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A short return.by KeilaraSB (all) Thu 12 Jun 08, 1:00PM 3 responsesGreetings, friends! I hail from Eindhoven, Holland, because that is where I'm going to generally be staying for the next few weeks. And guess what? That means internet cafes! Well, one, actually, which is rather a dismal prospect, at 3 euros an hour and on my limited budget. Anyhow, things ha...

Goodbye, I guess...by KeilaraSB (all) Sat 10 May 08, 7:13PM 12 responsesWell, I've officially been told to quit visiting QA. Parents disapprove of not being able to monitor what's coming into my brain, and QA is not helping trying to stuff me back in the closet or make me un-gay entirely. It's been blocked from my laptop, too, so I won't really be able to get on much an...

HOSTS file issues and anger.by KeilaraSB (all) Sat 12 Apr 08, 7:39PM 8 responsesSo, I haven't been up for a couple of days. Since the update, really. Yeah, it doesn't seem that long, number-wise, but it still feels odd, coming back and there's so much that's happened in the wake of the update. I found out why I couldn't get onto QA, Myspace, or Facebook. Somebody had tweake...

Contentment for the Moment.by KeilaraSB (all) Sat 5 Apr 08, 3:37PM 3 responsesSo. There's been a lot going on with me, recently. But, you know, that's okay. I've gotten a new (or old) perspective on things. For instance, I'm currently wearing a school shirt (having woken up from last night's return from school- yes, I haven't changed yet, what of it? I was tired. :p ) tha...

Angst Again- a Rant of sortsby KeilaraSB (all) Sat 29 Mar 08, 5:47AM 3 responsesWow, I’ve been blogging a lot recently, haven’t I? :s In any case, I’ve had a lot on my mind. I’ve been rifling through the files on my laptop, and I’m quite surprised at all that I’ve found. I’ve only had this laptop since Christmas, and it’s decidedly odd to find so many unfinished poems and s...

Irritation and a Mishmash of other things.by KeilaraSB (all) Sat 22 Mar 08, 3:13AM 10 responsesI'm irritated at myself. I am. Because of several things. I'm in a slump. But I can't seem to get myself out of it. On this past Sunday (Palm Sunday), I was heralded with the news that my friend Andy had died. It added to the stress of the week previous, which involved a break down, a break up, and ...

Requiem in Aby KeilaraSB (all) Wed 19 Mar 08, 12:11AM 8 responsesA piece written in memory of a friend of mine. I got a phone call Sunday afternoon, saying that A. had passed away in a skiing accident. The school is in shock. We as a class are in shock. We are minus one out of a few, and the feelings... the feelings are blinding. Just had to get my stuff down o...

Driving Rangeby KeilaraSB (all) Tue 11 Mar 08, 9:55PM 1 responsesWARNING: Long. And the only thing that isn't quite true is that I got driven there. I don't drive yet. All the rest happened today. This is not who it is thought to be about, it is not a rant. It is simply a vehicle for expression of my inner confusion. Rather, the tale of the vehicle of my expressi...

Yet another Vlog...by KeilaraSB (all) Sun 9 Mar 08, 10:32PM 7 responsesYay, yet another Vlog of randomeness, now featuring clothes. I mean, now it's about clothes. :p ...

TRANSCRIPTby KeilaraSB (all) Sat 8 Mar 08, 1:53AM 13 responsesAn interesting piece/concept I came up with while having free time after my Alg. II test. No worries, not a suicide note or anything. I guess it's sort of what I figured what a... confession would look like from a gay person imprisoned for being gay in an ultra-controlled society.... I blame Communi...

Wordless.by KeilaraSB (all) Wed 5 Mar 08, 4:12AM 8 responses/strange_ramble.exe Normally, my days are filled with me suppressing words and thoughts, because if I were to say everything on my mind, I'd be sent to the asylum. But... Today the words are echoing. What fleeting thoughts I can hold on to fade quickly, before I can grasp them completely. I'm ...

Serenity?by KeilaraSB (all) Sat 1 Mar 08, 2:53AM 5 responsesThe air is sterile as it flows in silent eddies around my ankles. Why would anyone put an air conditioning vent that low on the wall? I prop up my feet on the lime green couch and wait. I’m not sure what I’m waiting for, or how it’ll get here, but… I guess it’ll come. My foot taps against the...

A Rambling Letterby KeilaraSB (all) Thu 28 Feb 08, 12:47AM 13 responsesDear ____ (you know who you are), We're sitting in the grass outside in the school's little excuse for a "quad." Thanks to the benevolence of our English teacher, we as a class have scattered to our various positions in the 20 foot by 50 foot space. I've got my back to a somewhat narrow tree, pro...

Vlog II!by KeilaraSB (all) Sun 24 Feb 08, 9:44PM 11 responsesA vlog I did today. 'twas much fun-ness. :) Pardon the background noise. It kinda couldn't be helped... ...

A Signby KeilaraSB (all) Tue 19 Feb 08, 3:53AM 8 responsesMy God. I have just experienced one of the most amazing things I have ever experienced. I suppose it was a mix of my own spiritual turmoil, added to the sight I have seen in my night sky. Tonight, my father called me out to see something. The sky was dark, as it's 8:44 my time. I looked into the ...

*insert interesting title here*by KeilaraSB (all) Fri 15 Feb 08, 2:45AM 5 responsesAlright. After my parents cut the wireless internet last night. I felt the urge to write a blog. The following is what I meant to put up but couldn't. --God, I love late-night mental ramblings. Not. Far too many things have sprung up to my mind, and not all of them positive. Actually, most ...

Lea's First Bookish Vlog!by KeilaraSB (all) Sat 9 Feb 08, 11:55PM 11 responsesWARNING- This is a very strange vlog involving me. I advise that you close all doors and windows, and make sure to make sure your seatbelt is securely fastened. Thank you. Alright, in reality, it's really dorky and basically involves a quick overview of my favorite books at the moment. Yeah. >___...

Diagnosis: Chronic Liarby KeilaraSB (all) Fri 8 Feb 08, 2:30AM 6 responsesWarning: part rant, part whining. The picture is some symbolic thing I took at school. My school flag in the reflection of a puddle under the flagpole. I figured it could stand for "for-show"patriotism in the face of America's rather shallow society. Or how I feel like such a fake, shallow person...

Assignment.by KeilaraSB (all) Sun 3 Feb 08, 11:22PM 4 responsesSo one of my required courses at my school is Poetry. I'm currently in Poetry II. I love the class- it's the History of English Poetry, basically, with explorations into writing in various forms. Usually the teacher gives us a form and a topic, and we go on to write our happy little poems about what...

Insomnia-Sestinaby KeilaraSB (all) Wed 30 Jan 08, 4:52AM 3 responsesSomething written late at night, in the French poetic form of the Sestina (with characteristic end-word repetition and six-sextet form). A bit of wandering and poetic release. (the pic is of a friend of mine, consent given) I come, at last, to this, my watchful place, To the black night an...

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