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I sense a drinking problem coming on. by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Sat 12 May 12, 1:38AM    0 responsesI sense a drinking problem coming on. Smirnoff and coke. Lushhhhhh I stink of vodka and autocorrect is helping me healla lot. I hope my mum doesn't find out! It's depressions fault you see, it's been nagging me for ages! So I snapped, broke. And now, I see myself doing this for a long...
 
Ingenius plan plan? by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Fri 11 May 12, 7:09AM    0 responsesI haven't had the balls to give that lettter to my ma' yet ( I happen to be the ballsiest guy in school atm, ironically, i don't want them ¬_¬ ) So, my plan is not to buy any clothes until i do! J'adore les vetements! :( It's going to be hard, but to supplement my clothing hunger... LETS...
 
Dear Mum... I may or may not be what you expectedby PandaBubbaXx (all)    Sun 29 Apr 12, 10:57PM    3 responsesDear Mum. I may or may not be what be what you expected from the moment you pushed me out your vagina. ( awkward realisation when you realise you came out your mums vagina ). You might have expected a boy, that would grow up and bang girls and be a slob. But you were so fantasticly lucky to get ...
 
A powerful statement...by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Fri 27 Apr 12, 11:10PM    4 responseshe can paint a lovely picture, but this story has a twist. his paintbrush is a razor, and his canvas is his wrist. That is deep. No innuendo intended. But I don't really understand it... What do you guys think of it? Maybe it's... at first it sounds first personish, refering to you, then...
 
Depressions about to get a whole new meaning...by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Fri 27 Apr 12, 6:19PM    1 responsesbleurgh. If you read my blogs, you'll know I'm shit at starting blogs. *breaths fire after eating blazing hot onion rings* Yeah, i ate something :P How do i start... dum de dum de dee... Yeah, so I have medical depression, ' issues ' and all that other shit that goes along with being d...
 
:( by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Sat 14 Apr 12, 3:01AM    13 responsesI'm really lonely :( and unliked. I don't have any friends apart from in my family, one who is up in shropshire and a couple spread here and there. Everyone else hates me :( I'm like that sunflower, that grew outside the fence. Forever outside the fence, all alone. ( at least I won't get pic...
 
YAY FOR PERIODS! NOT! (; ̄ by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Wed 11 Apr 12, 3:00PM    18 responsesI'm on my period. And fuck knows why I'm telling you this. But I don't like it -.- I don't like: • the part where I fill a bucket with tears • the restless nights • the cravings • abdominal pains • the fucking anger • the pissing no food I like or want in that godamn cupboard • THE ...
 
Care-free -nessnessby PandaBubbaXx (all)    Thu 5 Apr 12, 10:59AM    2 responsesI haven't blogged in a while, so I thought I would :) Well, I'm lying here, on my carefully laid out cushions ( they just go in a straight line ) thinking. I've thought about: The Anti-Tour ( WOOP ), love, friends, haters, the noises from above :L, how I wish it wasn't cushions I slept with,...
 
Wowza, I smell attractive! :3 by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Wed 21 Mar 12, 8:47PM    9 responsesI put on men's body soap, and I can't help but think I smell attractive :3 Come to think of it, I kind of smell like a relatively fuckable guy at school xP Crushing on him? Never. One might stand? Yes :L But does this mean I'm attracted to my own my smell now? D: or the actual smell, or what...
 
Stupid fucking mother >.<by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Thu 15 Mar 12, 8:22AM    3 responsesI'm not the only who misses the bus now am I? Because now, whenever I do, my mother constantly accuses me of skiving. I'm not that fucking stupid daft old twat, If I was going to skive, I would do it much more imaginatively with no consequences. Shove that down your trap. Urgh, she acts li...
 
Gramps :/ by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Sat 3 Mar 12, 2:50AM    7 responsesSo yesterday, 10pm my gramps had passed away in his sleep :/ I remember when I was little ( and thought until now ) that he had lived since the start of time and was going to live forever. And it honestly seemed like it, I mean he had the stroke/ heart attack on Monday, and it took a week :/ he...
 
Your favourite place, your lover... And me. by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Tue 28 Feb 12, 1:00AM    0 responsesThe moon is up, bold, big, dazzling the water as if it was filled with diamonds, caressing it with silver beams. The candles around us, flickring, dancing, reflecting in the water like drops of sweet sweet blood. The bench we sit on, the sheet we lie on, the ground beneath us, is as cold as dea...
 
It's olde news, for the broken hearted by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Sun 26 Feb 12, 6:50PM    2 responsesThere's a voice in my head saying don't fall in love If you don't want a broken heart. So I ask myself the simple question ' should I stop before I start? ' It could be wrong, but it feels so right, I'm a sucker for romance. Should I follow my heart, or follow my head? Should I jump and ...
 
What is true love? by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Sat 25 Feb 12, 3:54PM    4 responsesTrue love is pin point at which two souls meet and are at complete and utter harmony with eachother. It's the love you always think about, but never question. It's the entity that keeps hearts beating 500 mph on just one thought. The being that only so many people will ever meet; It's an ill...
 
The bastardby PandaBubbaXx (all)    Wed 15 Feb 12, 11:37AM    0 responsesTheres one thing my dad never fails to be, a bastard. I mean there's a court case tommorow, and trust him to ask for me to stay the night over his tonight. I mean what the actual fuck is that about! God everything I just getting worse and worse and worse! >....
 
cut,slit,slice... :Dby PandaBubbaXx (all)    Tue 14 Feb 12, 1:04AM    20 responsesi've got depression thrpugh the foof... nawr, poor me :P woah, thats a lot of depression, because if it depresses you, then it sinks. god damn it it's a lot :L but it's kind of gotten so much i've gone mad :) like the joker on batman mad. im now buzzing and apparantley happy ¬_¬ but either w...
 
I would be so dead right now xD by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Mon 13 Feb 12, 12:56AM    0 responsesOMG. if it wasn't for @AdamJJW i think i would have probably been thrown off of QA a LONGGGGG timeee ago. If anyone has met me in QA chatroom, you will know how hyper and how quickly i can dig myself a deeeeeep hole! not to mention my weirdness. But he may be thr root of that ;) i mean who else ...
 
:'( words can't explain the painby PandaBubbaXx (all)    Fri 10 Feb 12, 7:24PM    0 responsesMy bestfriend has decided to go live with his dad... In Hampshire. Heart wrenching or what! I haven't cried since last February when I discovered ' fever ' on YouTube! I'm going to miss him so god damn fucking much! :'( Dear Tom, your gone. I suppose in a way your not here but always there, as w...
 
" Uh-MA-ZING! " by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Sat 4 Feb 12, 9:20PM    0 responsesThis is the first time I can say that I've watched something and non-sexually orgasmed over it for the entirety of it and 3 hours later to this minute. APHRODITE LES FOLIES! IM MEAN, OH MY GOD IT WAS JUST BRILLIANT! BETTER THAN FALLING IN LOVE! IT WAS LIKE FALLING IN LOVE WHILST EATING CAKE ...
 
Put yourself in my place by PandaBubbaXx (all)    Fri 3 Feb 12, 6:40PM    0 responsesI hear that your in love now  Baby don't know what to say  I Can't believe I still feel this way But before you decide, you won't be mine, All I'm going to ask Is that you put yourself in my place.  When your lovers bringing round  And there's no one else around  Your going to put yourself ...
 
 
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