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Fair Weather Friend -- Expressing feelings.by AnnetteP (all) Wed 2 Jun 10, 7:11AM 3 responsesMy fair weathered friend I can feel it A scratch and a tear at my throat My heart bleeds It bleeds How loudly it bleeds Banging against the door Screaming Crying Tearing and scratching Pushed into this abyss The waves crash and roar and keep it under Can’t swim Don’t want to swim This ...

TURN DOWN YOUR VOLUME-VLOGGYby AnnetteP (all) Sun 28 Mar 10, 8:51AM 9 responsesSorry I'm so loud. XD didn't turn down the mic volume. Pasword:Banananana Vloggy! from Puffy Pengu on Vimeo....

Frustration.by AnnetteP (all) Thu 4 Mar 10, 2:26PM 4 responsesWhy? Why do people insist on talking about fire and brimstone because I'm just being me? Why can't I keep my religion and be who I am? Why can't people listen to me rather than judging right off? Why can't the people that let you down just leave you alone and let that be that. That fr...

I hate coming out.by AnnetteP (all) Sun 28 Feb 10, 3:58PM 4 responsesI came out to my psychologist...well...for obvious reasons. As I generally do when I come out to adults, I started crying. It's not like I'm ashamed of my sexuality or anything. For some reason, though, whenever I come out to adults, the water works start. I told her about what happened with the...

Sleeping/Insomniaby AnnetteP (all) Wed 10 Feb 10, 9:31PM 4 responsesSo...I'm trying to work on my insomnia issues. I told my psychiatrist about it, and he told me to start taking melatonin. It gets me to sleep pretty quickly, but I keep waking up at four AM and can't get back to sleep for a few more hours. It's really a pain. :/ Maybe it's just because I'm sick... ...

Recovering slowly...by AnnetteP (all) Tue 9 Feb 10, 2:50AM 3 responsesI'm finally recovering from the loss of that friend. I'm finally able to come on here again. I'm not sure why, but I just couldn't do it. I associated my sexuality with loss and pain. Now, I'm better. I'm in love. It hurts, but at the same time, it helps. I can live without her. She wasn't a good...

I lost a friend.by AnnetteP (all) Fri 4 Dec 09, 7:46AM 7 responsesI lost a friend today. She was supposedly my best frind. She said she loved and cared for me. Then how could she say all those hurtful things. She said I'm making a terrible choice by being gay. I didn't choose this. I told her I couldn't be friends with her if she couldn't accept all of m...

I think I have a problemby AnnetteP (all) Sun 29 Nov 09, 9:39AM 3 responsesA sleeping problem. I can't seem to get to sleep at night... *sigh* how annoying......

TMSOG-Friendships (Anya's take ;3)by AnnetteP (all) Wed 18 Nov 09, 7:24PM 3 responsesbwahaha. Fear my lameness. ...

My little buddy and me. :)by AnnetteP (all) Sat 14 Nov 09, 5:21AM 3 responsesMy youngest little brother and I singing. Isn't it just beauuuutiful? xD ...

FML *sigh*by AnnetteP (all) Wed 4 Nov 09, 8:44AM 2 responsesOkay, seriously. :/ I have learned that you never ever to read the journals of ex-girlfriends that you don't talk to anymore. I was going through some very, very, very, veryveryveryveryvery old art on DA and saw some of her comments so I was like 'click'. Bad. Fucking. Idea. The worst part is ...

I felt like wriiiing.by AnnetteP (all) Thu 22 Oct 09, 3:24AM 7 responsesI don't know how I feel about religion, but I do believe in angels. There are creatures so wonderful on this earth as to give nothing but pure joy like every word from his or her mouth is a smooth chocolate that just disolves so softly as your mind savors it. Angels are a thing of beauty, but th...

Frustratedby AnnetteP (all) Mon 19 Oct 09, 5:34AM 2 responsesI want to be out and proud. I want to be doing things...to be able to help people. I'm so...limited though! I'm stuck at home all day because I can't drive! I'm out to one parent only to be shoved back in! I can't even be involved with a GSA because of freaking virtual school. I miss art classes! I ...

L word quiz?by AnnetteP (all) Mon 19 Oct 09, 1:13AM 0 responsesI honestly just started watching, but I saw this on someone's profile (can't remember who) and decided to take it. lul I'm not promiscuous, thouuugh! Which L Word Character Are You?ShaneDespite your horrific past of numbness and desperate confusion you have maintained a laidback attitude and deme...

Reeeejected.by AnnetteP (all) Thu 15 Oct 09, 2:14AM 16 responsesSo... It didn't work out with the girl I liked. We're still friends, which is really nice, but I can't say I'm not a little sad. She was really sweet and cute. I really liked her. :( Besides that, small towns just suck. I'm kind of tired of being the gay best friend. :( I kind of just want to flo...

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