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< Previous | Pages: 1 2 | Next >  Life, meet asplosions. Asplosions, life.by Potatogus (all) Tue 3 Nov 09, 4:30AM 0 responsesHoly crap, I haven't been on this site in about a month. Updates will proceed now.
School is stressful but okay. I'm at a new university, because my last college DID end up reopening (yaayyyy!) but without my major (booo!). Even though I sometimes miss the small class size and one-on-one relation... I'm going to miss you, dreamby Potatogus (all) Mon 18 May 09, 6:00AM 2 responsesLast year, I had a dream. A fabulous college, about an hour from home, where I could study contemporary music in a small, personal setting. I spent months preparing myself mentally, wondering what it would be like, envisioning a paradise, worrying about whether or not I could make it. And in August ... I can has bebee?by Potatogus (all) Tue 14 Apr 09, 5:53AM 13 responsesSometimes I think my maternal instinct has gotten out of hand. Every time I see a pregnant woman, or a pair of young parents with a child, I get insanely jealous.
My boyfriend and I keep talking about what our kids will look like; I think that has something to do with it. And it makes me want to... In a funkby Potatogus (all) Fri 13 Feb 09, 5:24AM 5 responsesI don't know why, but for the last couple weeks I've been in a major funk.
Actually, it's been longer than that. I've had this sense of gloom hanging over me since November, I've just managed to escape out from under it on a few occasions. But it always comes and finds me again.
It's bad, too... It's gonna end soon...by Potatogus (all) Sun 1 Feb 09, 11:11PM 2 responsesMy friend, the one I've ranted about so many times, the one I was hopelessly in love with for too many years, has basically given me a summons. We're meeting for ice cream on friday to "clear the air."
Joy of all joys.
Intellectually, I know that if I tell her what I really feel, she'll be cr... Hatred Revisitedby Potatogus (all) Sun 18 Jan 09, 10:52PM 3 responsesThey say hatred is like drinking poison and hoping it kills the other person. I have a problem with this.
I don't know how to stop drinking the poison.
Tell me why should I care, you were never there
Tell me why should I stay, why should I stick around
And it's hard to just explain, you caus... Turn aroundby Potatogus (all) Sun 11 Jan 09, 9:05PM 0 responsesI want to wear more dresses.
I want to revel in femininity.
I want to be completely comfortable in my body.
I want to dance naked in the rain, laugh at the lightning, smile at the sky.
I want to love everyone, everything unconditionally. Without fear.
I want to be a force of nature.... Brain monstersby Potatogus (all) Thu 11 Dec 08, 11:52PM 7 responsesMy emotions are going haywire. I think part of it is PMS. Joy.
She has a boyfriend. And for some reason, I'm having a really hard time with it. I want to smack both of them, turn them around, and shove them out of my life.
But I don't want her to be out of my life. Rather, I want this bitter,... It was only a dream?! by Potatogus (all) Fri 28 Nov 08, 7:42PM 12 responsesOkay, so last night I dreamed there was a QA meet-and-greet sort of dealio at my college and I was SO EXCITED. I signed up for it and I got there, and there was food and stuff, and you had to stand in line so there could be a head count sort of thing, and you were given this plastic tub with your na...This seems to happen a lot...by Potatogus (all) Mon 17 Nov 08, 7:24AM 5 responses"This" being that once I resolve myself to something, the opposite often happens.
(I've also been posting a lot of blogs here lately...how about that.)
Since I'm in this play at school, I have to be here pretty much throughout the next two weekends, even though I usually go home for the week...
 A message to him by Potatogus (all) Thu 6 Nov 08, 6:04PM 7 responsesIf you love me, be willing to make some sacrifices.
If you miss me, make an effort to see me.
If you care about me, listen to what I have to say.
I am not the source of your pain. You can make a difference in your life and in this country, if you would just open your eyes and see beyond wh... 10 Things Every College Freshman Should Knowby Potatogus (all) Sat 1 Nov 08, 6:55PM 18 responses1) Sound travels through walls. Especially lower frequencies. If someone comes and asks you to turn your music down, don't just click the knob down a touch. Adjust your bass as well. This especially goes for when someone knocks on your door at 2 in the morning.
2) Nobody cares about who likes who... My decision.by Potatogus (all) Tue 30 Sep 08, 10:26PM 6 responsesLately my days have been feeling dark. I've felt heavy and overwhelmed, like I've been falling into a depression. I hated living in the dorms. I felt like I just couldn't concentrate on anything, and I didn't know what would make me feel better because obviously this college wasn't doing the trick. ...I feel pretty...oh so pretty....by Potatogus (all) Wed 10 Sep 08, 6:47PM 0 responsesLet's establish one thing first: When it comes to makeup, I SUCK at putting it on. Which is one of the reasons I don't wear it often. Also, I usually can't be bothered.
But today I felt really gross, so I tried (in vain) to put on some concealer.
Then my roommate took over. She did my makeup,...
 Insanityby Potatogus (all) Fri 1 Aug 08, 5:32AM 1 responsesYep. That's my life.
I'm leaving in three weeks for my sophomore year in college. I'll be living in the dorms, which is exciting and extremely scary at the same time. I managed to contact my roommate, which is good. She seems really awesome, and I'm looking forward to getting to meet her. A lot o... I DON'T LIKE SCARY MOVIES.by Potatogus (all) Mon 21 Jul 08, 5:14PM 12 responsesIt wasn't The Exorcist, actually, but that was pretty much my reaction anyway.
I went to go see The Happening last night and it freaked me out. It even gave me nightmares, which bugs me. Movies haven't given me nightmares since I was a little kid. I thought I was more macho than that. Apparently... His mother....awkward....by Potatogus (all) Sat 12 Jul 08, 5:41PM 2 responsesSo once every couple weeks, I spend the night at my boyfriend's house. Not to have sex (because we just wouldn't do that while his family's in the house), but just to stay there and enjoy sleeping next to each other.
The first couple times I spent the night there, his mom was somewhere else and h... Femme much?by Potatogus (all) Tue 17 Jun 08, 4:04AM 5 responsesToday it was 90 degrees at 11 in the morning. Much too hot for pants.
So I put on a skirt.
This isn't a normal occurrence; I'm usually pretty androgynous in my style of dress, and feel weird whenever I have to wear something that isn't split into two sections.
But today was different. I b... We made itby Potatogus (all) Sat 14 Jun 08, 7:02AM 7 responsesAs of today, my boyfriend and I have been together a year. It's just like....wow.
I saw him in class. He was just gorgeous, with long blonde hair and a sort of serious, concentrated look about him. From the very first day of the spring semester, I fantasized about the day he would randomly walk ... The weather gods have fickle mindsby Potatogus (all) Thu 22 May 08, 5:48PM 1 responsesIt's May. Yesterday, it was like 100 degrees out. My friend and I were walking around in the hot sun, getting sunburnt and sweaty. So guess what it's been doing all morning?
Snowing.
It's like they say: "If you don't like the weather in New Mexico, stick around 5 minutes."
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