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Packing Up.by Dakota (all) Fri 8 Feb 13, 7:18PM 2 responsesI'm starting to pack up my room today. It's bitter sweet, extremely so. There are so many good memories in here, but so many bad ones, too. I mean.. I'm so ready to leave, but I'm leaving so many things behind. It's very painful, yet relieving. I remember the first time I hurt myself in here. Cry...

The Future.by Dakota (all) Wed 6 Feb 13, 11:49PM 0 responsesSexuality is really fluid, you know? And for the time being, I don't want a relationship. Today opened my eyes. I can be happy with just my music. I'll be okay without a relationship for four years. I lasted fourteen. I'm sure I can last four. c: I'm currently looking at colleges. Well.. Yeah, I'...

Nightmareby Dakota (all) Tue 5 Feb 13, 12:10AM 0 responsesI don't ever have nightmares. Like ever. And the one I had last night just.. It's like a punch in the gut. And honestly, I'm not sure I can even engage in any sort of relationship after that. I'm not even sure I want to go on. It just.. broke me. It's sad what your own mind can do. Should I e...

Rememberingby Dakota (all) Sun 3 Feb 13, 4:00PM 0 responsesSo, another month has passed. And I'm just.. Thinking. I remember the first time I got broken up with, it wasn't so bad. I cried.. a lot. So much. I remember when I turned around, though. My grandma came in to find me crying. I couldn't be strong anymore and I spilled. I spilled about how I didn't c...

Welp Fuckby Dakota (all) Sat 2 Feb 13, 3:35PM 2 responsesLove is fucking bitch. I hate it. With a passion. I just.. Fuck. Like why? Freakin' why? I don't want it, nope, not one bit. Love can just leave me out of the picture. But nope. NOPE. It has to come and fuck with my heart and just fucking tear whatever's left into more pieces. LIKE WHY. Dafuq....

Slightly.. Annoying Exes. Very Annoying. I lied.by Dakota (all) Thu 3 Jan 13, 2:23AM 0 responsesI'm just.. really pissed off right now. My ex, whom I am SO DONE WITH, is just.. ruining things. I don't tell anyone this, because I hold too much guilt for breaking up with him. He's in a bad place, and I wouldn't doubt that he's clinically depressed and possibly have a personality disorder. Seriou...

Gotta stopby Dakota (all) Mon 31 Dec 12, 11:20PM 0 responsesOkay, I'm falling hard. I don't want to fall, but I can't help it. This girl.. Damn. She's a lot to me already. I think she's amazing and kind and beautiful and just.. Damn. But I think I should try to stop. Cos I don't.. just don't know.. She's so amazing, guys. I can't believe it. Just.. sh...

I'm Pregnant!by Dakota (all) Fri 28 Dec 12, 2:35AM 0 responsesNope. Not really. If I were.. IMMACULATE CONCEPTION. Anyways, Mery Holidays and Happy Easter and FORTUNE COOKIES. I went skiing guys. And only bit the snow like.. seven times. The best wipeout was the one I narrated. I felt like a sports commentator. And I talked to my ex and we sorta kinda talke...

ONE YEARby Dakota (all) Sun 23 Dec 12, 4:12PM 4 responsesIt's been one year since I've touched a blade to my skin. Today marks it. I'm one year blade free, people! It feels amazing. I just feel.. awesome, guys. I never thought I could do it. Thank all of you so much. I think QA contributed a long. I love you all! More later, after work. Thank you!...

FUGNUGGETby Dakota (all) Mon 10 Dec 12, 4:06AM 0 responsesI have a crush. I don't EVEN KNOW. FUCKKKK. They're just so nice and cute and like me and flirtatious but I don't want to be pushy because I don't think that they return the feelings cos we just started talking but yes. IT'S A CRUSHH. I am in a cucumber-y mood so ignore the magic ju...

I'm really sorry. by Dakota (all) Tue 4 Dec 12, 2:56AM 6 responsesIt just hurts too much. With Lizzie gone, I've lost my best friend. My best friend. I could live without her love. I just wanted her as my friend. And now, I'm alone. I have no one. My 'friends' say nothing. I've acted different. And I just can't take it. When you have no one to go to, no on...

I got broken up with. by Dakota (all) Tue 4 Dec 12, 1:33AM 2 responsesLizzie and I are no longer together. I'll make more comments later. I'm tired and hurting and in pain and just want to sleep. I just.. Hurt very badly. More tomorrow. ...

What music means to me.by Dakota (all) Wed 17 Oct 12, 10:14PM 6 responsesI don't think anyone could ever quite understand what music means to me. No one can ever have the relationship with me that I have with music. Music.. music is the air I breath. Music is all I hear everyday, music is my pulses in my veins! There is nothing but music. I don't think I could ever give ...

c:by Dakota (all) Tue 18 Sep 12, 3:24AM 0 responsesOnce upon a time.... Bitch, please. Okay, this'll just be a quicky post cos I'm tired (and supposed to be asleep.) I have theee best significant other. And you can't deny it becauseee El is amazing. Revel in her awesomeness. It's a command. On another note, tomorrow I have to work at Dai...

Hurtingby Dakota (all) Fri 7 Sep 12, 3:41AM 1 responsesDepression hurts a lot. Something triggered me and I'm feeling really bad.... In really dark places. Depression is like an ache in your chest that seems to fade but never fully go away. It's the tears that make your pillow damp in the night - tears that are strange and don't seem to have a purpo...

TO COMEby Dakota (all) Tue 4 Sep 12, 12:56AM 0 responsesA vlog about my derpiness and love life and such. I'm not too many friends on with here.. Wait, that came out wrong. >.< I'm not friends with too many /people/ on here. Yup. Okay. There we go. Anyways, it'll be full of derpiness and love vomit and other stuff and I'll give you a tour of my ROO...

How could you?by Dakota (all) Sat 1 Sep 12, 2:26AM 0 responsesHow could you do this to me? How? You treated me like nothing. I was nothing to you. Whatever love we had was gone. I felt nothing. I was NOTHING. I found someone. Someone who makes me feel something. Someone who makes me feel special and happy and just amazing. And now.. You come back...

Welp, folks..by Dakota (all) Fri 31 Aug 12, 2:47AM 4 responsesIsn't she just gorgeous? Just beautiful. And guess what? She's mine. ...

So there's this girl..by Dakota (all) Sun 26 Aug 12, 2:51PM 0 responsesSo there's this girl.. She's really sweet and funny and smart and just adorable. She's been helping me a lot lately with my breakup, and I really appreciate her. This girl is just.. amazing. I can't even begin to explain how wonderful and darling she is. She's a tad of a neat freak - which tot...

Shatteredby Dakota (all) Tue 22 May 12, 4:35AM 0 responsesIgnore. ...

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