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My Silenceby Max_Lia330 (all) Wed 21 Apr 10, 6:51AM 3 responsesUse and abuse me, Day after day and year after year, Again and Again my love is failed Trust is broken Boundaries are crossed My voice screams silence because I forgot how to cry Hate me for me something I can't control beat me for my love but I can't give it back I'm sorry I'm differen...

To put it in words: Loveby Max_Lia330 (all) Sat 13 Mar 10, 10:38PM 0 responsesLove can't be defined for the general public... However, theses are my thoughts and I need to get them out... Love is constantly changing, ebbing and flowing with the river of life. Sometimes it's nothing more than a trickle while other times it's a raging sea. Love changes. Everyday, ever...

Dream of Innocenceby Max_Lia330 (all) Tue 9 Mar 10, 6:14AM 11 responsesOkay, for once this isn't a poem...ha...anyway. Last night I had a dream about this girl (lets call her J). It was amazing, sensual, the single most sexiest dream I've ever had. I woke up feeling high, my heart was glowing with warmth and contentness. My body yearned for her, stimulating me more ...

Bells and Whistles, babyby Max_Lia330 (all) Sun 21 Feb 10, 9:09PM 7 responsesKiss and Tell She wasn't for me you can have her, keep her happy There's a sting like a pin prick to the soul she was mine but you took her from me Honey, I forgive Go as far as to thank you You'll be light-hearted finally feeling wanted And I'll stand by the sidelines Sliently cr...

When there's nothing left to say...by Max_Lia330 (all) Fri 19 Feb 10, 6:13AM 2 responsesWhen there's nothing left to say By: Amelia/Max When someone loves as I love you, they learn a lesson, both painful and true. It's simple really, taught to toddlers, yet no one can describe the emptiness it causes The lesson's this, it's simple really, to have your light in my life,...

Stress relief, nerves, and shinglesby Max_Lia330 (all) Wed 17 Feb 10, 4:06AM 0 responsesSo, I don't know if any of this is really blog worthy but here it goes... After a long, hard, exhausting semester + I am finally dropping half my classes. This opens up at least two days a week for me to complete my other graduation requirements. I'll also have time to look for a job and study fo...

Pain, violence, dominance, heart breakby Max_Lia330 (all) Sun 31 Jan 10, 9:57AM 1 responsesIn the midst of the this confusion, a blow I've never known, you bring out the worst in me I'd rather be alone So please, let me die here, cry here, find my life here You spin me about, topsy turvy, 180's to the brain I can't take it right now, I'm gonna break. Crack apart, the flakes ...

How could she?by Max_Lia330 (all) Sun 31 Jan 10, 4:13AM 6 responsesOkay, this is just a pure rant. Let's give some history.... I have a friend named Tyler. She's the best friend a girl could ask for. There's never been a time where I needed her and she hasn't been there. I love this girl to death, like a sister, like a mother, like a friend, like a lover. ...

How does one deal with this?by Max_Lia330 (all) Fri 29 Jan 10, 3:12AM 0 responsesLast night something happened to me. I'd love to tell you all about it but that's part of the problem. I have no idea what actually happened. Appearently I went to go hang out with my ex. Not something I'd normally do because of our history after our break up and directly pior to. There was some...

Is there anyone out there?by Max_Lia330 (all) Thu 28 Jan 10, 1:20AM 0 responsesSo, I'm a genderqueer seventeen year old who has no idea how to describe themself. On a normal day to day basis I don't mind my lack of label or understanding of the inner workings of my own mind but today just hasn't been my day. It started with a dream early this morning (I know the dream ...

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