese place called 'Sakura' (the word for 'cherry blossom tree', in Japanese). So, I've been... good. I missed QA for quite a while. It's like a drug, with the brilliant people and everything :D. Anyway, more thing...

Occurrences Within The Last Week.by Sammidude (all) Mon 12 May 08, 5:42PM 11 responsesWell, firstly I just tough I would write a little blog to update you amazing guys on what has been happening in my life! In chronological order, here are the major events; 1. Practically fell in love with my 'Mr. X'. 2. School went on as normal, enjoying a few peoples company. 3. Realized I'm a l...

Up at 01:30 and Not Tired.by Sammidude (all) Mon 5 May 08, 12:15AM 3 responsesWell, this saturday has been exciting. First of all, I went to a BBQ this morning (well, 15:00) and got pretty pissed. I know, for a 13 year old, that's stupid. Lol. I had about... I lost count of the rums and cokes lol. Anyway, so I've been up pretty long all night because to sober up, I had a pre...

Feelings of Lust, Love and Sadnessby Sammidude (all) Sun 20 Apr 08, 12:18PM 17 responsesWell, hey everyone. I haven't done a blog in ages, so I though I would just talk (type?) about recent events. Not much has happened since school began after a great four weeks away. The guys who have been absolute jerks have kind of shut up. I feel much happier to just be on my own, which I am stil...

Au Revoir! (For a Week)by Sammidude (all) Fri 4 Apr 08, 5:21PM 4 responsesOk, so I am about to go on this Easter Cruise thing with the Scout group I belong to. We are going to spend a week in these small broads cruisers on the Norfolk Broads. Going to be an absolute rave. Apart from one small detail. I am on a boat with; 1) A homophobic idiot. 2) The guy I have practica...

It Returns! (Bearing Mixed Feelings)by Sammidude (all) Mon 31 Mar 08, 7:33PM 4 responsesWell, I have returned back from snowboarding! Andorra was amazing. In case you Americans are wondering, it is a small principality in the Pyrenees mountains, between Spain and France. The boarding bit was awesome. Didn't get hurt. I'm at about level two standard after a week, so that is good! (I thi...

Andorra! (This means no me for a week :(! )by Sammidude (all) Sat 22 Mar 08, 8:37PM 4 responsesHola, adios, buenas noches! As you can see I have been practicing my Spanish because I am going to Andorra for a week! My Spanish kinda sucks though, but I have a podcast! So... I'm going snowboarding... I'll take lotsa nice picis and try to upload them if I can. Well, see you all later! Asta lueg...

My Parents Know I'm Gayby Sammidude (all) Thu 20 Mar 08, 4:49PM 17 responsesSo... My Parents know that I am gay. My Mum: She knows through Facebook. She looked on my Facebook and saw that I have ‘Interested in: Men’ on there. She was cool, said she will always love me and that I may be making decisions (to come out) too soon and that I may not be totally sure. I explain...

The Guy I love: His Hatred for Me.by Sammidude (all) Sat 15 Mar 08, 9:02PM 13 responsesThe Guy I Love: Z I love him so much. Every little bit of him. From the top of his head, to the skin on his heels. I want to drink in every part of him and be with him. He and I have done things before. A lot of things. Came close to Sex. I regret not taking in ever last inch of his body, on thos...

Friday (A Tad Late, But Oh Well)by Sammidude (all) Sun 9 Mar 08, 10:00PM 6 responsesSo, hey everyone. This is me writig about what happened to me on Friday, to all those who are wondering what I was talking about. So on Friday night, there was this Disco for my Scout group and like eveyone in my year who goes to my school and the 'twin' girls school were there. This includes my to...

Dealing With Rejectionby Sammidude (all) Thu 6 Mar 08, 9:51PM 11 responsesI pose only one question. How do you deal with rejection? My friends have abandoned me for other more 'normal' people. I am the victim of homophobia and bullying. Constantly, while I am at school, I have remarks casually thrown at me. The 'cool' group have made me their bit of breaktime fun. I sit...

I hate my 'friends'.by Sammidude (all) Sun 2 Mar 08, 10:13PM 12 responsesHey all. Sorry if you are all getting bored of depresseive and rantish blogs, I just need to vent my feelings, instead of keeping them bottled up as usual. Anyway, I hate my 'friends'. The picture above is how I feel. All my 'friends' tease me, take the piss of me, ignore me, just generally abuse ...

Fun day....by Sammidude (all) Mon 25 Feb 08, 9:03PM 15 responsesOk, well today has been pretty bad all in all. I really need to just write down all my rants! 1) I'm in like with one of my best friends (see previous blog). 2) My Mum and I have had a pretty big fight. I didn't go back to hers on sunday night, simply because I would have had to go back to my Dad'...

In Like With A 'Straight' Guy....by Sammidude (all) Sun 24 Feb 08, 10:28AM 15 responsesWell it's been about five weeks since I first came out, and in that time I have come out to everyone I know, apart from my parents. I told all my sisters and they were cool with it. Anyway, once I told everyone in my year, obviously everyone else in the school found out throught thier brothers etc.....

Came out!by Sammidude (all) Wed 30 Jan 08, 8:00PM 18 responsesOmg! So happy! Come out to a few people today (3), but it's still something! I feel so good that I can be myself around them! I'm planning on tell more of my friends soon! All of these have been over MSN though....

First Entry!by Sammidude (all) Tue 29 Jan 08, 5:27PM 8 responsesWell, hi. I'm not completely sure about what is meant to go here so I'm going to use it as a kind of journal about me, my feeling and what's generally going on. Well, recently (about two weeks ago) I kind of finally excepted who I am. Before then, I had been in denial about who I am. Anyway, since t...

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